Sir Walter, his two daughters, and Mrs Clay, were the earliest of all their party at the rooms in the evening; and as Lady Dalrymple must be waited for, they took their station by one of the fires in the Octagon Room. But hardly were they so settled, when the door opened again, and Captain Wentworth walked in alone. Anne was the nearest to him, and making yet a little advance, she instantly spoke1. He was preparing only to bow and pass on, but her gentle "How do you do?" brought him out of the straight line to stand near her, and make enquiries in return, in spite of the formidable father and sister in the back ground. Their being in the back ground was a support to Anne; she knew nothing of their looks, and felt equal to everything which she believed right to be done.
While they were speaking, a whispering between her father and Elizabeth caught her ear. She could not distinguish, but she must guess the subject; and on Captain Wentworth's making a distant bow, she comprehended that her father had judged so well as to give him that simple acknowledgement of acquaintance, and she was just in time by a side glance to see a slight curtsey from Elizabeth herself. This, though late, and reluctant, and ungracious, was yet better than nothing, and her spirits improved.
After talking, however, of the weather, and Bath, and the concert, their conversation began to flag, and so little was said at last, that she was expecting him to go every moment, but he did not; he seemed in no hurry to leave her; and presently with renewed spirit, with a little smile, a little glow, he said--
"I have hardly seen you since our day at Lyme. I am afraid you must have suffered from the shock, and the more from its not overpowering you at the time. "
She assured him that she had not.
"It was a frightful2 hour, " said he, "a frightful day!" and he passed his hand across his eyes, as if the remembrance were still too painful, but in a moment, half smiling again, added, "The day has produced some effects however; has had some consequences which must be considered as the very reverse of frightful. When you had the presence of mind to suggest that Benwick would be the properest person to fetch a surgeon, you could have little idea of his being eventually one of those most concerned in her recovery. "
"Certainly I could have none. But it appears--I should hope it would be a very happy match. There are on both sides good principles and good temper. "
"Yes, " said he, looking not exactly forward; "but there, I think, ends the resemblance. With all my soul I wish them happy, and rejoice over every circumstance in favour of it. They have no difficulties to contend with at home, no opposition3, no caprice, no delays. The Musgroves are behaving like themselves, most honourably4 and kindly5, only anxious with true parental6 hearts to promote their daughter's comfort. All this is much, very much in favour of their happiness; more than perhaps--"
He stopped. A sudden recollection seemed to occur, and to give him some taste of that emotion which was reddening Anne's cheeks and fixing her eyes on the ground. After clearing his throat, however, he proceeded thus--
"I confess that I do think there is a disparity, too great a disparity, and in a point no less essential than mind. I regard Louisa Musgrove as a very amiable7, sweet-tempered girl, and not deficient8 in understanding, but Benwick is something more. He is a clever man, a reading man; and I confess, that I do consider his attaching himself to her with some surprise. Had it been the effect of gratitude10, had he learnt to love her, because he believed her to be preferring him, it would have been another thing. But I have no reason to suppose it so. It seems, on the contrary, to have been a perfectly11 spontaneous, untaught feeling on his side, and this surprises me. A man like him, in his situation! with a heart pierced, wounded, almost broken! Fanny Harville was a very superior creature, and his attachment12 to her was indeed attachment. A man does not recover from such a devotion of the heart to such a woman. He ought not; he does not. "
Either from the consciousness, however, that his friend had recovered, or from other consciousness, he went no farther; and Anne who, in spite of the agitated13 voice in which the latter part had been uttered, and in spite of all the various noises of the room, the almost ceaseless slam of the door, and ceaseless buzz of persons walking through, had distinguished14 every word, was struck, gratified, confused, and beginning to breathe very quick, and feel an hundred things in a moment. It was impossible for her to enter on such a subject; and yet, after a pause, feeling the necessity of speaking, and having not the smallest wish for a total change, she only deviated15 so far as to say--
"You were a good while at Lyme, I think?"
"About a fortnight. I could not leave it till Louisa's doing well was quite ascertained16. I had been too deeply concerned in the mischief17 to be soon at peace. It had been my doing, solely18 mine. She would not have been obstinate19 if I had not been weak. The country round Lyme is very fine. I walked and rode a great deal; and the more I saw, the more I found to admire. "
"I should very much like to see Lyme again, " said Anne.
"Indeed! I should not have supposed that you could have found anything in Lyme to inspire such a feeling. The horror and distress20 you were involved in, the stretch of mind, the wear of spirits! I should have thought your last impressions of Lyme must have been strong disgust. "
"The last hours were certainly very painful, " replied Anne; "but when pain is over, the remembrance of it often becomes a pleasure. One does not love a place the less for having suffered in it, unless it has been all suffering, nothing but suffering, which was by no means the case at Lyme. We were only in anxiety and distress during the last two hours, and previously21 there had been a great deal of enjoyment22. So much novelty and beauty! I have travelled so little, that every fresh place would be interesting to me; but there is real beauty at Lyme; and in short" (with a faint blush at some recollections), "altogether my impressions of the place are very agreeable. "
As she ceased, the entrance door opened again, and the very party appeared for whom they were waiting. "Lady Dalrymple, Lady Dalrymple, " was the rejoicing sound; and with all the eagerness compatible with anxious elegance23, Sir Walter and his two ladies stepped forward to meet her. Lady Dalrymple and Miss Carteret, escorted by Mr Elliot and Colonel Wallis, who had happened to arrive nearly at the same instant, advanced into the room. The others joined them, and it was a group in which Anne found herself also necessarily included. She was divided from Captain Wentworth. Their interesting, almost too interesting conversation must be broken up for a time, but slight was the penance24 compared with the happiness which brought it on! She had learnt, in the last ten minutes, more of his feelings towards Louisa, more of all his feelings than she dared to think of; and she gave herself up to the demands of the party, to the needful civilities of the moment, with exquisite25, though agitated sensations. She was in good humour with all. She had received ideas which disposed her to be courteous26 and kind to all, and to pity every one, as being less happy than herself.
The delightful27 emotions were a little subdued28, when on stepping back from the group, to be joined again by Captain Wentworth, she saw that he was gone. She was just in time to see him turn into the Concert Room. He was gone; he had disappeared, she felt a moment's regret. But "they should meet again. He would look for her, he would find her out before the evening were over, and at present, perhaps, it was as well to be asunder29. She was in need of a little interval30 for recollection. "
Upon Lady Russell's appearance soon afterwards, the whole party was collected, and all that remained was to marshal themselves, and proceed into the Concert Room; and be of all the consequence in their power, draw as many eyes, excite as many whispers, and disturb as many people as they could.
Very, very happy were both Elizabeth and Anne Elliot as they walked in. Elizabeth arm in arm with Miss Carteret, and looking on the broad back of the dowager Viscountess Dalrymple before her, had nothing to wish for which did not seem within her reach; and Anne--but it would be an insult to the nature of Anne's felicity, to draw any comparison between it and her sister's; the origin of one all selfish vanity, of the other all generous attachment.
Anne saw nothing, thought nothing of the brilliancy of the room. Her happiness was from within. Her eyes were bright and her cheeks glowed; but she knew nothing about it. She was thinking only of the last half hour, and as they passed to their seats, her mind took a hasty range over it. His choice of subjects, his expressions, and still more his manner and look, had been such as she could see in only one light. His opinion of Louisa Musgrove's inferiority, an opinion which he had seemed solicitous31 to give, his wonder at Captain Benwick, his feelings as to a first, strong attachment; sentences begun which he could not finish, his half averted32 eyes and more than half expressive33 glance, all, all declared that he had a heart returning to her at least; that anger, resentment34, avoidance, were no more; and that they were succeeded, not merely by friendship and regard, but by the tenderness of the past. Yes, some share of the tenderness of the past. She could not contemplate35 the change as implying less. He must love her.
These were thoughts, with their attendant visions, which occupied and flurried her too much to leave her any power of observation; and she passed along the room without having a glimpse of him, without even trying to discern him. When their places were determined36 on, and they were all properly arranged, she looked round to see if he should happen to be in the same part of the room, but he was not; her eye could not reach him; and the concert being just opening, she must consent for a time to be happy in a humbler way.
The party was divided and disposed of on two contiguous benches: Anne was among those on the foremost, and Mr Elliot had manoeuvred so well, with the assistance of his friend Colonel Wallis, as to have a seat by her. Miss Elliot, surrounded by her cousins, and the principal object of Colonel Wallis's gallantry, was quite contented37.
Anne's mind was in a most favourable38 state for the entertainment of the evening; it was just occupation enough: she had feelings for the tender, spirits for the gay, attention for the scientific, and patience for the wearisome; and had never liked a concert better, at least during the first act. Towards the close of it, in the interval succeeding an Italian song, she explained the words of the song to Mr Elliot. They had a concert bill between them.
"This, " said she, "is nearly the sense, or rather the meaning of the words, for certainly the sense of an Italian love-song must not be talked of, but it is as nearly the meaning as I can give; for I do not pretend to understand the language. I am a very poor Italian scholar. "
"Yes, yes, I see you are. I see you know nothing of the matter. You have only knowledge enough of the language to translate at sight these inverted39, transposed, curtailed40 Italian lines, into clear, comprehensible, elegant English. You need not say anything more of your ignorance. Here is complete proof. "
"I will not oppose such kind politeness; but I should be sorry to be examined by a real proficient41. "
"I have not had the pleasure of visiting in Camden Place so long, " replied he, "without knowing something of Miss Anne Elliot; and I do regard her as one who is too modest for the world in general to be aware of half her accomplishments42, and too highly accomplished43 for modesty44 to be natural in any other woman. "
"For shame! for shame! this is too much flattery. I forget what we are to have next, " turning to the bill.
"Perhaps, " said Mr Elliot, speaking low, "I have had a longer acquaintance with your character than you are aware of. "
"Indeed! How so? You can have been acquainted with it only since I came to Bath, excepting as you might hear me previously spoken of in my own family. "
"I knew you by report long before you came to Bath. I had heard you described by those who knew you intimately. I have been acquainted with you by character many years. Your person, your disposition45, accomplishments, manner; they were all present to me. "
Mr Elliot was not disappointed in the interest he hoped to raise. No one can withstand the charm of such a mystery. To have been described long ago to a recent acquaintance, by nameless people, is irresistible46; and Anne was all curiosity. She wondered, and questioned him eagerly; but in vain. He delighted in being asked, but he would not tell.
"No, no, some time or other, perhaps, but not now. He would mention no names now; but such, he could assure her, had been the fact. He had many years ago received such a description of Miss Anne Elliot as had inspired him with the highest idea of her merit, and excited the warmest curiosity to know her. "
Anne could think of no one so likely to have spoken with partiality of her many years ago as the Mr Wentworth of Monkford, Captain Wentworth's brother. He might have been in Mr Elliot's company, but she had not courage to ask the question.
"The name of Anne Elliot, " said he, "has long had an interesting sound to me. Very long has it possessed47 a charm over my fancy; and, if I dared, I would breathe my wishes that the name might never change. "
Such, she believed, were his words; but scarcely had she received their sound, than her attention was caught by other sounds immediately behind her, which rendered every thing else trivial. Her father and Lady Dalrymple were speaking.
"A well-looking man, " said Sir Walter, "a very well-looking man. "
"A very fine young man indeed!" said Lady Dalrymple. "More air than one often sees in Bath. Irish, I dare say. "
"No, I just know his name. A bowing acquaintance. Wentworth; Captain Wentworth of the navy. His sister married my tenant48 in Somersetshire, the Croft, who rents Kellynch. "
Before Sir Walter had reached this point, Anne's eyes had caught the right direction, and distinguished Captain Wentworth standing9 among a cluster of men at a little distance. As her eyes fell on him, his seemed to be withdrawn49 from her. It had that appearance. It seemed as if she had been one moment too late; and as long as she dared observe, he did not look again: but the performance was recommencing, and she was forced to seem to restore her attention to the orchestra and look straight forward.
When she could give another glance, he had moved away. He could not have come nearer to her if he would; she was so surrounded and shut in: but she would rather have caught his eye.
Mr Elliot's speech, too, distressed50 her. She had no longer any inclination51 to talk to him. She wished him not so near her.
The first act was over. Now she hoped for some beneficial change; and, after a period of nothing-saying amongst the party, some of them did decide on going in quest of tea. Anne was one of the few who did not choose to move. She remained in her seat, and so did Lady Russell; but she had the pleasure of getting rid of Mr Elliot; and she did not mean, whatever she might feel on Lady Russell's account, to shrink from conversation with Captain Wentworth, if he gave her the opportunity. She was persuaded by Lady Russell's countenance52 that she had seen him.
He did not come however. Anne sometimes fancied she discerned him at a distance, but he never came. The anxious interval wore away unproductively. The others returned, the room filled again, benches were reclaimed53 and repossessed, and another hour of pleasure or of penance was to be sat out, another hour of music was to give delight or the gapes54, as real or affected55 taste for it prevailed. To Anne, it chiefly wore the prospect56 of an hour of agitation57. She could not quit that room in peace without seeing Captain Wentworth once more, without the interchange of one friendly look.
In re-settling themselves there were now many changes, the result of which was favourable for her. Colonel Wallis declined sitting down again, and Mr Elliot was invited by Elizabeth and Miss Carteret, in a manner not to be refused, to sit between them; and by some other removals, and a little scheming of her own, Anne was enabled to place herself much nearer the end of the bench than she had been before, much more within reach of a passer-by. She could not do so, without comparing herself with Miss Larolles, the inimitable Miss Larolles; but still she did it, and not with much happier effect; though by what seemed prosperity in the shape of an early abdication58 in her next neighbours, she found herself at the very end of the bench before the concert closed.
Such was her situation, with a vacant space at hand, when Captain Wentworth was again in sight. She saw him not far off. He saw her too; yet he looked grave, and seemed irresolute59, and only by very slow degrees came at last near enough to speak to her. She felt that something must be the matter. The change was indubitable. The difference between his present air and what it had been in the Octagon Room was strikingly great. Why was it? She thought of her father, of Lady Russell. Could there have been any unpleasant glances? He began by speaking of the concert gravely, more like the Captain Wentworth of Uppercross; owned himself disappointed, had expected singing; and in short, must confess that he should not be sorry when it was over. Anne replied, and spoke in defence of the performance so well, and yet in allowance for his feelings so pleasantly, that his countenance improved, and he replied again with almost a smile. They talked for a few minutes more; the improvement held; he even looked down towards the bench, as if he saw a place on it well worth occupying; when at that moment a touch on her shoulder obliged Anne to turn round. It came from Mr Elliot. He begged her pardon, but she must be applied60 to, to explain Italian again. Miss Carteret was very anxious to have a general idea of what was next to be sung. Anne could not refuse; but never had she sacrificed to politeness with a more suffering spirit.
A few minutes, though as few as possible, were inevitably61 consumed; and when her own mistress again, when able to turn and look as she had done before, she found herself accosted62 by Captain Wentworth, in a reserved yet hurried sort of farewell. "He must wish her good night; he was going; he should get home as fast as he could. "
"Is not this song worth staying for?" said Anne, suddenly struck by an idea which made her yet more anxious to be encouraging.
"No!" he replied impressively, "there is nothing worth my staying for;" and he was gone directly.
Jealousy63 of Mr Elliot! It was the only intelligible64 motive65. Captain Wentworth jealous of her affection! Could she have believed it a week ago; three hours ago! For a moment the gratification was exquisite. But, alas66! there were very different thoughts to succeed. How was such jealousy to be quieted? How was the truth to reach him? How, in all the peculiar67 disadvantages of their respective situations, would he ever learn of her real sentiments? It was misery68 to think of Mr Elliot's attentions. Their evil was incalculable.
沃尔特爵士、她的两个女儿以及克莱夫人是当晚到得最早的几个人。因为还得等候达尔林普尔夫人，他们便在八角厅的一处炉火旁就座。刚一坐定，不想门又打开了，只见温特沃思上校独自走了进来。安妮离他最近，立即往前迈了两步，向他问好。他本来只准备鞠个躬就走过去，但是一听见她温柔地说了声“你好”便改变了路线，走到她的跟前，回问起她的情况，尽管她那令人望而生畏的父亲和姐姐就在背后。他们坐在背后倒使安妮更放心了，反正她也看不见他们的神色，她便更有勇气做她认为应该做的事情。
就在他们说话的当儿，她听见她父亲和伊丽莎白在窃窃私语。她听不清他们说些什么，但是猜得出他们的话题。温特沃思上校隔着老远鞠了个躬，安妮意识到她父亲认出了他，向他做了个简单的表示。安妮再往旁边一瞧，正好见到伊丽莎白微微行了个屈膝礼，虽说晚了些，勉勉强强的，有失风雅，可总比毫无表示要好。安妮的心情顿时松快了一些。
但是，两人谈完了天气、巴思、音乐会之后，说话的势头又减弱了，后来简直无话可谈了，安妮以为他随时都会走掉，谁想他就是没走。他似乎并不急于离开她。过了一会，他又恢复了兴致，脸上泛出了微微的笑容和淡淡的红晕，然后说道：
“自巴思那天以来，我几乎一直没有见到你。我担心你准是受惊了。你当时没被吓倒，以后更容易受惊。”
安妮叫他放心，她没受惊。
“那是个可怕的时刻，”他说，“可怕的一天！”说着用手抹了一下眼睛，仿佛回想起来依然痛苦万分似的，可是转瞬间，他脸上又浮起了几分笑容，嘴里接着说道：“不过，那天还是产生了一定的影响，引起了一些应该看作与可怕恰恰相反的后果。当你镇定自若地建议说最好让本威克去请医生时，你根本想象不到他最终会成为对路易莎的复原最为关切的一个人。”
“我当然想象不到。不过看样子……我希望这是一门十分幸福的婚事。他们双方都有美好的信仰和温良的性情。”
“是的，”他说，看样子并：不十分爽快。“不过我认为，他们的相似之处也就是这些。我衷心祝愿他们幸福，只要他们能幸福，我就为之高兴。他们在家里不会遇到什么麻烦，没有人表示异议，没有人出尔反尔，也没有人想要拖延这门婚事。默斯格罗夫夫妇为人一贯极其体面厚道，他们出于做父母的一片真心，就想促进女儿的幸福。这一切对于他们的幸福是很有利的，也许比……”
他顿住了。只见安妮红了脸，目光垂到了地下，他仿佛陡然记起了什么往事，使他也尝到了几分安妮心里的滋味。不过，他清了清嗓子，接着这样说道：
“不瞒你说，我的确认为他们有所差别，极大的差别，本质上的差别，可以说是智力上的差别。我把路易莎·默斯格罗夫看作一个十分和蔼、十分温柔的姑娘，智力并不贫乏，但是本威克更胜一筹。他是个聪明人，读书人。不瞒你说，我对他爱上路易莎着实有些诧异。假如他是出于感激的缘故，假如他是由于认为她看中了自己才开始喜爱她，那将另当别论。但是，我看情况并非如此。相反，他的感情好像完全是自发的，这就使我感到奇怪了。像他这样一个人，又处在那种境况！一颗心已经受到了创伤，简直都快碎了！范妮·哈维尔是个出类拔萃的女性，他对她的爱可真称得上爱情。一个男人不会忘情于这样一位女子！他不应该忘情，也不会忘情。”
他不晓得是意识到他的朋友已经忘情了，还是意识到别的什么问题，反正他没有再说下去。尽管他后半截话说得非常激动，尽管屋里一片嘈杂，房门砰砰地几乎响个不停，进出的人们唧唧喳喳地说个没完，安妮却字字都听得很真切，禁不住既激动，又兴奋，又有些心荒，顿时感到呼吸急促，百感交集。要她谈论这样的话题，那是不可能的，然而歇了一会儿，她觉得还是得说话，而且又丝毫不想完全改变话题，于是只打了个这样的岔：
“我想你在莱姆呆了好久吧？”
“大约两个星期。路易莎没有确实恢复健康之前，我不能走开。这起恶作剧使我陷得太深了，心里一时安静不下来。这都是由我造成的，完全是由我造成的。假如我不是那么软弱，她也不会那么固执。莱姆四周的景色十分秀丽，我常常到那里散步、骑马，我越看越喜欢这个地方。”
“我很想再看看莱姆，”安妮说。
“真的吗？我万万没有想到你会对莱姆产生这样的感情。你给卷入了惊恐和烦恼之中，搞得思想紧张，精神疲惫！我本以为你对莱姆的最后印象一定是深恶痛绝的。”
“最后几个小时当然是十分痛苦的，”安妮答道。“但是痛苦过后，再回想：起来倒经常变成一桩赏心乐事。人们并不因为在一个地方吃了苦头便不喜欢这个地方，除非是吃尽了苦头，一点甜头也没尝到，而莱姆的情况决非如此。我们只是在最后两个钟头才感到焦灼不安的，在这之前还是非常快乐的。那么多新奇的东西，美不胜收！我走的地方很少，每个新鲜地方都能引起我的兴趣，不过莱姆真的美极了。总而言之，”她不知道想起了什么往事，脸上略微有些发红，“我对莱姆的整个印象还是非常愉快的。”
她话音刚落，大厅的门又打开了，他们正在等候的那伙人驾到了。只听有人欣喜地说道：“达尔林普尔夫人！达尔林普尔夫人！”沃尔特爵士和他的两位女士带着热切而优雅的神态，迫不及待地走上前去欢迎她。达尔林普尔夫人和卡特雷特小姐在埃利奥特先生和沃利斯上校的陪同下（这两位几乎在同一时刻到达），走进屋里。其他人都凑到她们跟前，安妮觉得自己也应该入伙。她同温特沃思上校分开了。他们有趣的，简直是太有趣的谈话只得暂时中断。但是，同引起这场谈话的愉快心情相比，这种自我牺牲毕竟是微不足道的！在刚才的十分钟里，她了解到那么多他对路易莎的看法，了解到那么多他对其他问题的看法，这完全出乎她的意想之外。她带着愉快而激动的心情，去满足众人的要求，应酬一些当时必要的礼仪。她对谁都和颜悦色的。她产生了这样的念头，以至于使她对所有的人都客客气气的，对每个不及她幸运的人都深表同情。
她离开众人再去找温特沃思上校的时候，发现他不在了，心里不觉有点扫兴。一转眼，恰好看见他走进音乐厅。他走了，看不见了，安妮感到一阵惆怅。不过，他们还会再次相逢。他会来找她的，不等音乐会结束就会找到她，眼下兴许分开一会也好。她需要点间隙定定心。
过了不久，拉塞尔夫人到了，众人聚到一起，只等着列队步入音乐厅。一个个尽量装出神气十足的样子，尽可能引起别人的注目、窃窃私语和心神不宁。
伊丽莎白和安妮喜气洋洋地走进音乐厅。伊丽莎白同卡特雷特小姐臂挽臂，望着走在前面的达尔林普尔子爵夫人的宽阔背影，似乎自己没有什么奢望是不可企及的。而安妮呢，对安妮来说，拿她的幸福观和她姐姐的幸福观相比较，那将是一种耻辱，因为一个是出于自私自利的虚荣心，一个出于高尚的爱情。
安妮没有看到、也没有想到这屋子的富丽堂皇。她的快乐是发自内心的。只见她两眼亮晶晶，双颊红扑扑的，可是她对此却全然不知。她脑子里光想着刚才的半个小时，等大家来到座位前时，她匆匆回想了一下当时的情景。温特沃思选择的那些话题，他的那些表情，特别是他的举止和神色，使她只能得出一个看法：他瞧不起路易莎·默斯格罗夫，而且急着要把这个意见告诉她安妮。他对本威克中校的惊讶，对第一次热恋的看法，话语刚开了个头就说不下去了，躲躲闪闪的眼睛，以及那意味深长的目光，这一切都表明，他至少在恢复对她的情意。昔日的嗔怒、怨恨和回避已经不复存在了，代之而来的不止是友好与敬重，而且是过去的柔情蜜意。是的，颇有几分过去的柔情蜜意！她仔细想想这个变化，觉得得意味非同小可。他一定还爱着她。
她一心想着这些念头，脑海里闪现出当时的种种情景，搅得她心慌意乱，无法再去留心周围的事情。她走进音乐厅，并没看见他，甚至也不想搜寻他。等排好位置，众人都坐定之后，她环视了一下四周，看看他是否也在屋子的同一部位，可惜他不在。她的目光见不到他，音乐会刚好开始，她暂时只得将就一下，领受这相形见绌的欢乐。
众人被一分为二，安排在两条邻近的长凳子上。安妮坐在前排，埃利奥特先生在他的朋友沃利斯上校的协助下，十分巧妙地坐到了她的旁边。埃利奥特小姐一看周围都是她的堂表亲戚，沃利斯上校又一味地向她献殷勤，不由觉得十分得意。
安妮心里高兴，对当晚的节目极为中意。这些节目还真够她消遣的，情意绵绵的她喜爱，格调欢快的她有兴致，内容精彩的她能留心听，令人厌烦的她能耐心听。她从来没有这样喜欢过音乐会，起码在演第一组节目时情况如此。这组节目快结束的时候，趁着唱完一支意大利歌曲的间隙，她向埃利奥特先生解释歌词。他们两人正合用着一份节目单。
“这就是歌词的大致含义，”她说，“或者更确切地说，是歌词的大致意思，因为意大利爱情歌曲的含义当然是无法言传的，而这大致上就是我所能说明的歌曲的意思。我不想对这种语言不懂装懂，我的意大利语学得很差。”
“是的，是的，我看你是学得很差。我看你对此道一窍不通。你只有那么一点语言知识，能够即席把这些倒装、变位、缩略的意大利歌词译成清晰、易懂、优美的英语。你不必再絮叨你的无知了。这可是他没有过来。安妮有时以为她隔着老远见到了他，可他始终没有过来。休息时间渐渐过去了，安妮焦灼不安地白等了一场。其他人都回来了，屋里又挤得满满的，一个个重新坐到凳子上。这一个钟头要坚持到底，有人觉得是件快事，有人觉得是种惩罚，有人从中得到乐趣，有人直打哈欠，就看你对音乐是真欣赏还是假欣赏。对安妮来说，这可能成为心神不宁的一个钟头。她若是不能再一次见到温特沃思上校，不和他友好地对看一眼，便无法安安静静地离开音乐厅。
大伙重新坐定的时候，位子发生了很大变动，结果对安妮倒颇为有利。沃利斯上校不肯再坐下，埃利奥特先生受到伊丽莎白和卡特雷特小姐的邀请，实在不便推托，只好坐到她们两人之间。由于还走了另外几个人，再加上她自己又稍微挪了挪，安妮得以坐到一个比先前离凳子末端更近的位置上，这样更容易接近过往的人。她要这样做又不能不拿自己和拉罗里斯小姐相比，就是那个无与伦比的拉罗里斯小姐。可她还是这样做了，而且结果并不十分愉快。不过，由于她旁边的人接二连三地早就离去，到音乐会结束之前，她发觉自己就坐在凳子尽头。
她就坐在这样的位置上，旁边有个空位。恰在这时，温特沃思上校又出现了。她见他离自己不远。他也见到了她。不过他板着面孔，显出犹豫不决的样子，只是慢慢腾腾地走到跟前，和她说话。她觉得一定出了什么事。变化是毋庸置疑的。他现在的神色与先前在八角厅里的神色显然大为不同。这是为什么呢？她想到了她父亲，想到了拉塞尔夫人。难道有谁向他投去了不愉快的目光？他谈起了音乐会，那个严肃的神气就像在厄泼克劳斯一样。他承认自
已有些失望，他本来期望能听到更优美的歌声。总之，他必须承认，音乐会结束的时候，他不会感到遗憾。安妮回答时，倒是为演唱会辩护了一番，不过为了照顾他的情绪，话说得十分委婉动听。他的脸色变得和悦了，回话时几乎露出了笑容。他们又谈了几分钟。他的脸色依然是和悦的，他甚至低头朝凳子上望去，仿佛发现有个空位，很想坐下去。恰在这时，有人碰了碰安妮的肩膀，安妮趁势转过头来。碰她的是埃利奥特先生。他说对不起，还得请她再解释一下意大利文歌词。卡特雷特小姐急切希望了解下面要唱的歌曲大致是个什么意思。安妮无法拒绝，但是她出于礼貌表示同意时，心里从来没有这样勉强过。
她虽然想尽量少用点时间，但还是不可避免地花费了好几分钟。等她腾出身来，掉过头像先前那样望去时，发现温特沃思上校走上前来，拘谨而匆忙地向她告别。“祝你晚安。我要走啦。我得尽快回到家里。”
“难道这支歌曲不值得你留下来听听吗？”安妮说。她突然产生了一个念头，使她更加急切地想怂恿他留下。
“不！”他断然答道，“没有什么东西值得让我留下的。”说罢，当即走了出去。
嫉妒埃利奥特先生！这是可以理解的唯一动机。温特沃思上校嫉妒她的感情！这在一周以前，甚至三个钟头以前，简直叫她无法相信！一时之间，她心里感到大为得意。可是，她后来的想法可就复杂了。如何打消他的嫉妒心呢？如何让他明白事实真相呢？他们两人都处于特别不利的境地，他如何能了解到她的真实感情呢？一想起埃利奥特先生在大献殷勤，就令人痛苦。他的这番殷勤真是后患无穷。
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