The Dead-Warrant Arrives for Heartfree; on which Occasion Wild Betrays Some Human Weakness.
The dead-warrant, as it is called, now came down to Newgate for the execution of Heartfree among the rest of the prisoners. And here the reader must excuse us, who profess1 to draw natural, not perfect characters, and to record the truths of history, not the extravagances of romance, while we relate a weakness in Wild of which we are ourselves ashamed, and which we would willingly have concealed2, could we have preserved at the same time that strict attachment3 to truth and impartiality4, which we have professed5 in recording6 the annals of this great man. Know then, reader, that this dead-warrant did not affect Heartfree, who was to suffer a shameful7 death by it, with half the concern it gave Wild, who had been the occasion of it. He had been a little struck the day before on seeing the children carried away in tears from their father. This sight brought the remembrance of some slight injuries he had done the father to his mind, which he endeavoured as much as possible to obliterate8; but, when one of the keepers (I should say lieutenants9 of the castle) repeated Heartfree’s name among those of the malefactors who were to suffer within a few days, the blood forsook10 his countenance11, and in a cold still stream moved heavily to his heart, which had scarce strength enough left to return it through his veins12. In short, his body so visibly demonstrated the pangs13 of his mind, that to escape observation he retired14 to his room, where he sullenly15 gave vent16 to such bitter agonies, that even the injured Heartfree, had not the apprehension17 of what his wife had suffered shut every avenue of compassion18, would have pitied him.
When his mind was thoroughly19 fatigued20, and worn out with the horrors which the approaching fate of the poor wretch21, who lay under a sentence which he had iniquitously22 brought upon him, had suggested, sleep promised him relief; but this promise was, alas23! delusive24. This certain friend to the tired body is often the severest enemy to the oppressed mind. So at least it proved to Wild, adding visionary to real horrors, and tormenting25 his imagination with phantoms26 too dreadful to be described. At length, starting from these visions, he no sooner recovered his waking senses, than he cryed out — “I may yet prevent this catastrophe27. It is not too late to discover the whole.” He then paused a moment; but greatness, instantly returning to his assistance, checked the base thought, as it first offered itself to his mind. He then reasoned thus coolly with himself:— “Shall I, like a child, or a woman, or one of those mean wretches28 whom I have always despised, be frightened by dreams and visionary phantoms to sully that honour which I have so difficultly acquired and so gloriously maintained? Shall I, to redeem29 the worthless life of this silly fellow, suffer my reputation to contract a stain which the blood of millions cannot wipe away? Was it only that the few, the simple part of mankind, should call me a rogue30, perhaps I could submit; but to be for ever contemptible31 to the prigs, as a wretch who wanted spirit to execute my undertaking32, can never be digested. What is the life of a single man? Have not whole armies and nations been sacrificed to the honour of ONE GREAT MAN? Nay33, to omit that first class of greatness, the conquerors34 of mankind, how often have numbers fallen by a fictitious35 plot only to satisfy the spleen, or perhaps exercise the ingenuity36, of a member of that second order of greatness the ministerial! What have I done then? Why, I have ruined a family, and brought an innocent man to the gallows37. I ought rather to weep with Alexander that I have ruined no more, than to regret the little I have done.” He at length, therefore, bravely resolved to consign38 over Heartfree to his fate, though it cost him more struggling than may easily be believed, utterly39 to conquer his reluctance40, and to banish41 away every degree of humanity from his mind, these little sparks of which composed one of those weaknesses which we lamented42 in the opening of our history.
But, in vindication43 of our hero, we must beg leave to observe that Nature is seldom so kind as those writers who draw characters absolutely perfect. She seldom creates any man so completely great, or completely low, but that some sparks of humanity will glimmer44 in the former, and some sparks of what the vulgar call evil will dart45 forth46 in the latter: utterly to extinguish which will give some pain, and uneasiness to both; for I apprehend47 no mind was ever yet formed entirely48 free from blemish49, unless peradventure that of a sanctified hypocrite, whose praises some well-fed flatterer hath gratefully thought proper to sing forth.
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