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Anna
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WHEN I WAS LITTLE, the great mystery to me wasn’t how babies were made, but why. The mechanics Iunderstood—my older brother Jesse had filled me in—although at the time I was sure he’d heard half of itwrong. Other kids my age were busy looking up the words penis and vagina in the classroom dictionarywhen the teacher had her back turned, but I paid attention to different details. Like why some mothers onlyhad one child, while other families seemed to multiply before your eyes. Or how the new girl in school,Sedona, told anyone who’d listen that she was named for the place where her parents were vacationing whenthey made her (“Good thing they weren’t staying in Jersey1 City,” my father used to say).

Now that I am thirteen, these distinctions are only more complicated: the eighth-grader who dropped out ofschool because she got into trouble; a neighbor who got herself pregnant in the hopes it would keep herhusband from filing for divorce. I’m telling you, if aliens landed on earth today and took a good hard look atwhy babies get born, they’d conclude that most people have children by accident, or because they drink toomuch on a certain night, or because birth control isn’t one hundred percent, or for a thousand other reasonsthat really aren’t very flattering.

On the other hand, I was born for a very specific purpose. I wasn’t the result of a cheap bottle of wine or afull moon or the heat of the moment. I was born because a scientist managed to hook up my mother’s eggsand my father’s sperm2 to create a specific combination of precious genetic3 material. In fact, when Jesse toldme how babies get made and I, the great disbeliever, decided4 to ask my parents the truth, I got more than Ibargained for. They sat me down and told me all the usual stuff, of course—but they also explained that theychose little embryonic5 me, specifically, because I could save my sister, Kate. “We loved you even more,” mymother made sure to say, “because we knew what exactly we were getting.”

It made me wonder, though, what would have happened if Kate had been healthy. Chances are, I’d still befloating up in Heaven or wherever, waiting to be attached to a body to spend some time on Earth. Certainly Iwould not be part of this family. See, unlike the rest of the free world, I didn’t get here by accident. And ifyour parents have you for a reason, then that reason better exist. Because once it’s gone, so are you.

Pawnshops may be full of junk, but they’re also a breeding ground for stories, if you ask me, not that you did.

What happened to make a person trade in the Never Before Worn Diamond Solitaire? Who needed money sobadly they’d sell a teddy bear missing an eye? As I walk up to the counter, I wonder if someone will look atthe locket I’m about to give up, and ask these same questions.

The man at the cash register has a nose the shape of a turnip6, and eyes sunk so deep I can’t imagine how hesees well enough to go about his business. “Need something?” he asks.

It’s all I can do to not turn around and walk out the door, pretend I’ve come in by mistake. The only thing thatkeeps me steady is knowing I am not the first person to stand in front of this counter holding the one item inthe world I never thought I’d part with.

“I have something to sell,” I tell him.

“Am I supposed to guess what it is?”

“Oh.” Swallowing, I pull the locket out of the pocket of my jeans. The heart falls on the glass counter in apool of its own chain. “It’s fourteen-karat gold,” I pitch. “Hardly ever worn.” This is a lie; until this morning,I haven’t taken it off in seven years. My father gave it to me when I was six after the bone marrow7 harvest,because he said anyone who was giving her sister such a major present deserved one of her own. Seeing itthere, on the counter, my neck feels shivery and naked.

The owner puts a loop up to his eye, which makes it seem almost normal size. “I’ll give you twenty.”

“Dollars?”

“No, pesos. What did you think?”

“It’s worth five times that!” I’m guessing.

The owner shrugs8. “I’m not the one who needs the money.”

I pick up the locket, resigned to sealing the deal, and the strangest thing happens—my hand, it just clampsshut like the Jaws10 of Life. My face goes red with the effort to peel apart my fingers. It takes what seems likean hour for that locket to spill into the owner’s outstretched palm. His eyes stay on my face, softer now. “Tellthem you lost it,” he offers, advice tossed in for free.

If Mr. Webster had decided to put the word freak in his dictionary, Anna Fitzgerald would be the bestdefinition he could give. It’s more than just the way I look: refugee-skinny with absolutely no chest to speakof, hair the color of dirt, connect-the-dot freckles11 on my cheeks that, let me tell you, do not fade with lemonjuice or sunscreen or even, sadly, sandpaper. No, God was obviously in some kind of mood on my birthday,because he added to this fabulous12 physical combination the bigger picture—the household into which I wasborn.

My parents tried to make things normal, but that’s a relative term. The truth is, I was never really a kid. To behonest, neither were Kate and Jesse. I guess maybe my brother had his moment in the sun for the four yearshe was alive before Kate got diagnosed, but ever since then, we’ve been too busy looking over our shouldersto run headlong into growing up. You know how most little kids think they’re like cartoon characters—if ananvil drops on their heads they can peel themselves off the sidewalk and keep going? Well, I never oncebelieved that. How could I, when we practically set a place for Death at the dinner table?

Kate has acute promyelocytic leukemia. Actually, that’s not quite true—right now she doesn’t have it, but it’shibernating under her skin like a bear, until it decides to roar again. She was diagnosed when she was two;she’s sixteen now. Molecular13 relapse and granulocyte and portacath—these words are part of my vocabulary,even though I’ll never find them on any SAT. I’m an allogeneic donor—a perfect sibling14 match. When Kateneeds leukocytes or stem cells or bone marrow to fool her body into thinking it’s healthy, I’m the one whoprovides them. Nearly every time Kate’s hospitalized, I wind up there, too.

None of which means anything, except that you shouldn’t believe what you hear about me, least of all thatwhich I tell you myself.

As I am coming up the stairs, my mother comes out of her room wearing another ball gown. “Ah,” she says,turning her back to me. “Just the girl I wanted to see.”

I zip it up and watch her twirl. My mother could be beautiful, if she were parachuted into someone else’s life.

She has long dark hair and the fine collarbones of a princess, but the corners of her mouth turn down, likeshe’s swallowed bitter news. She doesn’t have much free time, since a calendar is something that can changedrastically if my sister develops a bruise15 or a nosebleed, but what she does have she spends at Bluefly.com,ordering ridiculously fancy evening dresses for places she is never going to go. “What do you think?” sheasks.

The gown is all the colors of a sunset, and made out of material that swishes when she moves. It’s strapless,what a star might wear sashaying down a red carpet—totally not the dress code for a suburban16 house inUpper Darby, RI. My mother twists her hair into a knot and holds it in place. On her bed are three otherdresses—one slinky and black, one bugle-beaded, one that seems impossibly small. “You look…”

Tired. The word bubbles right under my lips.

My mother goes perfectly17 still, and I wonder if I’ve said it without meaning to. She holds up a hand, shushingme, her ear cocked to the open doorway18. “Did you hear that?”

“Hear what?”

“Kate.”

“I didn’t hear anything.”

But she doesn’t take my word for it, because when it comes to Kate she doesn’t take anybody’s word for it.

She marches upstairs and opens up our bedroom door to find my sister hysterical19 on her bed, and just likethat the world collapses20 again. My father, a closet astronomer21, has tried to explain black holes to me, howthey are so heavy they absorb everything, even light, right into their center. Moments like this are the samekind of vacuum; no matter what you cling to, you wind up being sucked in.

“Kate!” My mother sinks down to the floor, that stupid skirt a cloud around her. “Kate, honey, what hurts?”

Kate hugs a pillow to her stomach, and tears keep streaming down her face. Her pale hair is stuck to her facein damp streaks22; her breathing’s too tight. I stand frozen in the doorway of my own room, waiting forinstructions: Call Daddy. Call 911. Call Dr. Chance. My mother goes so far as to shake a better explanationout of Kate. “It’s Preston,” she sobs23. “He’s leaving Serena for good.”

That’s when we notice the TV. On the screen, a blond hottie gives a longing24 look to a woman crying almostas hard as my sister, and then he slams the door. “But what hurts?” my mother asks, certain there has to bemore to it than this.

“Oh my God,” Kate says, sniffling. “Do you have any idea how much Serena and Preston have beenthrough? Do you?”

That fist inside me relaxes, now that I know it’s all right. Normal, in our house, is like a blanket too short fora bed—sometimes it covers you just fine, and other times it leaves you cold and shaking; and worst of all,you never know which of the two it’s going to be. I sit down on the end of Kate’s bed. Although I’m onlythirteen, I’m taller than her and every now and then people mistakenly assume I’m the older sister. Atdifferent times this summer she has been crazy for Callahan, Wyatt, and Liam, the male leads on this soap.

Now, I guess, it’s all about Preston. “There was the kidnapping scare,” I volunteer. I actually followed thatstory line; Kate made me tape the show during her dialysis sessions.

“And the time she almost married his twin by mistake,” Kate adds.

“Don’t forget when he died in the boat accident. For two months, anyway.” My mother joins theconversation, and I remember that she used to watch this soap, too, sitting with Kate in the hospital.

For the first time, Kate seems to notice my mother’s outfit25. “What are you wearing?”

“Oh. Something I’m sending back.” She stands up in front of me so that I can undo26 her zipper27. This mail-order compulsion, for any other mother, would be a wake-up call for therapy; for my mom, it would probablybe considered a healthy break. I wonder if it’s putting on someone else’s skin for a while that she likes somuch, or if it’s the option of being able to send back a circumstance that just doesn’t suit you. She looks atKate, hard. “You’re sure nothing hurts?”

After my mother leaves, Kate sinks a little. That’s the only way to describe it—how fast color drains from herface, how she disappears against the pillows. As she gets sicker, she fades a little more, until I am afraid oneday I will wake up and not be able to see her at all. “Move,” Kate orders. “You’re blocking the picture.”

So I go to sit on my own bed. “It’s only the coming attractions.”

“Well, if I die tonight I want to know what I’m missing.”

I fluff my pillows up under my head. Kate, as usual, has swapped28 so that she has all the funchy ones thatdon’t feel like rocks under your neck. She’s supposed to deserve this, because she’s three years older than meor because she’s sick or because the moon is in Aquarius—there’s always a reason. I squint29 at the television,wishing I could flip30 through the stations, knowing I don’t have a prayer. “Preston looks like he’s made out ofplastic.”

“Then why did I hear you whispering his name last night into your pillow?”

“Shut up,” I say.

“You shut up.” Then Kate smiles at me. “He probably is gay, though. Quite a waste, considering theFitzgerald sisters are—” Wincing31, she breaks off mid-sentence, and I roll toward her.

“Kate?”

She rubs her lower back. “It’s nothing.”

It’s her kidneys. “Want me to get Mom?”

“Not yet.” She reaches between our beds, which are just far apart enough for us to touch each other if weboth try. I hold out my hand, too. When we were little we’d make this bridge and try to see how manyBarbies we could get to balance on it.

Lately, I have been having nightmares, where I’m cut into so many pieces that there isn’t enough of me to beput back together.

My father says that a fire will burn itself out, unless you open a window and give it fuel. I suppose that’swhat I’m doing, when you get right down to it; but then again, my dad also says that when flames are lickingat your heels you’ve got to break a wall or two if you want to escape. So when Kate falls asleep from hermeds I take the leather binder32 I keep between my mattress33 and box spring and go into the bathroom forprivacy. I know Kate’s been snooping—I rigged up a red thread between the zipper’s teeth to let me knowwho was prying34 into my stuff without my permission, but even though the thread’s been torn there’s nothingmissing inside. I turn on the water in the bathtub so it sounds like I’m in there for a reason, and sit down onthe floor to count.

If you add in the twenty dollars from the pawnshop, I have $136.87. It’s not going to be enough, but there’sgot to be a way around that. Jesse didn’t have $2,900 when he bought his beat-up Jeep, and the bank gavehim some kind of loan. Of course, my parents had to sign the papers, too, and I doubt they’re going to bewilling to do that for me, given the circumstances. I count the money a second time, just in case the bills havemiraculously reproduced, but math is math and the total stays the same. And then I read the newspaperclippings.

Campbell Alexander. It’s a stupid name, in my opinion. It sounds like a bar drink that costs too much, or abrokerage firm. But you can’t deny the man’s track record.

To reach my brother’s room, you actually have to leave the house, which is exactly the way he likes it. WhenJesse turned sixteen he moved into the attic35 over the garage—a perfect arrangement, since he didn’t want myparents to see what he was doing and my parents didn’t really want to see. Blocking the stairs to his place arefour snow tires, a small wall of cartons, and an oak desk tipped onto its side. Sometimes I think Jesse sets upthese obstacles himself, just to make getting to him more of a challenge.

I crawl over the mess and up the stairs, which vibrate with the bass36 from Jesse’s stereo. It takes nearly fivewhole minutes before he hears me knocking. “What?” he snaps, opening the door a crack.

“Can I come in?”

He thinks twice, then steps back to let me enter. The room is a sea of dirty clothes and magazines and leftoverChinese take-out cartons; it smells like the sweaty tongue of a hockey skate. The only neat spot is the shelfwhere Jesse keeps his special collection—a Jaguar’s silver mascot37, a Mercedes symbol, a Mustang’s horse—hood ornaments38 that he told me he just found lying around, although I’m not dumb enough to believe him.

Don’t get me wrong—it isn’t that my parents don’t care about Jesse or whatever trouble he’s gotten himselfmixed up in. It’s just that they don’t really have time to care about it, because it’s a problem somewherelower on the totem pole.

Jesse ignores me, going back to whatever he was doing on the far side of the mess. My attention is caught bya Crock-Pot—one that disappeared out of the kitchen a few months ago—which now sits on top of Jesse’sTV with a copper39 tube threaded out of its lid and down through a plastic milk jug40 filled with ice, emptyinginto a glass Mason jar. Jesse may be a borderline delinquent41, but he’s brilliant. Just as I’m about to touch thecontraption, Jesse turns around. “Hey!” He fairly flies over the couch to knock my hand away. “You’ll screwup the condensing coil.”

“Is this what I think it is?”

A nasty grin itches42 over his face. “Depends on what you think it is.” He jimmies out the Mason jar, so thatliquid drips onto the carpet.

“Have a taste.”

For a still made out of spit and glue, it produces pretty potent43 moonshine whiskey. An inferno44 races so fastthrough my belly45 and legs I fall back onto the couch. “Disgusting,” I gasp46.

Jesse laughs and takes a swig, too, although for him it goes down easier. “So what do you want from me?”

“How do you know I want something?”

“Because no one comes up here on a social call,” he says, sitting on the arm of the couch. “And if it wassomething about Kate, you would’ve already told me.”

“It is about Kate. Sort of.” I press the newspaper clippings into my brother’s hand; they’ll do a better jobexplaining than I ever could. He scans them, then looks me right in the eye. His are the palest shade of silver,so surprising that sometimes when he stares at you, you can completely forget what you were planning to say.

“Don’t mess with the system, Anna,” he says bitterly. “We’ve all got our scripts down pat. Kate plays theMartyr. I’m the Lost Cause. And you, you’re the Peacekeeper.”

He thinks he knows me, but that goes both ways—and when it comes to friction47, Jesse is an addict48. I lookright at him. “Says who?”

Jesse agrees to wait for me in the parking lot. It’s one of the few times I can recall him doing anything I tellhim to do. I walk around to the front of the building, which has two gargoyles49 guarding its entrance.

Campbell Alexander, Esquire’s office is on the third floor. The walls are paneled with wood the color of achestnut mare’s coat, and when I step onto the thick Oriental rug on the floor, my sneakers sink an inch. Thesecretary is wearing black pumps so shiny I can see my own face in them. I glance down at my cutoffs andthe Keds that I tattooed50 last week with Magic Markers when I was bored.

The secretary has perfect skin and perfect eyebrows51 and honeybee lips, and she’s using them to screambloody murder at whoever’s on the other end of the phone. “You cannot expect me to tell a judge that. Justbecause you don’t want to hear Kleman rant52 and rave53 doesn’t mean that I have to…no, actually, that raisewas for the exceptional job I do and the crap I put up with on a daily basis, and as a matter of fact, whilewe’re on—” She holds the phone away from her ear; I can make out the buzz of disconnection. “Bastard,”

she mutters, and then seems to realize I’m standing54 three feet away. “Can I help you?”

She looks me over from head to toe, rating me on a general scale of first impressions, and finding meseverely lacking. I lift my chin and pretend to be far more cool than I actually am. “I have an appointmentwith Mr. Alexander. At four o’clock.”

“Your voice,” she says. “On the phone, you didn’t sound quite so…”

Young?

She smiles uncomfortably. “We don’t try juvenile55 cases, as a rule. If you’d like I can offer you the names ofsome practicing attorneys who—”

I take a deep breath. “Actually,” I interrupt, “you’re wrong. Smith v. Whately, Edmunds v. Womens andInfants Hospital, and Jerome v. the Diocese of Providence56 all involved litigants57 under the age of eighteen. Allthree resulted in verdicts for Mr. Alexander’s clients. And those were just in the past year.”

The secretary blinks at me. Then a slow smile toasts her face, as if she’s decided she just might like me afterall. “Come to think of it, why don’t you just wait in his office?” she suggests, and she stands up to show methe way.

spaceEven if I spend every minute of the rest of my life reading, I do not believe that I will ever manage toconsume the sheer number of words routed high and low on the walls of Campbell Alexander, Esquire’soffice. I do the math—if there are 400 words or so on every page, and each of those legal books are 400pages, and there are twenty on a shelf and six shelves per bookcase—why, you’re pushing nineteen millionwords, and that’s only partway across the room.

I’m alone in the office long enough to note that his desk is so neat, you could play Chinese football on theblotter; that there is not a single photo of a wife or a kid or even himself; and that in spite of the fact that theroom is spotless, there’s a mug full of water sitting on the floor.

I find myself making up explanations: it’s a swimming pool for an army of ants. It’s some kind of primitivehumidifier. It’s a mirage58.

I’ve nearly convinced myself about that last one, and am leaning over to touch it to see if it’s real, when thedoor bursts open. I practically fall out of my chair and that puts me eye to eye with an incoming Germanshepherd, which spears me with a look and then marches over to the mug and starts to drink.

Campbell Alexander comes in, too. He’s got black hair and he’s at least as tall as my dad—six feet—with aright-angle jaw9 and eyes that look frozen over. He shrugs out of a suit jacket and hangs it neatly59 on the backof the door, then yanks a file out of a cabinet before moving to his desk. He never makes eye contact withme, but he starts talking all the same. “I don’t want any Girl Scout60 cookies,” Campbell Alexander says.

“Although you do get Brownie points for tenacity61. Ha.” He smiles at his own joke.

“I’m not selling anything.”

He glances at me curiously62, then pushes a button on his phone. “Kerri,” he says when the secretary answers.

“What is this doing in my office?”

“I’m here to retain you,” I say.

The lawyer releases the intercom button. “I don’t think so.”

“You don’t even know if I have a case.”

I take a step forward; so does the dog. For the first time I realize it’s wearing one of those vests with a redcross on it, like a St. Bernard that might carry rum up a snowy mountain. I automatically reach out to pethim. “Don’t,” Alexander says. “Judge is a service dog.”

My hand goes back to my side. “But you aren’t blind.”

“Thank you for pointing that out to me.”

“So what’s the matter with you?”

The minute I say it, I want to take it back. Haven’t I watched Kate field this question from hundreds of rudepeople?

“I have an iron lung,” Campbell Alexander says curtly63, “and the dog keeps me from getting too close tomagnets. Now, if you’d do me the exalted64 honor of leaving, my secretary can find you the name of someonewho—”

But I can’t go yet. “Did you really sue God?” I take out all the newspaper clippings, smooth them on the baredesk.

A muscle tics in his cheek, and then he picks up the article lying on top. “I sued the Diocese of Providence,on behalf of a kid in one of their orphanages65 who needed an experimental treatment involving fetal tissue,which they felt violated Vatican II. However, it makes a much better headline to say that a nine-year-old issuing God for being stuck with the short end of the straw in life.” I just stare at him. “Dylan Jerome,” thelawyer admits, “wanted to sue God for not caring enough about him.”

A rainbow might as well have cracked down the middle of that big mahogany desk. “Mr. Alexander,” I say,“my sister has leukemia.”

“I’m sorry to hear that. But even if I were willing to litigate against God again, which I’m not, you can’tbring a lawsuit66 on someone else’s behalf.”

There is way too much to explain—my own blood seeping67 into my sister’s veins68; the nurses holding medown to stick me for white cells Kate might borrow; the doctor saying they didn’t get enough the first timearound. The bruises69 and the deep bone ache after I gave up my marrow; the shots that sparked more stemcells in me, so that there’d be extra for my sister. The fact that I’m not sick, but I might as well be. The factthat the only reason I was born was as a harvest crop for Kate. The fact that even now, a major decision aboutme is being made, and no one’s bothered to ask the one person who most deserves it to speak her opinion.

There’s way too much to explain, and so I do the best I can. “It’s not God. Just my parents,” I say. “I want tosue them for the rights to my own body.”

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1 jersey Lp5zzo     
n.运动衫
参考例句:
  • He wears a cotton jersey when he plays football.他穿运动衫踢足球。
  • They were dressed alike in blue jersey and knickers.他们穿着一致,都是蓝色的运动衫和灯笼短裤。
2 sperm jFOzO     
n.精子,精液
参考例句:
  • Only one sperm fertilises an egg.只有一个精子使卵子受精。
  • In human reproduction,one female egg is usually fertilized by one sperm.在人体生殖过程中,一个精子使一个卵子受精。
3 genetic PgIxp     
adj.遗传的,遗传学的
参考例句:
  • It's very difficult to treat genetic diseases.遗传性疾病治疗起来很困难。
  • Each daughter cell can receive a full complement of the genetic information.每个子细胞可以收到遗传信息的一个完全补偿物。
4 decided lvqzZd     
adj.决定了的,坚决的;明显的,明确的
参考例句:
  • This gave them a decided advantage over their opponents.这使他们比对手具有明显的优势。
  • There is a decided difference between British and Chinese way of greeting.英国人和中国人打招呼的方式有很明显的区别。
5 embryonic 58EyK     
adj.胚胎的
参考例句:
  • It is still in an embryonic stage.它还处于萌芽阶段。
  • The plan,as yet,only exists in embryonic form.这个计划迄今为止还只是在酝酿之中。
6 turnip dpByj     
n.萝卜,芜菁
参考例句:
  • The turnip provides nutrition for you.芜菁为你提供营养。
  • A turnip is a root vegetable.芜菁是根茎类植物。
7 marrow M2myE     
n.骨髓;精华;活力
参考例句:
  • It was so cold that he felt frozen to the marrow. 天气太冷了,他感到寒冷刺骨。
  • He was tired to the marrow of his bones.他真是累得筋疲力尽了。
8 shrugs d3633c0b0b1f8cd86f649808602722fa     
n.耸肩(以表示冷淡,怀疑等)( shrug的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • Hungarian Prime Minister Ferenc Gyurcsany shrugs off this criticism. 匈牙利总理久尔恰尼对这个批评不以为然。 来自互联网
  • She shrugs expressively and takes a sip of her latte. 她表达地耸肩而且拿她的拿铁的啜饮。 来自互联网
9 jaw 5xgy9     
n.颚,颌,说教,流言蜚语;v.喋喋不休,教训
参考例句:
  • He delivered a right hook to his opponent's jaw.他给了对方下巴一记右钩拳。
  • A strong square jaw is a sign of firm character.强健的方下巴是刚毅性格的标志。
10 jaws cq9zZq     
n.口部;嘴
参考例句:
  • The antelope could not escape the crocodile's gaping jaws. 那只羚羊无法从鱷鱼张开的大口中逃脱。
  • The scored jaws of a vise help it bite the work. 台钳上有刻痕的虎钳牙帮助它紧咬住工件。
11 freckles MsNzcN     
n.雀斑,斑点( freckle的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • She had a wonderful clear skin with an attractive sprinkling of freckles. 她光滑的皮肤上有几处可爱的小雀斑。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • When she lies in the sun, her face gets covered in freckles. 她躺在阳光下时,脸上布满了斑点。 来自《简明英汉词典》
12 fabulous ch6zI     
adj.极好的;极为巨大的;寓言中的,传说中的
参考例句:
  • We had a fabulous time at the party.我们在晚会上玩得很痛快。
  • This is a fabulous sum of money.这是一笔巨款。
13 molecular mE9xh     
adj.分子的;克分子的
参考例句:
  • The research will provide direct insight into molecular mechanisms.这项研究将使人能够直接地了解分子的机理。
  • For the pressure to become zero, molecular bombardment must cease.当压强趋近于零时,分子的碰撞就停止了。
14 sibling TEszc     
n.同胞手足(指兄、弟、姐或妹)
参考例句:
  • Many of us hate living in the shadows of a more successful sibling.我们很多人都讨厌活在更为成功的手足的阴影下。
  • Sibling ravalry has been common in this family.这个家里,兄弟姊妹之间的矛盾很平常。
15 bruise kcCyw     
n.青肿,挫伤;伤痕;vt.打青;挫伤
参考例句:
  • The bruise was caused by a kick.这伤痕是脚踢的。
  • Jack fell down yesterday and got a big bruise on his face.杰克昨天摔了一跤,脸上摔出老大一块淤斑。
16 suburban Usywk     
adj.城郊的,在郊区的
参考例句:
  • Suburban shopping centers were springing up all over America. 效区的商业中心在美国如雨后春笋般地兴起。
  • There's a lot of good things about suburban living.郊区生活是有许多优点。
17 perfectly 8Mzxb     
adv.完美地,无可非议地,彻底地
参考例句:
  • The witnesses were each perfectly certain of what they said.证人们个个对自己所说的话十分肯定。
  • Everything that we're doing is all perfectly above board.我们做的每件事情都是光明正大的。
18 doorway 2s0xK     
n.门口,(喻)入门;门路,途径
参考例句:
  • They huddled in the shop doorway to shelter from the rain.他们挤在商店门口躲雨。
  • Mary suddenly appeared in the doorway.玛丽突然出现在门口。
19 hysterical 7qUzmE     
adj.情绪异常激动的,歇斯底里般的
参考例句:
  • He is hysterical at the sight of the photo.他一看到那张照片就异常激动。
  • His hysterical laughter made everybody stunned.他那歇斯底里的笑声使所有的人不知所措。
20 collapses 9efa410d233b4045491e3d6f683e12ed     
折叠( collapse的第三人称单数 ); 倒塌; 崩溃; (尤指工作劳累后)坐下
参考例句:
  • This bridge table collapses. 这张桥牌桌子能折叠。
  • Once Russia collapses, the last chance to stop Hitler will be gone. 一旦俄国垮台,抑止希特勒的最后机会就没有了。
21 astronomer DOEyh     
n.天文学家
参考例句:
  • A new star attracted the notice of the astronomer.新发现的一颗星引起了那位天文学家的注意。
  • He is reputed to have been a good astronomer.他以一个优秀的天文学者闻名于世。
22 streaks a961fa635c402b4952940a0218464c02     
n.(与周围有所不同的)条纹( streak的名词复数 );(通常指不好的)特征(倾向);(不断经历成功或失败的)一段时期v.快速移动( streak的第三人称单数 );使布满条纹
参考例句:
  • streaks of grey in her hair 她头上的绺绺白发
  • Bacon has streaks of fat and streaks of lean. 咸肉中有几层肥的和几层瘦的。 来自《现代英汉综合大词典》
23 sobs d4349f86cad43cb1a5579b1ef269d0cb     
啜泣(声),呜咽(声)( sob的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • She was struggling to suppress her sobs. 她拼命不让自己哭出来。
  • She burst into a convulsive sobs. 她突然抽泣起来。
24 longing 98bzd     
n.(for)渴望
参考例句:
  • Hearing the tune again sent waves of longing through her.再次听到那首曲子使她胸中充满了渴望。
  • His heart burned with longing for revenge.他心中燃烧着急欲复仇的怒火。
25 outfit YJTxC     
n.(为特殊用途的)全套装备,全套服装
参考例句:
  • Jenney bought a new outfit for her daughter's wedding.珍妮为参加女儿的婚礼买了一套新装。
  • His father bought a ski outfit for him on his birthday.他父亲在他生日那天给他买了一套滑雪用具。
26 undo Ok5wj     
vt.解开,松开;取消,撤销
参考例句:
  • His pride will undo him some day.他的傲慢总有一天会毁了他。
  • I managed secretly to undo a corner of the parcel.我悄悄地设法解开了包裹的一角。
27 zipper FevzVM     
n.拉链;v.拉上拉链
参考例句:
  • The zipper is red.这条拉链是红色的。
  • The zipper is a wonderful invention.拉链是个了不起的发明。
28 swapped 3982604ac592befc46570aef4e827102     
交换(工作)( swap的过去式和过去分词 ); 用…替换,把…换成,掉换(过来)
参考例句:
  • I liked her coat and she liked mine, so we swapped. 我喜欢她的外套,她喜欢我的外套,于是我们就交换了。
  • At half-time the manager swapped some of the players around. 经理在半场时把几名队员换下了场。
29 squint oUFzz     
v. 使变斜视眼, 斜视, 眯眼看, 偏移, 窥视; n. 斜视, 斜孔小窗; adj. 斜视的, 斜的
参考例句:
  • A squint can sometimes be corrected by an eyepatch. 斜视有时候可以通过戴眼罩来纠正。
  • The sun was shinning straight in her eyes which made her squint. 太阳直射着她的眼睛,使她眯起了眼睛。
30 flip Vjwx6     
vt.快速翻动;轻抛;轻拍;n.轻抛;adj.轻浮的
参考例句:
  • I had a quick flip through the book and it looked very interesting.我很快翻阅了一下那本书,看来似乎很有趣。
  • Let's flip a coin to see who pays the bill.咱们来抛硬币决定谁付钱。
31 wincing 377203086ce3e7442c3f6574a3b9c0c7     
赶紧避开,畏缩( wince的现在分词 )
参考例句:
  • She switched on the light, wincing at the sudden brightness. 她打开了灯,突如其来的强烈光线刺得她不敢睜眼。
  • "I will take anything," he said, relieved, and wincing under reproof. “我什么事都愿意做,"他说,松了一口气,缩着头等着挨骂。 来自英汉文学 - 嘉莉妹妹
32 binder atUzh     
n.包扎物,包扎工具;[法]临时契约;粘合剂;装订工
参考例句:
  • The cloth flower snaps on with a special binder.这布花是用一种特殊的粘合剂固定住的。
  • Purified water was used as liquid binder.纯净水作为液体粘合剂。
33 mattress Z7wzi     
n.床垫,床褥
参考例句:
  • The straw mattress needs to be aired.草垫子该晾一晾了。
  • The new mattress I bought sags in the middle.我买的新床垫中间陷了下去。
34 prying a63afacc70963cb0fda72f623793f578     
adj.爱打听的v.打听,刺探(他人的私事)( pry的现在分词 );撬开
参考例句:
  • I'm sick of you prying into my personal life! 我讨厌你刺探我的私生活!
  • She is always prying into other people's affairs. 她总是打听别人的私事。 来自《简明英汉词典》
35 attic Hv4zZ     
n.顶楼,屋顶室
参考例句:
  • Leakiness in the roof caused a damp attic.屋漏使顶楼潮湿。
  • What's to be done with all this stuff in the attic?顶楼上的材料怎么处理?
36 bass APUyY     
n.男低音(歌手);低音乐器;低音大提琴
参考例句:
  • He answered my question in a surprisingly deep bass.他用一种低得出奇的声音回答我的问题。
  • The bass was to give a concert in the park.那位男低音歌唱家将在公园中举行音乐会。
37 mascot E7xzm     
n.福神,吉祥的东西
参考例句:
  • The football team's mascot is a goat.足球队的吉祥物是山羊。
  • We had a panda as our mascot.我们把熊猫作为吉详物。
38 ornaments 2bf24c2bab75a8ff45e650a1e4388dec     
n.装饰( ornament的名词复数 );点缀;装饰品;首饰v.装饰,点缀,美化( ornament的第三人称单数 )
参考例句:
  • The shelves were chock-a-block with ornaments. 架子上堆满了装饰品。
  • Playing the piano sets up resonance in those glass ornaments. 一弹钢琴那些玻璃饰物就会产生共振。 来自《简明英汉词典》
39 copper HZXyU     
n.铜;铜币;铜器;adj.铜(制)的;(紫)铜色的
参考例句:
  • The students are asked to prove the purity of copper.要求学生们检验铜的纯度。
  • Copper is a good medium for the conduction of heat and electricity.铜是热和电的良导体。
40 jug QaNzK     
n.(有柄,小口,可盛水等的)大壶,罐,盂
参考例句:
  • He walked along with a jug poised on his head.他头上顶着一个水罐,保持着平衡往前走。
  • She filled the jug with fresh water.她将水壶注满了清水。
41 delinquent BmLzk     
adj.犯法的,有过失的;n.违法者
参考例句:
  • Most delinquent children have deprived backgrounds.多数少年犯都有未受教育的背景。
  • He is delinquent in paying his rent.他拖欠房租。
42 itches dc432e5af5297d5b31631e178674d785     
n.痒( itch的名词复数 );渴望,热望v.发痒( itch的第三人称单数 )
参考例句:
  • His wool shirt always itches him. 他的羊毛内衣总是使他发痒。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
  • This wool shirt itches my back. 这件羊毛衫使我背上发痒。 来自《现代英汉综合大词典》
43 potent C1uzk     
adj.强有力的,有权势的;有效力的
参考例句:
  • The medicine had a potent effect on your disease.这药物对你的病疗效很大。
  • We must account of his potent influence.我们必须考虑他的强有力的影响。
44 inferno w7jxD     
n.火海;地狱般的场所
参考例句:
  • Rescue workers fought to get to victims inside the inferno.救援人员奋力营救大火中的受害者。
  • The burning building became an inferno.燃烧着的大楼成了地狱般的地方。
45 belly QyKzLi     
n.肚子,腹部;(像肚子一样)鼓起的部分,膛
参考例句:
  • The boss has a large belly.老板大腹便便。
  • His eyes are bigger than his belly.他眼馋肚饱。
46 gasp UfxzL     
n.喘息,气喘;v.喘息;气吁吁他说
参考例句:
  • She gave a gasp of surprise.她吃惊得大口喘气。
  • The enemy are at their last gasp.敌人在做垂死的挣扎。
47 friction JQMzr     
n.摩擦,摩擦力
参考例句:
  • When Joan returned to work,the friction between them increased.琼回来工作后,他们之间的摩擦加剧了。
  • Friction acts on moving bodies and brings them to a stop.摩擦力作用于运动着的物体,并使其停止。
48 addict my4zS     
v.使沉溺;使上瘾;n.沉溺于不良嗜好的人
参考例句:
  • He became gambling addict,and lost all his possessions.他习染上了赌博,最终输掉了全部家产。
  • He assisted a drug addict to escape from drug but failed firstly.一开始他帮助一个吸毒者戒毒但失败了。
49 gargoyles b735970a960f122c603fd680ac92bd86     
n.怪兽状滴水嘴( gargoyle的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • Week of Gargoyle: Double growth for Gargoyle and O idia Gargoyles. 石像鬼周:石像鬼产量加倍。 来自互联网
  • Fixed a problem that caused Gargoyles to become stuck in Stone Form. 修正了石像鬼在石像形态卡住的问题。 来自互联网
50 tattooed a00df80bebe7b2aaa7fba8fd4562deaf     
v.刺青,文身( tattoo的过去式和过去分词 );连续有节奏地敲击;作连续有节奏的敲击
参考例句:
  • He had tattooed his wife's name on his upper arm. 他把妻子的名字刺在上臂上。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • The sailor had a heart tattooed on his arm. 那水兵在手臂上刺上一颗心。 来自《现代英汉综合大词典》
51 eyebrows a0e6fb1330e9cfecfd1c7a4d00030ed5     
眉毛( eyebrow的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • Eyebrows stop sweat from coming down into the eyes. 眉毛挡住汗水使其不能流进眼睛。
  • His eyebrows project noticeably. 他的眉毛特别突出。
52 rant 9CYy4     
v.咆哮;怒吼;n.大话;粗野的话
参考例句:
  • You can rant and rave at the fine,but you'll still have to pay it.你闹也好,骂也好,罚金还是得交。
  • If we rant on the net,the world is our audience.如果我们在网络上大声嚷嚷,全世界都是我们的听众。
53 rave MA8z9     
vi.胡言乱语;热衷谈论;n.热情赞扬
参考例句:
  • The drunkard began to rave again.这酒鬼又开始胡言乱语了。
  • Now I understand why readers rave about this book.我现明白读者为何对这本书赞不绝口了。
54 standing 2hCzgo     
n.持续,地位;adj.永久的,不动的,直立的,不流动的
参考例句:
  • After the earthquake only a few houses were left standing.地震过后只有几幢房屋还立着。
  • They're standing out against any change in the law.他们坚决反对对法律做任何修改。
55 juvenile OkEy2     
n.青少年,少年读物;adj.青少年的,幼稚的
参考例句:
  • For a grown man he acted in a very juvenile manner.身为成年人,他的行为举止显得十分幼稚。
  • Juvenile crime is increasing at a terrifying rate.青少年犯罪正在以惊人的速度增长。
56 providence 8tdyh     
n.深谋远虑,天道,天意;远见;节约;上帝
参考例句:
  • It is tempting Providence to go in that old boat.乘那艘旧船前往是冒大险。
  • To act as you have done is to fly in the face of Providence.照你的所作所为那样去行事,是违背上帝的意志的。
57 litigants c9ff68410d06ca6c01713855fdb780e5     
n.诉讼当事人( litigant的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • Litigants of the two parties may reconcile of their own accord. 双方当事人可以自行和解。 来自口语例句
  • The litigants may appeal against a judgment or a ruling derived from the retrial. 当事人可就重审案件的判决或裁定进行上诉。 来自口语例句
58 mirage LRqzB     
n.海市蜃楼,幻景
参考例句:
  • Perhaps we are all just chasing a mirage.也许我们都只是在追逐一个幻想。
  • Western liberalism was always a mirage.西方自由主义永远是一座海市蜃楼。
59 neatly ynZzBp     
adv.整洁地,干净地,灵巧地,熟练地
参考例句:
  • Sailors know how to wind up a long rope neatly.水手们知道怎样把一条大绳利落地缠好。
  • The child's dress is neatly gathered at the neck.那孩子的衣服在领口处打着整齐的皱褶。
60 scout oDGzi     
n.童子军,侦察员;v.侦察,搜索
参考例句:
  • He was mistaken for an enemy scout and badly wounded.他被误认为是敌人的侦察兵,受了重伤。
  • The scout made a stealthy approach to the enemy position.侦察兵偷偷地靠近敌军阵地。
61 tenacity dq9y2     
n.坚韧
参考例句:
  • Tenacity is the bridge to success.坚韧是通向成功的桥。
  • The athletes displayed great tenacity throughout the contest.运动员在比赛中表现出坚韧的斗志。
62 curiously 3v0zIc     
adv.有求知欲地;好问地;奇特地
参考例句:
  • He looked curiously at the people.他好奇地看着那些人。
  • He took long stealthy strides. His hands were curiously cold.他迈着悄没声息的大步。他的双手出奇地冷。
63 curtly 4vMzJh     
adv.简短地
参考例句:
  • He nodded curtly and walked away. 他匆忙点了一下头就走了。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • The request was curtly refused. 这个请求被毫不客气地拒绝了。 来自《简明英汉词典》
64 exalted ztiz6f     
adj.(地位等)高的,崇高的;尊贵的,高尚的
参考例句:
  • Their loveliness and holiness in accordance with their exalted station.他们的美丽和圣洁也与他们的崇高地位相称。
  • He received respect because he was a person of exalted rank.他因为是个地位崇高的人而受到尊敬。
65 orphanages f2e1fd75c22306f9e35d6060bfbc7862     
孤儿院( orphanage的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • It is Rotarians running orphanages for children who have no homes. 扶轮社员们为没有家的孩子办孤儿院。
  • Through the years, she built churches, hospitals and orphanages. 许多年来,她盖了一间间的教堂、医院、育幼院。
66 lawsuit A14xy     
n.诉讼,控诉
参考例句:
  • They threatened him with a lawsuit.他们以诉讼威逼他。
  • He was perpetually involving himself in this long lawsuit.他使自己无休止地卷入这场长时间的诉讼。
67 seeping 8181ac52fbc576574e83aa4f98c40445     
v.(液体)渗( seep的现在分词 );渗透;渗出;漏出
参考例句:
  • Water had been slowly seeping away from the pond. 池塘里的水一直在慢慢渗漏。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • Chueh-hui could feel the cold seeping into his bones. 觉慧开始觉得寒气透过衣服浸到身上来了。 来自汉英文学 - 家(1-26) - 家(1-26)
68 veins 65827206226d9e2d78ea2bfe697c6329     
n.纹理;矿脉( vein的名词复数 );静脉;叶脉;纹理
参考例句:
  • The blood flows from the capillaries back into the veins. 血从毛细血管流回静脉。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • I felt a pleasant glow in all my veins from the wine. 喝过酒后我浑身的血都热烘烘的,感到很舒服。 来自《简明英汉词典》
69 bruises bruises     
n.瘀伤,伤痕,擦伤( bruise的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • He was covered with bruises after falling off his bicycle. 他从自行车上摔了下来,摔得浑身伤痕。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • The pear had bruises of dark spots. 这个梨子有碰伤的黑斑。 来自《简明英汉词典》


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