Another day of heartbreaking and dangerous toil6 saw us in camp with the two topmasts to the good. The day following I was desperate, and I rafted together the foremast, the fore- and main-booms, and the fore- and main-gaffs. The wind was favorable, and I had thought to tow them back under sail; but the wind baffled, then died away, and our progress with the oars7 was a snail's pace. And it was such dispiriting effort! To throw one's whole strength and weight on the oars, and to feel the boat checked in its forward lunge by the heavy drag behind, was not exactly exhilarating.
Night began to fall, and, to make matters worse, the wind sprang up ahead. Not only did all forward motion cease, but we began to drift back and out to sea. I struggled at the oars till I was played out. Poor Maud, whom I could never prevent from working to the limit of her strength, lay weakly back in the sternsheets. I could row no more. My bruised8 and swollen9 hands could no longer close on the oar-handles. My wrists and arms ached intolerably, and, though I had eaten heartily10 of a twelve-o'clock lunch, I had worked so hard that I was faint from hunger.
I pulled in the oars and bent11 forward to the line which held the tow. But Maud's hand leapt out restrainingly to mine.
'What are you going to do?' she asked in a strained, tense voice.
'Cast it off,' I answered, slipping a turn of the rope.
But her fingers closed on mine.
'Please don't!' she begged.
'It is useless,' I answered. 'Here is night and the wind blowing us off the land.'
'But think, Humphrey. If we cannot sail away on the Ghost we may remain for years on the island- for life, even. If it has never been discovered all these years, it may never be discovered.'
'You forget the boat we found on the beach,' I reminded her.
'It was a seal-hunting boat,' she replied. 'And you know perfectly12 well that if the men had escaped they would have been back to make their fortunes from the rookery. You know they never escaped.'
I remained silent, undecided.
'Besides,' she added haltingly, 'it's your idea, and I want to you succeed.'
Now I could harden my heart. As soon as she put it on a flattering personal basis, generosity13 compelled me to deny her.
'Better years on the island than to die tonight or tomorrow or the next day in the open boat. We are not prepared to brave the sea. We have no food, no water, no blankets, nothing. Why, you'd not survive the night without blankets. I know how strong you are. You are shivering now.'
'It is only nervousness,' she answered. 'I am afraid you will cast off the masts in spite of me. Oh, please, please, Humphrey, don't!' she burst out.
And so it ended, with the phrase she knew had all power over me. We shivered miserably14 throughout the night. Now and I again I slept fitfully, but the pain of the cold always aroused me. How Maud could stand it was beyond me. I was too tired to thrash my arms about and warm myself, but I found strength time and again to chafe16 her hands and feet to restore the circulation. And still she pleaded with me not to cast off the masts. About three in the morning she was caught by a cold cramp17, and after I had rubbed her out of that she became quite numb18. I was frightened. I got out the oars and made her row, though she was so weak I thought she would faint at every stroke.
Morning broke, and we looked long in the growing light for our island. At last it showed, small and black, on the horizon, fully15 fifteen miles away. I scanned the sea with my glasses. Far away in the southwest I could see a dark line on the water, which grew even as I looked at it.
'Fair wind!' I cried in a husky voice I did not recognize as my own.
Maud tried to reply, but could not speak. Her lips were blue with cold, and she was hollow-eyed; but oh, how bravely her brown eyes looked at me- how piteously brave!
Again I fell to chafing19 her hands, and to moving her arms up and down and about until she could thrash them herself. Then I compelled her to stand up; and though she would have fallen had I not supported her, I forced her to walk back and forth20 the several steps between the thwart21 and the stern-sheets, and finally to spring up and down.
'Oh, you brave, brave woman!' I said, when I saw the life coming back into her face. 'Did you know that you were brave?'
'I never used to be,' she answered. 'I was never brave till I knew you. It is you who have made me brave.'
'Nor I until I knew you,' I answered.
She gave me a quick look, and again I caught that dancing, tremulous light and something more in her eyes. But it was only for the moment. Then she smiled.
'It must have been the conditions,' she said; but I knew she was wrong, and I wondered if she likewise knew.
Then the wind came, fair and fresh, and the boat was soon laboring22 through a heavy sea toward the island. At half-past three in the afternoon we passed the southwestern promontory. Not only were we hungry, but we were now suffering from thirst. Our lips were dry and cracked, nor could we longer moisten them with our tongues. Then the wind slowly died down. By night it was dead calm, and I was toiling23 once more at the oars, but weakly, most weakly. At two in the morning the boat's bow touched the beach of our own inner cove, and I staggered out to make the painter fast. Maud could not stand, nor had I strength to carry her. I fell in the sand with her, and, when I had recovered, contented24 myself with putting my hands under her shoulders and dragging her up the beach to the but.
The next day we did no work. In fact, we slept till three in the afternoon- or at least I did, for I awoke to find Maud cooking dinner. Her power of recuperation was wonderful. There was something tenacious25 about that lily-frail body of hers, a clutch on existence which one could not reconcile with its patent weakness.
'You know I was traveling to Japan for my health,' she said, as we lingered at the fire after dinner and delighted in the movelessness of loafing. 'I was not very strong. I never was. The doctors recommended a sea voyage, and I chose the longest.'
'You little knew what you were choosing,' I laughed.
'But I shall be a different woman for the experience, as well as a stronger woman,' she answered, 'and, I hope, a better woman. At least I shall understand a great deal more of life.'
Then, as the short day waned26, we fell to discussing Wolf Larsen's blindness. It was inexplicable27, and I instanced his statement that he intended to stay and die on Endeavor Island. There had been his terrific headaches, and we were agreed that it was some sort of brain breakdown28, and that in his attacks he endured path beyond our comprehension.
I noticed, as we talked over his condition, that Maud's sympathy went out to him more and more; yet I could not but love her for it, so sweetly womanly was it. Besides, there was no false sentiment about her feeling. She was agreed that the most rigorous treatment was necessary if we were to escape, though she recoiled29 at the suggestion that I might sometime be compelled to take his life to save my own- 'our own,' she put it.
In the morning we had breakfast and were at work by daylight. I found a light kedge-anchor in the forehold, where such things were kept, and with a deal of exertion30 got it on deck and into the boat. With a long running-line coiled down in the stern, I rowed well out into our little cove and dropped the anchor into the water. There was no wind, the tide was high, and the schooner31 floated. Casting off the shorelines, I kedged her out by main strength (the windlass being broken), till she rode nearly up and down to the small anchor- too small to hold her in any breeze. So I lowered the big starboard anchor, giving plenty of slack; and by afternoon I was at work on the windlass.
Three days I worked on that windlass. Least of all things was I a mechanic, and in that time I accomplished32 what an ordinary machinist would have done in as many hours. I had to learn my tools, to begin with, and every simple mechanical principle which such a man would have at his finger-ends I had likewise to learn. And at the end of three days I had a windlass which worked clumsily. It never gave the satisfaction the old windlass had given, but it worked and made my work possible.
In half a day I got the two topmasts aboard and the shears rigged and guyed as before. And that night I slept on board, and on deck beside my work. Maud, who refused to stay alone ashore33, slept in the forecastle. Wolf Larsen had sat about, listening to my repairing the windlass, and talking with Maud and me upon indifferent subjects. No reference was made on either side to the destruction of the shears, nor did he say anything further about my leaving his ship alone. But still I feared him, blind and helpless and listening, always listening, and I never let his strong arms get within reach of me while I worked.
On this night, sleeping under my beloved shears, I was aroused by his footsteps on the deck. It was a starlight night, and I could see the bulk of him dimly as he moved about. I rolled out of my blankets and crept noiselessly after him in my stocking-feet. He had armed himself with a draw-knife from the tool-locker, and with this he prepared to cut across the throat-halyards I had again rigged to the shears. He felt the halyards with his hands, and discovered that I had not made them fast. This would not do for a draw-knife, so he laid hold of the running part, hove taut34, and made fast. Then he prepared to saw across with the draw-knife.
'I wouldn't if I were you,' I said quietly.
He heard the click of my pistol and laughed.
'Hello, Hump,' he said. 'I knew you were here all the time. You can't fool my ears.'
'That's a lie, Wolf Larsen,' I said, just as quietly as before. 'However, I am aching for a chance to kill you, so go ahead and cut.'
'You have the chance always,' he sneered35.
'Go ahead and cut,' I threatened ominously36.
'I'd rather disappoint you,' he laughed, and turned on his heel and went aft.
'Something must be done, Humphrey,' Maud said next morning, when I had told her of the night's occurrence. 'If he has liberty, he may do anything. He may sink the vessel37, or set fire to it. There is no telling what he may do. We must make him a prisoner.'
'But how?' I asked, with a helpless shrug38. 'I dare not come within reach of his arms, and he knows that so long as his resistance is passive I cannot shoot him.'
'There must be some way,' she contended. 'Let me think.'
'There is one way,' I said grimly.
She waited.
I picked up a seal-club.
'It won't kill him,' I said. 'And before he could recover I'd have him bound hard and fast.
She shook her head with a shudder39. 'No, not that. There must be some less brutal40 way. Let us wait.'
But we did not have to wait long, and the problem solved itself. In the morning, after several trials, I found the point of balance in the foremast and attached my hoisting41 tackle a few feet above it. Maud held the turn on the windlass and coiled down while I heaved. Had the windlass been in order it would not have been so difficult; as it was, I was compelled to apply all my weight and strength to every inch of the heaving. I had to rest frequently. Maud even contrived43, at times when all my effort could not budge44 the windlass, to hold the turn with one hand and with the other to throw the weight of her slim body to my assistance.
At the end of an hour the single and double blocks came together at the top of the shears. I could hoist42 no more. And yet the mast was not swung entirely45 inboard. The butt46 rested against the outside of the port rail, while the top of the mast overhung the water far beyond the starboard rail. My shears were too short. All my work had been for nothing. But I no longer despaired in the old way. I was acquiring more confidence in myself and more confidence in the possibilities of windlasses, shears, and hoisting-tackles. There was a way in which it could be done, and it remained for me to find that way.
While I was considering the problem Wolf Larsen came on deck. We noticed something strange about him at once. The indecisiveness or feebleness of his movements was more pronounced. His walk was actually tottery47 as he came down the port side of the cabin. At the break of the poop he reeled, raised one hand to his eyes with the familiar brushing gesture, and fell down the steps, still on his feet, to the main-deck, across which he staggered, falling and flinging his arms out for support. He regained48 his balance by the steerage companionway, and stood there dizzily for a space, when he suddenly crumpled49 up and collapsed50, his legs bending under him as he sank to the deck.
'One of his attacks,' I whispered to Maud.
She nodded her head, and I could see sympathy warm in her eyes.
We went up to him, but he seemed unconscious, breathing heavily and spasmodically. Maud took charge of him, lifting his head to keep the blood out of it, and dispatching me to the cabin for a pillow. I also brought blankets, and we made him comfortable. I took his pulse. It beat steadily51 and strong, was quite normal. This puzzled me; I became suspicious.
'What if he should be feigning52 this?' I asked, still holding his wrist.
Maud shook her head, and there was reproof53 in her eyes. But just then the wrist I held leapt from my hand, and the hand clasped like a steel trap about my own wrist. I cried aloud in awful fear, a wild, inarticulate cry; and I caught one glimpse of his face, malignant54 and triumphant55, as his other hand compassed my body and I was drawn56 down to him in a terrible grip.
My wrist was released, but his other arm, passed around my back, held both my arms so that I could not move. His free hand went to my throat, and in that moment I knew the bitter foretaste of death earned by one's own idiocy57. Why had I trusted myself within reach of those terrible arms? I could feel other hands at my throat. They were Maud's hands, striving vainly to tear loose the hand that was throttling58 me. She gave it up, and I heard her scream in a way that cut me to the soul; for it was the woman's scream of fear and heartbreaking despair. I had heard it before, during the sinking of the Martinez.
My face was against his chest, and I could not see, but I heard Maud turn and run swiftly along the deck. Everything was happening quickly. I had not yet had a glimmering59 of unconsciousness, and it seemed that an interminable period of time was lapsing60 before I heard her feet flying back. And just then I felt the whole man sink under me. The breath was leaving his lungs, and his chest was collapsing61 under my weight. Whether it was merely the expelled breath, or consciousness of his growing impotence, I know not, but his throat vibrated with a deep groan62. The hand at my throat relaxed. I breathed. His hand fluttered and tightened63 again. But even his tremendous will could not overcome the dissolution that assailed64 it. That will of his was breaking down. He was fainting.
Maud's footsteps were very near as his hand fluttered for the last time and my throat was released. I rolled off and over to the deck on my back, gasping65 and blinking in the sunshine. Maud was pale but composed,- my eyes had gone instantly to her face,- and she was looking at me with mingled66 alarm and relief. A heavy seal-club in her hand caught my eyes, and at that moment she followed my gaze down to it. The club dropped from her hand as if it had suddenly stung her, and at the same moment my heart surged with a great joy. Truly she was my woman- my mate- woman, fighting for me as the mate of a caveman would have fought, all the primitive67 in her aroused, forgetful of her culture, hard under the softening68 civilization of the only life she had ever known.
'Dear woman!' I cried, scrambling69 to my feet.
The next moment she was in my arms, weeping convulsively on my shoulder while I clasped her close. I looked down at the brown glory of her hair, glinting gems70 in the sunshine far more precious to me than those in the treasure-chests of kings. And I bent my head and kissed her hair softly, so softly that she did not know.
Then sober thought came to me. After all, she was only a woman, crying her relief, now that the danger was past, in the arms of her protector or of the one who had been endangered. Had I been father or brother, the situation would have been nowise different. Besides, time and place were not meet, and I wished to earn a better right to declare my love. So once again I softly kissed her hair as I felt her receding71 from my clasp.
'It is a real attack this time,' I said; 'another shock like the one that made him blind. He feigned72 at first, and in doing so brought it on.' Maud was already rearranging his pillow.
'No,' I said; 'not yet. Now that I have him helpless, helpless he shall remain. From this day we live in the cabin. Wolf Larsen shall live in the steerage.'
I caught him under the shoulders and dragged him to the companionway. At my direction Maud fetched a rope. Placing this under his shoulders, I balanced him across the threshold and lowered him down the steps to the floor. I could not lift him directly into a bunk73, but with Maud's help I lifted first his shoulders and head, then his body, balanced him across the edge, and rolled him into a lower bunk.
But this was not to be all. I recollected74 the handcuffs in his stateroom, which he preferred to use on sailors instead of the ancient and clumsy ship-irons. So, when we left him, he lay handcuffed hand and foot. For the first time in many days I breathed freely. I felt strangely light as I came on deck, as though a weight had been lifted from my shoulders. I felt, also, that Maud and I had drawn more closely together; and I wondered if she, too, felt it as we walked along the deck side by side to where the stalled foremast hung in the shears.
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