Now that I am thirteen, these distinctions are only more complicated: the eighth-grader who dropped out ofschool because she got into trouble; a neighbor who got herself pregnant in the hopes it would keep herhusband from filing for divorce. I’m telling you, if aliens landed on earth today and took a good hard look atwhy babies get born, they’d conclude that most people have children by accident, or because they drink toomuch on a certain night, or because birth control isn’t one hundred percent, or for a thousand other reasonsthat really aren’t very flattering.
On the other hand, I was born for a very specific purpose. I wasn’t the result of a cheap bottle of wine or afull moon or the heat of the moment. I was born because a scientist managed to hook up my mother’s eggsand my father’s sperm2 to create a specific combination of precious genetic3 material. In fact, when Jesse toldme how babies get made and I, the great disbeliever, decided4 to ask my parents the truth, I got more than Ibargained for. They sat me down and told me all the usual stuff, of course—but they also explained that theychose little embryonic5 me, specifically, because I could save my sister, Kate. “We loved you even more,” mymother made sure to say, “because we knew what exactly we were getting.”
It made me wonder, though, what would have happened if Kate had been healthy. Chances are, I’d still befloating up in Heaven or wherever, waiting to be attached to a body to spend some time on Earth. Certainly Iwould not be part of this family. See, unlike the rest of the free world, I didn’t get here by accident. And ifyour parents have you for a reason, then that reason better exist. Because once it’s gone, so are you.
Pawnshops may be full of junk, but they’re also a breeding ground for stories, if you ask me, not that you did.
What happened to make a person trade in the Never Before Worn Diamond Solitaire? Who needed money sobadly they’d sell a teddy bear missing an eye? As I walk up to the counter, I wonder if someone will look atthe locket I’m about to give up, and ask these same questions.
The man at the cash register has a nose the shape of a turnip6, and eyes sunk so deep I can’t imagine how hesees well enough to go about his business. “Need something?” he asks.
It’s all I can do to not turn around and walk out the door, pretend I’ve come in by mistake. The only thing thatkeeps me steady is knowing I am not the first person to stand in front of this counter holding the one item inthe world I never thought I’d part with.
“I have something to sell,” I tell him.
“Am I supposed to guess what it is?”
“Oh.” Swallowing, I pull the locket out of the pocket of my jeans. The heart falls on the glass counter in apool of its own chain. “It’s fourteen-karat gold,” I pitch. “Hardly ever worn.” This is a lie; until this morning,I haven’t taken it off in seven years. My father gave it to me when I was six after the bone marrow7 harvest,because he said anyone who was giving her sister such a major present deserved one of her own. Seeing itthere, on the counter, my neck feels shivery and naked.
The owner puts a loop up to his eye, which makes it seem almost normal size. “I’ll give you twenty.”
“Dollars?”
“No, pesos. What did you think?”
“It’s worth five times that!” I’m guessing.
The owner shrugs8. “I’m not the one who needs the money.”
I pick up the locket, resigned to sealing the deal, and the strangest thing happens—my hand, it just clampsshut like the Jaws10 of Life. My face goes red with the effort to peel apart my fingers. It takes what seems likean hour for that locket to spill into the owner’s outstretched palm. His eyes stay on my face, softer now. “Tellthem you lost it,” he offers, advice tossed in for free.
If Mr. Webster had decided to put the word freak in his dictionary, Anna Fitzgerald would be the bestdefinition he could give. It’s more than just the way I look: refugee-skinny with absolutely no chest to speakof, hair the color of dirt, connect-the-dot freckles11 on my cheeks that, let me tell you, do not fade with lemonjuice or sunscreen or even, sadly, sandpaper. No, God was obviously in some kind of mood on my birthday,because he added to this fabulous12 physical combination the bigger picture—the household into which I wasborn.
My parents tried to make things normal, but that’s a relative term. The truth is, I was never really a kid. To behonest, neither were Kate and Jesse. I guess maybe my brother had his moment in the sun for the four yearshe was alive before Kate got diagnosed, but ever since then, we’ve been too busy looking over our shouldersto run headlong into growing up. You know how most little kids think they’re like cartoon characters—if ananvil drops on their heads they can peel themselves off the sidewalk and keep going? Well, I never oncebelieved that. How could I, when we practically set a place for Death at the dinner table?
Kate has acute promyelocytic leukemia. Actually, that’s not quite true—right now she doesn’t have it, but it’shibernating under her skin like a bear, until it decides to roar again. She was diagnosed when she was two;she’s sixteen now. Molecular13 relapse and granulocyte and portacath—these words are part of my vocabulary,even though I’ll never find them on any SAT. I’m an allogeneic donor—a perfect sibling14 match. When Kateneeds leukocytes or stem cells or bone marrow to fool her body into thinking it’s healthy, I’m the one whoprovides them. Nearly every time Kate’s hospitalized, I wind up there, too.
None of which means anything, except that you shouldn’t believe what you hear about me, least of all thatwhich I tell you myself.
As I am coming up the stairs, my mother comes out of her room wearing another ball gown. “Ah,” she says,turning her back to me. “Just the girl I wanted to see.”
I zip it up and watch her twirl. My mother could be beautiful, if she were parachuted into someone else’s life.
She has long dark hair and the fine collarbones of a princess, but the corners of her mouth turn down, likeshe’s swallowed bitter news. She doesn’t have much free time, since a calendar is something that can changedrastically if my sister develops a bruise15 or a nosebleed, but what she does have she spends at Bluefly.com,ordering ridiculously fancy evening dresses for places she is never going to go. “What do you think?” sheasks.
The gown is all the colors of a sunset, and made out of material that swishes when she moves. It’s strapless,what a star might wear sashaying down a red carpet—totally not the dress code for a suburban16 house inUpper Darby, RI. My mother twists her hair into a knot and holds it in place. On her bed are three otherdresses—one slinky and black, one bugle-beaded, one that seems impossibly small. “You look…”
Tired. The word bubbles right under my lips.
My mother goes perfectly17 still, and I wonder if I’ve said it without meaning to. She holds up a hand, shushingme, her ear cocked to the open doorway18. “Did you hear that?”
“Hear what?”
“Kate.”
“I didn’t hear anything.”
But she doesn’t take my word for it, because when it comes to Kate she doesn’t take anybody’s word for it.
She marches upstairs and opens up our bedroom door to find my sister hysterical19 on her bed, and just likethat the world collapses20 again. My father, a closet astronomer21, has tried to explain black holes to me, howthey are so heavy they absorb everything, even light, right into their center. Moments like this are the samekind of vacuum; no matter what you cling to, you wind up being sucked in.
“Kate!” My mother sinks down to the floor, that stupid skirt a cloud around her. “Kate, honey, what hurts?”
Kate hugs a pillow to her stomach, and tears keep streaming down her face. Her pale hair is stuck to her facein damp streaks22; her breathing’s too tight. I stand frozen in the doorway of my own room, waiting forinstructions: Call Daddy. Call 911. Call Dr. Chance. My mother goes so far as to shake a better explanationout of Kate. “It’s Preston,” she sobs23. “He’s leaving Serena for good.”
That’s when we notice the TV. On the screen, a blond hottie gives a longing24 look to a woman crying almostas hard as my sister, and then he slams the door. “But what hurts?” my mother asks, certain there has to bemore to it than this.
“Oh my God,” Kate says, sniffling. “Do you have any idea how much Serena and Preston have beenthrough? Do you?”
That fist inside me relaxes, now that I know it’s all right. Normal, in our house, is like a blanket too short fora bed—sometimes it covers you just fine, and other times it leaves you cold and shaking; and worst of all,you never know which of the two it’s going to be. I sit down on the end of Kate’s bed. Although I’m onlythirteen, I’m taller than her and every now and then people mistakenly assume I’m the older sister. Atdifferent times this summer she has been crazy for Callahan, Wyatt, and Liam, the male leads on this soap.
Now, I guess, it’s all about Preston. “There was the kidnapping scare,” I volunteer. I actually followed thatstory line; Kate made me tape the show during her dialysis sessions.
“And the time she almost married his twin by mistake,” Kate adds.
“Don’t forget when he died in the boat accident. For two months, anyway.” My mother joins theconversation, and I remember that she used to watch this soap, too, sitting with Kate in the hospital.
For the first time, Kate seems to notice my mother’s outfit25. “What are you wearing?”
“Oh. Something I’m sending back.” She stands up in front of me so that I can undo26 her zipper27. This mail-order compulsion, for any other mother, would be a wake-up call for therapy; for my mom, it would probablybe considered a healthy break. I wonder if it’s putting on someone else’s skin for a while that she likes somuch, or if it’s the option of being able to send back a circumstance that just doesn’t suit you. She looks atKate, hard. “You’re sure nothing hurts?”
After my mother leaves, Kate sinks a little. That’s the only way to describe it—how fast color drains from herface, how she disappears against the pillows. As she gets sicker, she fades a little more, until I am afraid oneday I will wake up and not be able to see her at all. “Move,” Kate orders. “You’re blocking the picture.”
So I go to sit on my own bed. “It’s only the coming attractions.”
“Well, if I die tonight I want to know what I’m missing.”
I fluff my pillows up under my head. Kate, as usual, has swapped28 so that she has all the funchy ones thatdon’t feel like rocks under your neck. She’s supposed to deserve this, because she’s three years older than meor because she’s sick or because the moon is in Aquarius—there’s always a reason. I squint29 at the television,wishing I could flip30 through the stations, knowing I don’t have a prayer. “Preston looks like he’s made out ofplastic.”
“Then why did I hear you whispering his name last night into your pillow?”
“Shut up,” I say.
“You shut up.” Then Kate smiles at me. “He probably is gay, though. Quite a waste, considering theFitzgerald sisters are—” Wincing31, she breaks off mid-sentence, and I roll toward her.
“Kate?”
She rubs her lower back. “It’s nothing.”
It’s her kidneys. “Want me to get Mom?”
“Not yet.” She reaches between our beds, which are just far apart enough for us to touch each other if weboth try. I hold out my hand, too. When we were little we’d make this bridge and try to see how manyBarbies we could get to balance on it.
Lately, I have been having nightmares, where I’m cut into so many pieces that there isn’t enough of me to beput back together.
My father says that a fire will burn itself out, unless you open a window and give it fuel. I suppose that’swhat I’m doing, when you get right down to it; but then again, my dad also says that when flames are lickingat your heels you’ve got to break a wall or two if you want to escape. So when Kate falls asleep from hermeds I take the leather binder32 I keep between my mattress33 and box spring and go into the bathroom forprivacy. I know Kate’s been snooping—I rigged up a red thread between the zipper’s teeth to let me knowwho was prying34 into my stuff without my permission, but even though the thread’s been torn there’s nothingmissing inside. I turn on the water in the bathtub so it sounds like I’m in there for a reason, and sit down onthe floor to count.
If you add in the twenty dollars from the pawnshop, I have $136.87. It’s not going to be enough, but there’sgot to be a way around that. Jesse didn’t have $2,900 when he bought his beat-up Jeep, and the bank gavehim some kind of loan. Of course, my parents had to sign the papers, too, and I doubt they’re going to bewilling to do that for me, given the circumstances. I count the money a second time, just in case the bills havemiraculously reproduced, but math is math and the total stays the same. And then I read the newspaperclippings.
Campbell Alexander. It’s a stupid name, in my opinion. It sounds like a bar drink that costs too much, or abrokerage firm. But you can’t deny the man’s track record.
To reach my brother’s room, you actually have to leave the house, which is exactly the way he likes it. WhenJesse turned sixteen he moved into the attic35 over the garage—a perfect arrangement, since he didn’t want myparents to see what he was doing and my parents didn’t really want to see. Blocking the stairs to his place arefour snow tires, a small wall of cartons, and an oak desk tipped onto its side. Sometimes I think Jesse sets upthese obstacles himself, just to make getting to him more of a challenge.
I crawl over the mess and up the stairs, which vibrate with the bass36 from Jesse’s stereo. It takes nearly fivewhole minutes before he hears me knocking. “What?” he snaps, opening the door a crack.
“Can I come in?”
He thinks twice, then steps back to let me enter. The room is a sea of dirty clothes and magazines and leftoverChinese take-out cartons; it smells like the sweaty tongue of a hockey skate. The only neat spot is the shelfwhere Jesse keeps his special collection—a Jaguar’s silver mascot37, a Mercedes symbol, a Mustang’s horse—hood ornaments38 that he told me he just found lying around, although I’m not dumb enough to believe him.
Don’t get me wrong—it isn’t that my parents don’t care about Jesse or whatever trouble he’s gotten himselfmixed up in. It’s just that they don’t really have time to care about it, because it’s a problem somewherelower on the totem pole.
Jesse ignores me, going back to whatever he was doing on the far side of the mess. My attention is caught bya Crock-Pot—one that disappeared out of the kitchen a few months ago—which now sits on top of Jesse’sTV with a copper39 tube threaded out of its lid and down through a plastic milk jug40 filled with ice, emptyinginto a glass Mason jar. Jesse may be a borderline delinquent41, but he’s brilliant. Just as I’m about to touch thecontraption, Jesse turns around. “Hey!” He fairly flies over the couch to knock my hand away. “You’ll screwup the condensing coil.”
“Is this what I think it is?”
A nasty grin itches42 over his face. “Depends on what you think it is.” He jimmies out the Mason jar, so thatliquid drips onto the carpet.
“Have a taste.”
For a still made out of spit and glue, it produces pretty potent43 moonshine whiskey. An inferno44 races so fastthrough my belly45 and legs I fall back onto the couch. “Disgusting,” I gasp46.
Jesse laughs and takes a swig, too, although for him it goes down easier. “So what do you want from me?”
“How do you know I want something?”
“Because no one comes up here on a social call,” he says, sitting on the arm of the couch. “And if it wassomething about Kate, you would’ve already told me.”
“It is about Kate. Sort of.” I press the newspaper clippings into my brother’s hand; they’ll do a better jobexplaining than I ever could. He scans them, then looks me right in the eye. His are the palest shade of silver,so surprising that sometimes when he stares at you, you can completely forget what you were planning to say.
“Don’t mess with the system, Anna,” he says bitterly. “We’ve all got our scripts down pat. Kate plays theMartyr. I’m the Lost Cause. And you, you’re the Peacekeeper.”
He thinks he knows me, but that goes both ways—and when it comes to friction47, Jesse is an addict48. I lookright at him. “Says who?”
Jesse agrees to wait for me in the parking lot. It’s one of the few times I can recall him doing anything I tellhim to do. I walk around to the front of the building, which has two gargoyles49 guarding its entrance.
Campbell Alexander, Esquire’s office is on the third floor. The walls are paneled with wood the color of achestnut mare’s coat, and when I step onto the thick Oriental rug on the floor, my sneakers sink an inch. Thesecretary is wearing black pumps so shiny I can see my own face in them. I glance down at my cutoffs andthe Keds that I tattooed50 last week with Magic Markers when I was bored.
The secretary has perfect skin and perfect eyebrows51 and honeybee lips, and she’s using them to screambloody murder at whoever’s on the other end of the phone. “You cannot expect me to tell a judge that. Justbecause you don’t want to hear Kleman rant52 and rave53 doesn’t mean that I have to…no, actually, that raisewas for the exceptional job I do and the crap I put up with on a daily basis, and as a matter of fact, whilewe’re on—” She holds the phone away from her ear; I can make out the buzz of disconnection. “Bastard,”
she mutters, and then seems to realize I’m standing54 three feet away. “Can I help you?”
She looks me over from head to toe, rating me on a general scale of first impressions, and finding meseverely lacking. I lift my chin and pretend to be far more cool than I actually am. “I have an appointmentwith Mr. Alexander. At four o’clock.”
“Your voice,” she says. “On the phone, you didn’t sound quite so…”
Young?
She smiles uncomfortably. “We don’t try juvenile55 cases, as a rule. If you’d like I can offer you the names ofsome practicing attorneys who—”
I take a deep breath. “Actually,” I interrupt, “you’re wrong. Smith v. Whately, Edmunds v. Womens andInfants Hospital, and Jerome v. the Diocese of Providence56 all involved litigants57 under the age of eighteen. Allthree resulted in verdicts for Mr. Alexander’s clients. And those were just in the past year.”
The secretary blinks at me. Then a slow smile toasts her face, as if she’s decided she just might like me afterall. “Come to think of it, why don’t you just wait in his office?” she suggests, and she stands up to show methe way.
spaceEven if I spend every minute of the rest of my life reading, I do not believe that I will ever manage toconsume the sheer number of words routed high and low on the walls of Campbell Alexander, Esquire’soffice. I do the math—if there are 400 words or so on every page, and each of those legal books are 400pages, and there are twenty on a shelf and six shelves per bookcase—why, you’re pushing nineteen millionwords, and that’s only partway across the room.
I’m alone in the office long enough to note that his desk is so neat, you could play Chinese football on theblotter; that there is not a single photo of a wife or a kid or even himself; and that in spite of the fact that theroom is spotless, there’s a mug full of water sitting on the floor.
I find myself making up explanations: it’s a swimming pool for an army of ants. It’s some kind of primitivehumidifier. It’s a mirage58.
I’ve nearly convinced myself about that last one, and am leaning over to touch it to see if it’s real, when thedoor bursts open. I practically fall out of my chair and that puts me eye to eye with an incoming Germanshepherd, which spears me with a look and then marches over to the mug and starts to drink.
Campbell Alexander comes in, too. He’s got black hair and he’s at least as tall as my dad—six feet—with aright-angle jaw9 and eyes that look frozen over. He shrugs out of a suit jacket and hangs it neatly59 on the backof the door, then yanks a file out of a cabinet before moving to his desk. He never makes eye contact withme, but he starts talking all the same. “I don’t want any Girl Scout60 cookies,” Campbell Alexander says.
“Although you do get Brownie points for tenacity61. Ha.” He smiles at his own joke.
“I’m not selling anything.”
He glances at me curiously62, then pushes a button on his phone. “Kerri,” he says when the secretary answers.
“What is this doing in my office?”
“I’m here to retain you,” I say.
The lawyer releases the intercom button. “I don’t think so.”
“You don’t even know if I have a case.”
I take a step forward; so does the dog. For the first time I realize it’s wearing one of those vests with a redcross on it, like a St. Bernard that might carry rum up a snowy mountain. I automatically reach out to pethim. “Don’t,” Alexander says. “Judge is a service dog.”
My hand goes back to my side. “But you aren’t blind.”
“Thank you for pointing that out to me.”
“So what’s the matter with you?”
The minute I say it, I want to take it back. Haven’t I watched Kate field this question from hundreds of rudepeople?
“I have an iron lung,” Campbell Alexander says curtly63, “and the dog keeps me from getting too close tomagnets. Now, if you’d do me the exalted64 honor of leaving, my secretary can find you the name of someonewho—”
But I can’t go yet. “Did you really sue God?” I take out all the newspaper clippings, smooth them on the baredesk.
A muscle tics in his cheek, and then he picks up the article lying on top. “I sued the Diocese of Providence,on behalf of a kid in one of their orphanages65 who needed an experimental treatment involving fetal tissue,which they felt violated Vatican II. However, it makes a much better headline to say that a nine-year-old issuing God for being stuck with the short end of the straw in life.” I just stare at him. “Dylan Jerome,” thelawyer admits, “wanted to sue God for not caring enough about him.”
A rainbow might as well have cracked down the middle of that big mahogany desk. “Mr. Alexander,” I say,“my sister has leukemia.”
“I’m sorry to hear that. But even if I were willing to litigate against God again, which I’m not, you can’tbring a lawsuit66 on someone else’s behalf.”
There is way too much to explain—my own blood seeping67 into my sister’s veins68; the nurses holding medown to stick me for white cells Kate might borrow; the doctor saying they didn’t get enough the first timearound. The bruises69 and the deep bone ache after I gave up my marrow; the shots that sparked more stemcells in me, so that there’d be extra for my sister. The fact that I’m not sick, but I might as well be. The factthat the only reason I was born was as a harvest crop for Kate. The fact that even now, a major decision aboutme is being made, and no one’s bothered to ask the one person who most deserves it to speak her opinion.
There’s way too much to explain, and so I do the best I can. “It’s not God. Just my parents,” I say. “I want tosue them for the rights to my own body.”
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59 neatly | |
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67 seeping | |
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