Recovering from his first astonishment14 and his first misadventure, Mr. Brumley was soon himself again, talkative, interesting, subtly and gently aggressive. For once one may use a hackneyed phrase without the slightest exaggeration; he was charmed...
He was one of those very natural-minded men with active imaginations who find women the most interesting things in a full and interesting universe. He was an entirely15 good man and almost professionally on the side of goodness, his pen was a pillar of the home and he was hostile and even actively16 hostile to all those influences that would undermine and change—anything; but he did find women attractive. He watched them and thought about them, he loved to be with them, he would take great pains to please and interest them, and his mind was frequently dreaming quite actively of them, of championing them, saying wonderful and impressive things to them, having great friendships with them, adoring them and being adored by them. At times he had to ride this interest on the curb17. At times the vigour18 of its urgencies made him inconsistent and secretive.... Comparatively his own sex was a matter of indifference19 to him. Indeed he was a very normal man. Even such abstractions as Goodness and Justice had rich feminine figures in his mind, and when he sat down to write criticism at his desk, that pretty little slut of a Delphic Sibyl presided over his activities.
So that it was a cultivated as well as an attentive20 eye that studied the movements of Lady Harman and an experienced ear that weighed the words and cadences21 of her entirely inadequate22 and extremely expressive23 share in their conversation. He had enjoyed the social advantages of a popular and presentable man of letters, and he had met a variety of ladies; but he had never yet met anyone at all like Lady Harman. She was pretty and quite young and fresh; he doubted if she was as much as four-and-twenty; she was as simple-mannered as though she was ever so much younger than that, and dignified24 as though she was ever so much older; and she had a sort of lustre25 of wealth about her——. One met it sometimes in young richly married Jewesses, but though she was very dark she wasn't at all of that type; he was inclined to think she must be Welsh. This manifest spending of great lots of money on the richest, finest and fluffiest26 things was the only aspect of her that sustained the parvenu27 idea; and it wasn't in any way carried out by her manners, which were as modest and silent and inaggressive as the very best can be. Personally he liked opulence28, he responded to countless-guinea furs....
Soon there was a neat little history in his mind that was reasonably near the truth, of a hard-up professional family, fatherless perhaps, of a mercenary marriage at seventeen or so—and this....
And while Mr. Brumley's observant and speculative29 faculties30 were thus active, his voice was busily engaged. With the accumulated artistry of years he was developing his pose. He did it almost subconsciously31. He flung out hint and impulsive32 confidence and casual statement with the careless assurance of the accustomed performer, until by nearly imperceptible degrees that finished picture of the two young lovers, happy, artistic33, a little Bohemian and one of them doomed34 to die, making their home together in an atmosphere of sunny gaiety, came into being in her mind....
"It must have been beautiful to have begun life like that," she said in a voice that was a sigh, and it flashed joyfully35 across Mr. Brumley's mind that this wonderful person could envy his Euphemia.
"Yes," he said, "at least we had our Spring."
"To be together," said the lady, "and—so beautifully poor...."
There is a phase in every relationship when one must generalize if one is to go further. A certain practice in this kind of talk with ladies blunted the finer sensibilities of Mr. Brumley. At any rate he was able to produce this sentence without a qualm. "Life," he said, "is sometimes a very extraordinary thing."
Lady Harman reflected upon this statement and then responded with an air of remembered moments: "Isn't it."
"One loses the most precious things," said Mr. Brumley, "and one loses them and it seems as though one couldn't go on. And one goes on."
"And one finds oneself," said Lady Harman, "without all sorts of precious things——" And she stopped, transparently36 realizing that she was saying too much.
"There is a sort of vitality37 about life," said Mr. Brumley, and stopped as if on the verge38 of profundities39.
"I suppose one hopes," said Lady Harman. "And one doesn't think. And things happen."
For a little while their minds rested upon this thought, as chasing butterflies might rest together on a flower.
"And so I am going to leave this," Mr. Brumley resumed. "I am going up there to London for a time with my boy. Then perhaps we may travel-Germany, Italy, perhaps-in his holidays. It is beginning again, I feel with him. But then even we two must drift apart. I can't deny him a public school sooner or later. His own road...."
"It will be lonely for you," sympathized the lady. "I have my work," said Mr. Brumley with a sort of valiant41 sadness.
"Yes, I suppose your work——"
"There, of course, one's fortunate," said Mr. Brumley.
"I wish," said Lady Harman, with a sudden frankness and a little quickening of her colour, "that I had some work. Something—that was my own."
"But you have——There are social duties. There must be all sorts of things."
"There are—all sorts of things. I suppose I'm ungrateful. I have my children."
"You have children, Lady Harman!"
"I've four."
He was really astonished, "Your own?"
She turned her fawn's eyes on his with a sudden wonder at his meaning. "My own!" she said with the faintest tinge43 of astonished laughter in her voice. "What else could they be?"
"I thought——I thought you might have step-children."
"Oh! of course! No! I'm their mother;—all four of them. They're mine as far as that goes. Anyhow."
And her eye questioned him again for his intentions.
But his thought ran along its own path. "You see," he said, "there is something about you—so freshly beginning life. So like—Spring."
"You thought I was too young! I'm nearly six-and-twenty! But all the same,—though they're mine,—still——Why shouldn't a woman have work in the world, Mr. Brumley? In spite of all that."
"But surely—that's the most beautiful work in the world that anyone could possibly have."
Lady Harman reflected. She seemed to hesitate on the verge of some answer and not to say it.
"You see," she said, "it may have been different with you.... When one has a lot of nurses, and not very much authority."
"No," she said, "I would like some work of my own."
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