In her hands, burning with fever, she holds a letter from him, a letter which should have brought only joy without a cloud, since it announces his return, but which causes in her, on the contrary, tormented1 sentiments, for the happiness of seeing him again is poisoned now by sadness, by worry especially, by frightful2 worry—
Oh, she had an exact presentiment3 of the sombre future, that night when, returning from escorting him on the road to departure, she returned to her house with so much anguish4, after that sort of defiance5 hurled6 at Dolores on the street: it was cruelly true that she had broken then forever her son's life—!
Months of waiting and of apparent calm had followed that scene, while Ramuntcho, far from his native land, was beginning his military service. Then, one day, a wealthy suitor had presented himself for Gracieuse and she, to the entire village's knowledge, had rejected him obstinately7 in spite of Dolores's will. Then, they had suddenly gone away, the mother and the daughter, pretexting a visit to relatives in the highland8; but the voyage had been prolonged; a mystery more and more singular had enveloped9 this absence,—and suddenly the rumor10 had come that Gracieuse was a novice11 among the sisters of Saint Mary of the Rosary, in a convent of Gascony where the former Mother Superior of Etchezar was the abbess—!
Dolores had reappeared alone in her home, mute, with a desolate12 and evil air. None knew what influence had been exercised over the little girl with the golden hair, nor how the luminous13 doors of life had been closed before her, how she had permitted herself to be walled in that tomb; but, as soon as the period of novitiate had been accomplished14, without seeing even her brother, she had taken her vows15 there, while Ramuntcho, in a far-off colonial war, ever distant from the post-offices of France, among the forests of a Southern island, won the stripes of a sergeant16 and a military medal.
Franchita had been almost afraid that he would never return, her son.—But at last, he was coming back. Between her fingers, thin and warm, she held the letter which said: “I start day after to-morrow and I will be with you Saturday night.” But what would he do, at his return, what would he make of his life, so sadly changed? In his letters, he had obstinately refrained from writing of this.
Anyway, everything had turned against her. The farmers, her tenants17, had left Etchezar, leaving the barn empty, the house more lonely, and naturally her modest income was much diminished. Moreover, in an imprudent investment, she had lost a part of the money which the stranger had given for her son. Truly, she was too unskilful a mother, compromising in every way the happiness of her beloved Ramuntcho,—or rather, she was a mother upon whom justice from above fell heavily to-day, because of her past error.—And all this had vanquished18 her, all this had hastened and aggravated19 the malady20 which the physician, called too late, did not succeed in checking.
Now, therefore, waiting for the return of her son, she was stretched on her bed, burning with fever.
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1 tormented | |
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n.预感,预觉 | |
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n.(尤指心灵上的)极度痛苦,烦恼 | |
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5 defiance | |
n.挑战,挑衅,蔑视,违抗 | |
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v.猛投,用力掷( hurl的过去式和过去分词 );大声叫骂 | |
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ad.固执地,顽固地 | |
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n.(pl.)高地,山地 | |
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adj.发光的,发亮的;光明的;明白易懂的;有启发的 | |
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adj.有才艺的;有造诣的;达到了的 | |
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誓言( vow的名词复数 ); 郑重宣布,许愿 | |
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n.房客( tenant的名词复数 );佃户;占用者;占有者 | |
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v.征服( vanquish的过去式和过去分词 );战胜;克服;抑制 | |
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使恶化( aggravate的过去式和过去分词 ); 使更严重; 激怒; 使恼火 | |
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n.病,疾病(通常做比喻) | |
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