September 14

"Whosoever will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me" (Mark 8:34).

The cross which my Lord bids me take up and carry may assume different shapes. I may have to content myself with a lowly and narrow sphere, when I feel that I have capacities for much higher work. I may have to go on cultivating year after year, a field which seems to yield me no harvests whatsoever¹. I may be bidden to cherish kind and loving thoughts about someone who has wronged me--be bidden speak to him tenderly, and take his part against all who oppose him, and crown him with sympathy and succor². I may have to confess my Master amongst those who do not wish to be reminded of Him and His claims. I may be called to "move among my race, and show a glorious morning face," when my heart is breaking.

There are many crosses, and every one of them is sore and heavy. None of them is likely to be sought out by me of my own accord. But never is Jesus so near me as when I lift my cross, and lay it submissively on my shoulder, and give it the welcome of a patient and unmurmuring spirit.

He draws close, to ripen³ my wisdom, to deepen my peace, to increase my courage, to augment⁴ my power to be of use to others, through the very experience which is so grievous and distressing⁵, and then--as I read on the seal of one of those Scottish Covenanters whom Claverhouse imprisoned⁶ on the lonely Bass⁷, with the sea surging and sobbing⁸ round--I grow under the load.--Alexander Smellie.

"Use your cross as a crutch⁹ to help you on, and not as a stumblingblock to cast you down."

“You may others from sadness to gladness beguile, If you carry your cross with a smile”

九月十四日

「若有人要跟从我，就当舍己，背起他的十字架来跟从我。」（可八34）

我主所吩咐我背的十字架，形状大小，都是祂亲自拟定的。当我觉得有能力做大事业的时候，也许我的十字架要我怀着知足的心，在一个粗陋狭窄的工场里安心工作；或者在一个似乎没有果子可结的田地里，一年过一年地继续耕种下去。也许我的十字架要我用仁慈恩惠去爱一个曾经虐待过我的仇人－－用温柔的态度去和他讲话，去站在他一边帮他抵抗一切反对他的人，用同情和援助去抬举他。也许我的十字架要我在那些不愿意听见神的名字的人中间承认基督；也许我的十字架要我在心碎的时候，到人们面前去露一个早晨的荣脸。

十字架的大小种类，各有不同，但是每一个都是痛而且重的。我找不出一个合乎理想的。但是当我举起我的十字架来，顺顺服服地把它背在肩上，用忍耐不挠的精神去欢迎它的时候，乃是主离我最近的时候。

主常在我最忧愁最痛苦的时候，加添我的智慧，加深我的平安，加增我的勇气，加大我的能力。－－司买莉

用你的十字架来做帮助你前进的拐杖，不要用你的十字架做绊倒你的绊脚石。

1 whatsoever   

adv.（用于否定句中以加强语气）任何；pron.无论什么

参考例句：

• There's no reason whatsoever to turn down this suggestion.没有任何理由拒绝这个建议。
• All things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you,do ye even so to them.你想别人对你怎样，你就怎样对人。

2 succor   

n.援助，帮助；v.给予帮助

参考例句：

• In two short hours we may look for succor from Webb.在短短的两小时内，韦布将军的救兵就可望到达。
• He was so much in need of succor,so totally alone.他当时孑然一身，形影相吊，特别需要援助。

3 ripen   

vt.使成熟；vi.成熟

参考例句：

• I'm waiting for the apples to ripen.我正在等待苹果成熟。
• You can ripen the tomatoes on a sunny windowsill.把西红柿放在有阳光的窗台上可以让它们成熟。

4 augment   

vt.(使)增大，增加，增长，扩张

参考例句：

• They hit upon another idea to augment their income.他们又想出一个增加收入的办法。
• The government's first concern was to augment the army and auxiliary forces.政府首先关心的是增强军队和辅助的力量。

5 distressing   

a.使人痛苦的

参考例句：

• All who saw the distressing scene revolted against it. 所有看到这种悲惨景象的人都对此感到难过。
• It is distressing to see food being wasted like this. 这样浪费粮食令人痛心。

6 imprisoned   

下狱，监禁( imprison的过去式和过去分词 )

参考例句：

• He was imprisoned for two concurrent terms of 30 months and 18 months. 他被判处30个月和18个月的监禁，合并执行。
• They were imprisoned for possession of drugs. 他们因拥有毒品而被监禁。

7 bass   

n.男低音(歌手)；低音乐器；低音大提琴

参考例句：

• He answered my question in a surprisingly deep bass.他用一种低得出奇的声音回答我的问题。
• The bass was to give a concert in the park.那位男低音歌唱家将在公园中举行音乐会。

8 sobbing   

<主方>Ⅰ adj.湿透的

参考例句：

• I heard a child sobbing loudly. 我听见有个孩子在呜呜地哭。
• Her eyes were red with recent sobbing. 她的眼睛因刚哭过而发红。

9 crutch   

n.T字形拐杖；支持，依靠，精神支柱

参考例句：

• Her religion was a crutch to her when John died.约翰死后，她在精神上依靠宗教信仰支撑住自己。
• He uses his wife as a kind of crutch because of his lack of confidence.他缺乏自信心，总把妻子当作主心骨。