I was standing1 decked out in a bedazzling red sequined gown inspired by the dressMarilyn wore in the “Two Little Girls from Little Rock” number in Gentlemen PreferBlondes, on a spectacular, cheerfully decorated stage, at my sold-out 2019 Christmas showin Madison Square Garden. My face was aglow2 from the joy of the occasion, but mostlyas a result of the gifted hands of my gorgeous longtime makeup3 artist, kiki—confidant anddear friend Kristofer Buckle4. Roc and Roe5, in their own little merry ensembles6 (theyperformed a special rendition of “Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer” that night!) were onone side, and Tanaka was on the other. Behind me were my “singing siblings”—mybrother, Trey, and sisters Tots and Tekka, who have been with me through all my seasons,tumultuous and tranquil7. And in front of me, yaaaass, in front of me, were tens ofthousands of my amazing, diverse, enormous family of loving fans.
I looked out and saw fabulous8 flocks of Lambs in sequined onesies and other suchglitzy garb9 (the arena10 was overflowing11 with sequins, studs, and crystals!), holding signsand holding hands. There were little girls in crushed-velvet dresses on their fathers’ bigshoulders; there were old men with no hair next to young women in head wraps; therewere Black people, white, indigenous12, Asian, Middle Eastern, and countless13 mixes andvariations; gay, straight, fluid, trans, nonbinary, people who were liberal, conservative,devout, agnostic, abled and disabled; people of every shape, hue14, persuasion15, and beliefyou could imagine.
And as I gazed upon the marvelous multitudes, as if a lone16, bright star was shiningright down on her face, I saw Liron, a woman who was once a twelve-year-old girl whohad the lyrics17 to “Looking In” written on the door of her bedroom in Tel Aviv, now awoman who is an invaluable18 member of my inner team and a treasured, loyal friend. I sawthe knowing eyes of girlfriends and colleagues—people I have worked with, laughed andcried with during every era of my life. My universal family of fans, who have given meunparalleled, unstoppable, unconditional19 support since Day One, were spread out beforeme like a crystal-clear ocean of love.
For so long I wished I could get five people to be in harmony at Christmastime, andhere I was in a family of thousands of Lambs, fans, and friends, and everybody wassinging “All I Want for Christmas Is You” together! They were singing with me; theywere singing to me. Our voices were ringing so loudly and jubilantly all of New York Citycould’ve heard us and joined in. In that moment we were all united in our own universe ofthe Christmas spirit. Tons of white confetti flakes20 came floating down on top of us fromthe ceiling. It was like the whole world was with me in one big snow globe of joy!
The next day I was utterly21 exhausted22 and entirely23 exhilarated as I woke up to theBillboard headline: “Wish Come True: Mariah Carey’s ‘All I Want for Christmas Is You’
Hits No. 1 on Hot 100 After 25-Year Wait.”
Wait. What?!
Right at the end of 2019, I got my nineteenth number one! The Lambs made it happenagain! My fans made it the most streamed song globally in a single day ever! I had workedhard and focused with my small team to give the song big energy on its shining silveranniversary, but making it to number one—that’s huge! That’s only something genuinefans, not just marketing25 plans, can do.
After the wonderful whirlwind of “All I Want for Christmas Is You” ended I made mytraditional sojourn26 to my own winter wonderland, Aspen. With blood and chosen family—Roc and Roe, Tanaka, Shawn and his wife, two of my dogs, Cha Cha and Mutley, in tow,I was ready to nestle in and let our new traditional festivities begin! The days weresparkling and crisp. The grassy27 fields outside our homey- yet- sprawling28 chalet wereblanketed with thick crystal-white snow, as if glittery clouds had settled down to sleep inour backyard. Content to stay in our cozy29 onesies all day, the kids and I put on our puffycoats and ski boots right on top of our PJs and dashed out into the fluffy30 blanket of flakesto make snow angels. Eyes pointed31 up at the bright-blue sky, we let the fresh smell of pinewaft over our faces and tickle32 our noses.
Inside, the beautiful bustle33 of family warmed the whole house. From Handel’sMessiah to the Jackson 5, Christmas music was the infinite soundtrack (with laughing,dogs barking, and kids scurrying34 as the backgrounds). The halls, the walls, everywherewas decked and decorated, and fires roared in the fireplaces. In the living room themassive tree was filled with white lights, gold balls, cherubs35, and gilded36 butterflies andtopped with a beautiful angel star with gold-tipped wings and cream gossamer37 fabricflowing down from them. (In the family room is always another old-school-style tree withbig, multicolored lights, giving a fuller, much happier Charlie Brown vibe. We decorate itwith homemade ornaments38 and happy Polaroid pictures of each other; I also add cherishedornaments Lambs from all over the world have sent me over the years.) Garlands andlights cascaded39 down mantels and doorways40, and white candles and poinsettias were allabout. Cups were filled with rich hot cocoa and yummy butterscotch Schnapps.
At Christmas I have time to cook my favorite dishes—my father’s linguine with whiteclam sauce (for Christmas Eve, of course) and stuffed shells. Santa comes by the house tospread some cheer, and we ride and sing on a two-horse open sleigh, hey! We sing carolsand actually frolic in the snow. It is real. It is loud. It is fun. It is Joy. It is my world.
I was already feeling full of gratitude41 (and hot chocolate and Schnapps) during ourAspen getaway holiday when another Billboard24 headline broke: “Mariah Carey BecomesFirst Artist at No. 1 on Billboard Hot 100 in Four Decades, Thanks to ‘All I Want forChristmas.’” Yes, thank you to the fans who have loved my little Christmas love song sodeeply—so much so that it held the number-one spot on the charts for three weeks,making it the last number-one song of 2019 and the first number-one song of 2020, thefirst year of a new decade?… Really, what is a decade again?
After all the swirling42, toasting, singing, and celebrating. folks peeled off to cozy upinto their places for the night. The kids were snuggled up in the family room, watching amovie, and everyone else was content in their bedrooms. I tiptoed quietly into the livingroom and sat by the fireplace. All was dark except for the stars twinkling outside of the bigwindows against the black-blue sky and the warm amber43 glow from the fire. I reveled in asweet, quiet, private moment with myself. I took it all in.
I am peaceful.
I am complete.

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