"HAVE I BROKEN YOUR HEART, MY DARLING?"
Bernardine Moore slowly untwined her white arms from about her father's neck, and turned her white, anguished1 face toward him, and the awful despair that lay in the dark eyes that met his was more piteous than any words could have been.
"Have I broken your heart, Bernardine?" he cried out. "Oh, my child, my beautiful Bernardine, have I ruined your life by that fatal promise?"
She tried to speak, but no words fell from her white lips; it seemed to her that she would never speak again; that the power of speech had suddenly left her.
"My poor old life is not worth such a sacrifice, Bernardine!" he cried out, sharply; "and you shall not make it. I will put a drop of something I know of in a cup of coffee, and then it will be all over with me. He can not pursue me through the dark gates of death."
"No, no," said the girl, great, heavy tears—a blessed relief—falling from her eyes like rain. "Your life is more precious to me than all the world beside. I would take your place on the gallows2 and die for you, father. Oh, believe me!—believe me!"
"And you feel in your heart the truth of what I say—that I am innocent, Bernardine?" he cried. "Say you believe me."
"I would stake my life on your innocence3, father," she replied, through her tears. "I believe in you as I do in Heaven. You shall not die! I will save you, father. I—I—will—marry Jasper Wilde, if that will save you!"
She spoke4 the words clearly, bravely. Her father did not realize that they nearly cost her her life—that they dug a grave long and deep, in which her hopes and rosy5 day-dreams were to be buried.
"You have saved me, Bernardine!" he cried, joyously6. "Oh, how you must love me—poor, old, and helpless as I am!"
She answered him with kisses and tears; she could not trust herself to speak.
"Thank Heaven it is over!" muttered David Moore, with a sigh. "Bernardine has consented, and I am saved!"
The day that followed was surely the darkest sweet Bernardine Moore had ever known. But it came to an end at last, and with the evening came Jay Gardiner.
He knew as soon as he greeted Bernardine and her father that something out of the usual order had transpired8, the old basket-maker greeted him so stiffly, Bernardine so constrainedly9.
Bernardine's manner was quite as sweet and kind, but she did not hold out to him the little hand which it was heaven on earth to him to clasp even for one brief instant.
"Poor child! She is continually grieving over the drinking habit of her father," he thought; and the bitterest anger rose up in his heart against the old basket-maker for bringing a tear to those beautiful dark eyes.
Again the longing11 came to him to beat down all barriers that parted her from him, take Bernardine in his arms, and crying out how madly he loved her, bear his beautiful love away as his idolized bride to his own palatial12 home. But the thought of that other one, to whom he was in honor and in duty bound, kept him silent.
He realized that for his own peace of mind and hers he must never see Bernardine again; that this must be the last time.
"I am sorry your father has fallen asleep, yet I do not wish to waken him, for I have come to say farewell to him and to you, Miss Moore," he said, huskily.
He saw the lovely face grow as white as a snow-drop; he saw all the glad light leave the great dark eyes; he saw the beautiful lips pale and the little hands tremble, and the sight was almost more than he could endure, for he read by these signs that which he had guessed before—that the sweet, fond, tender heart of Bernardine had gone out to him as his had gone out to her.
"Are you sorry, my poor girl?" he asked, brokenly.
"Yes," she answered, not attempting to stay her bitter tears, "I shall miss you. Life will never be the same to me again."
He stopped before her, and caught her passionately13 to him.
"Dear Heaven, help me to say good-bye to you!" he cried; "for you must realize the truth, Bernardine. I love you—oh, I love you with all the strength of my heart and soul! Yet we must part!"
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