Clasping thin, nervous fingers, Zyp looked up in my face fearfully.
“Have you seen Jason?”
“No. Has he come, too?”
“He’s gone on before to the mill to seek you.”
“God help him! I’ve been out all day. Is it the old trouble, Zyp?”
“Oh, Renny, I despair at last! I fought it while I was strong; but now—now.”
“I don’t know. Something seems to suck at my veins3. I have nothing definite. The wretchedness of life is sapping my strength, I suppose.”
“Is it still so wretched? I am always here to give you what help I can.”
“Oh, I know! And we must always be cursing your quiet with our entreaties4.”
“Zyp, you needn’t talk like that. My heart is open to my little sister. And is this my bonny niece?”
She was a slender mite5 of four or thereabouts, with a delicate thin face, oval like a blushing rose petal6, and a quaint7, solemn manner of movement and broken speech.
A faint smile came to the mother’s lips. “You’ll learn to love your uncle, Renna.”
“Did you name her after me?”
“Don’t flatter yourself. I call her Renna for short. Her real name’s Zyp.”
“Will you love me?” I said to the little girl, but she was too shy to answer.
“Tell me all about it, dear,” said I.
“It’s nothing, but the old miserable11 story—pursuit and flight; and with each new movement some little means of living abandoned.”
Looking at this pale, injured woman, a fierce deep resentment12 flared13 up in my heart against the inexorable tyranny of the fiend who would not learn mercy. I had too long stood aside; too long remained neutral in an unnatural14 warfare15, the most innocent victim of which was she whose image my soul professed16 to hold inviolate17. Old ties bound me no longer. Her champion would I be in life and death, meeting stealth with secrecy18, pursuit with ambush19.
I put the child from me and rose hurriedly to my feet.
“Zyp!” I cried, “this must end! Forgive me that, holding you in my heart as I have always done, I have not been more active in your succor20. Here all doubt ends. I devote myself body and soul to your help and welfare!”
Crying softly, she drew her little one to her and wound her arms about her. Now the last of her weird21 nature seemed broken and gone, and she was woman only, helpless and alone.
Her anguish—her implied reproach—pierced to my soul.
“Has that been in your mind, Zyp? I never thought—it was always a habit with me to yield the lead to Jason, and you were so strong and independent.”
“Not now for long—a haunted, hunted thing! But I had no right—and then, your father.”
“If I thought I had sacrificed your interests to a mistaken sense of duty to him—ah, Zyp, it would be a very bitter thing.”
“No, no! You’ve always been strong and good and generous. Don’t mind what I say. I’m only desperate with trouble. Hush24, little rabbit! Mother cries with joy to have found a friend.”
“Need you have sought long? Every word you say seems a reproach.”
“No, no, no; you’ll misread me and fall away from us at the last.”
“I swear not! Tell me what has happened.”
“We thought we had escaped him—perhaps that he was dead. There was a long respite25; then one night—four, five days ago—he was there. Some place where they gamble with cards—and he accused my husband of cheating. There was a terrible scene. Jason came home all smeared26 with blood, but it was the old terror that made us despair. Why are such things allowed on earth? It seemed all leaf and flowers and sky to me once. How long ago! He stood outside our lodgings27 the next morning. His dreadful face was like a devil’s. Then we knew we must go. When the bill was paid we had only a few shillings left. In our sickness we turned to you, and we set off tramping, tramping down to Winton by easy stages. Jason carried the child; my arms were too weak.”
“And he—that other?”
“He’s sure to follow us, but he won’t know we’ve walked.”
I remembered the figure on the bridge four nights ago, and was silent.
“Renalt, what can we do?”
“Jason has gone to me for money, I suppose?”
“Oh, if you could only let us have a little; we might escape abroad again and bury ourselves in some faraway spot, where he could never find us.”
“Zyp, listen to me. My father died last night.”
“Died? The old man! Oh, Renny, Renny!”
“He had been long ailing28. I have been wandering all day to try to restore my shattered nerves. That is why I have not met Jason.”
“Dead! The old, poor man! And you are alone?”
“Yes, Zyp.”
She broke down and wept long and sadly.
“He was good to me,” she moaned, “and I requited29 his kindness ill. And now I come to worry you in your unhappiness.”
“You came to lighten it with a glimpse of the old sweet nature—you and your pretty baby here.”
“Do you think her pretty, Renny? He would have been fond of her, and he’s gone. What a world of death and misery30!”
“Now the mill is no place for you at present. Old Peggy is dead, too, and gone to her judgment31. In a few days the house will be quit of mourning. Then you must all three come and live with me there, and we’ll make out life in company.”
She sat clasping her little girl and staring at me, her lips parted, as she listened breathlessly.
“That would be good,” she whispered. “Do you hear, baby? Mumby and Renna will lie down at last and go to sleep.”
The child pressed her cheek to her mother’s and put her short arms about her neck with a sympathetic sigh. Her lot, I think, had been no base contrast with that of children better circumstanced. She was dressed even now as if from the fairy queen’s wardrobe, though Zyp’s poor clothes were stained and patched in a dozen places.
Then my love—oh, may I not call her so now?—looked up at me sorrowfully over the brink33 of her short ecstasy34.
“Dear Renny,” she said, “how can it ever be as you say? Rest can never come to us while he lives.”
“I have sworn, Zyp. I am confident and strong to grapple with this tragic35 Furioso. If he persists after one more warning we’ll set the law on him for a wandering lunatic.”
“The question is, what are you to do in the meantime?”
“That’s soon settled. We came over Micheldever, only a few miles away. We’ll go back there and hire a single room in the village—I saw one to let that would suit us—and wait till you send for us.”
“Very well. And what do you say to taking little Zyp back by yourself and leaving Jason here under my wing?”
“If you think it best.”
“I must make certain arrangements with him. Yes, I think that will be best.” I spoke37 cheerfully and buoyantly, anxious to quicken and sustain her new-born hope. Uneasy forebodings, nevertheless, drove me to make the proposition. I could not free my mind of the thought that Duke yet hung secretly about the place, induced to wait and watch on that sure instinct that had never yet in the long run failed to interpret to him the movements of his victims.
Therefore I felt it safer to keep my brother for the present under friendly lock and key rather than risk a further exposing of him to the malignant38 observation of his enemy.
“Zyp, take this money. I wish it were more, but it will keep you going for the present.”
“No, Renny, I have a little left.”
“Don’t worry me, changeling.”
“Ah, the name and the flowers.” She rose to her feet. “Have you forgotten my asking you never to pick one?”
“Not once in my life since, Zyp. My conscience is free of that reproach.”
She looked at me with a sweet strange expression in her wet eyes.
“Good-by, dear brother,” she said, suddenly, holding out her hand to me.
“Shall I not see you off?”
“No. We shan’t have long to wait, I dare say, and Jason will be wishing for you. Kiss—Renny, kiss dad for me—this kiss”—and she stepped hurriedly forward and put her soft trembling lips to my forehead.
They moved from me a few paces. Out in the road the wind caught the woman’s skirts and flung her dark hair abroad. Suddenly she turned and came back to me.
“Renny,” she said, in low, heartrending tones, “it looks so happy and golden, but the fierce air talked in my lungs as I went. Oh, promise—promise—promise!”
“Anything, Zyp, in the wide world.”
“To care for my little one—my darling, if I’m called away.”
“Before God I swear to devote my life to her.”
She looked at me a long moment, with a piercing gaze, gave a hoarse41, low sob22, and catching at her child’s hand hurried away with her down the road. I watched their going till their shapes grew dim in the stormy dusk; then twisted about and strode my own way homeward.
Heaven help me! It was my last vision of her who, through all the hounding of fate, had made my life “a perfumed altar-flame.”
Before I reached the mill the rain swept down once more, wrapping the gabled city in high spectral42 gloom. Not dust to dust, it seemed, was our lot to be in common with the sons of men, but rather the fearfuller ruin of those whose names are “writ in water.”
So fiercely drove the onset43 of flying deluge44 that scarcely might I force headway against its icy battalions45. Dark was falling when at last I reached the mill, and all conflicting emotions I might have felt on approaching it were numbed46 by reason of the mere47 physical effort of pressing forward. Therefore it was that hastening down the yard, my eyes were blind to neighboring impressions, otherwise some unaccustomed shape crouching48 in the shelter of its blackness would have induced me to a pause.
As it was, I fell, rather than beat, against the door, and then drew myself back to gather breath. Almost immediately a step sounded coming down the passage beyond, the door was pulled inward, and I saw the figure of Jason standing49 in the opening.
“Ah!” I gasped50, and was about to step in, when he gave a sickly screech51 and his hands went up, as if in terror to ward32 off a blow.
I felt a breath at my ear and turned quickly round—and there was the white face of Duke almost looking over my shoulder!
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petal
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deduction
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poke
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miserable
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warfare
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professed
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inviolate
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secrecy
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ambush
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succor
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weird
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requited
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misery
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tragic
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spoke
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