Anne recollected2 with pleasure the next morning her promise of going to Mrs Smith, meaning that it should engage her from home at the time when Mr Elliot would be most likely to call; for to avoid Mr Elliot was almost a first object.
She felt a great deal of good-will towards him. In spite of the mischief3 of his attentions, she owed him gratitude4 and regard, perhaps compassion5. She could not help thinking much of the extraordinary circumstances attending their acquaintance, of the right which he seemed to have to interest her, by everything in situation, by his own sentiments, by his early prepossession. It was altogether very extraordinary; flattering, but painful. There was much to regret. How she might have felt had there been no Captain Wentworth in the case, was not worth enquiry; for there was a Captain Wentworth; and be the conclusion of the present suspense6 good or bad, her affection would be his for ever. Their union, she believed, could not divide her more from other men, than their final separation.
Prettier musings of high-wrought love and eternal constancy, could never have passed along the streets of Bath, than Anne was sporting with from Camden Place to Westgate Buildings. It was almost enough to spread purification and perfume all the way.
She was sure of a pleasant reception; and her friend seemed this morning particularly obliged to her for coming, seemed hardly to have expected her, though it had been an appointment.
An account of the concert was immediately claimed; and Anne's recollections of the concert were quite happy enough to animate7 her features and make her rejoice to talk of it. All that she could tell she told most gladly, but the all was little for one who had been there, and unsatisfactory for such an enquirer8 as Mrs Smith, who had already heard, through the short cut of a laundress and a waiter, rather more of the general success and produce of the evening than Anne could relate, and who now asked in vain for several particulars of the company. Everybody of any consequence or notoriety in Bath was well know by name to Mrs Smith.
"The little Durands were there, I conclude, " said she, "with their mouths open to catch the music, like unfledged sparrows ready to be fed. They never miss a concert. "
"Yes; I did not see them myself, but I heard Mr Elliot say they were in the room. "
"The Ibbotsons, were they there? and the two new beauties, with the tall Irish officer, who is talked of for one of them. "
"I do not know. I do not think they were. "
"Old Lady Mary Maclean? I need not ask after her. She never misses, I know; and you must have seen her. She must have been in your own circle; for as you went with Lady Dalrymple, you were in the seats of grandeur10, round the orchestra, of course. "
"No, that was what I dreaded12. It would have been very unpleasant to me in every respect. But happily Lady Dalrymple always chooses to be farther off; and we were exceedingly well placed, that is, for hearing; I must not say for seeing, because I appear to have seen very little. "
"Oh! you saw enough for your own amusement. I can understand. There is a sort of domestic enjoyment13 to be known even in a crowd, and this you had. You were a large party in yourselves, and you wanted nothing beyond. "
"But I ought to have looked about me more, " said Anne, conscious while she spoke14 that there had in fact been no want of looking about, that the object only had been deficient15.
"No, no; you were better employed. You need not tell me that you had a pleasant evening. I see it in your eye. I perfectly16 see how the hours passed: that you had always something agreeable to listen to. In the intervals17 of the concert it was conversation. "
Anne half smiled and said, "Do you see that in my eye?"
"Yes, I do. Your countenance18 perfectly informs me that you were in company last night with the person whom you think the most agreeable in the world, the person who interests you at this present time more than all the rest of the world put together. "
A blush overspread Anne's cheeks. She could say nothing.
"And such being the case, " continued Mrs Smith, after a short pause, "I hope you believe that I do know how to value your kindness in coming to me this morning. It is really very good of you to come and sit with me, when you must have so many pleasanter demands upon your time. "
Anne heard nothing of this. She was still in the astonishment19 and confusion excited by her friend's penetration20, unable to imagine how any report of Captain Wentworth could have reached her. After another short silence--
"Pray, " said Mrs Smith, "is Mr Elliot aware of your acquaintance with me? Does he know that I am in Bath?"
"Mr Elliot!" repeated Anne, looking up surprised. A moment's reflection shewed her the mistake she had been under. She caught it instantaneously; and recovering her courage with the feeling of safety, soon added, more composedly, "Are you acquainted with Mr Elliot?"
"I have been a good deal acquainted with him, " replied Mrs Smith, gravely, "but it seems worn out now. It is a great while since we met. "
"I was not at all aware of this. You never mentioned it before. Had I known it, I would have had the pleasure of talking to him about you. "
"To confess the truth, " said Mrs Smith, assuming her usual air of cheerfulness, "that is exactly the pleasure I want you to have. I want you to talk about me to Mr Elliot. I want your interest with him. He can be of essential service to me; and if you would have the goodness, my dear Miss Elliot, to make it an object to yourself, of course it is done. "
"I should be extremely happy; I hope you cannot doubt my willingness to be of even the slightest use to you, " replied Anne; "but I suspect that you are considering me as having a higher claim on Mr Elliot, a greater right to influence him, than is really the case. I am sure you have, somehow or other, imbibed21 such a notion. You must consider me only as Mr Elliot's relation. If in that light there is anything which you suppose his cousin might fairly ask of him, I beg you would not hesitate to employ me. "
Mrs Smith gave her a penetrating22 glance, and then, smiling, said--
"I have been a little premature23, I perceive; I beg your pardon. I ought to have waited for official information, But now, my dear Miss Elliot, as an old friend, do give me a hint as to when I may speak. Next week? To be sure by next week I may be allowed to think it all settled, and build my own selfish schemes on Mr Elliot's good fortune. "
"No, " replied Anne, "nor next week, nor next, nor next. I assure you that nothing of the sort you are thinking of will be settled any week. I am not going to marry Mr Elliot. I should like to know why you imagine I am?"
Mrs Smith looked at her again, looked earnestly, smiled, shook her head, and exclaimed--
"Now, how I do wish I understood you! How I do wish I knew what you were at! I have a great idea that you do not design to be cruel, when the right moment occurs. Till it does come, you know, we women never mean to have anybody. It is a thing of course among us, that every man is refused, till he offers. But why should you be cruel? Let me plead for my--present friend I cannot call him, but for my former friend. Where can you look for a more suitable match? Where could you expect a more gentlemanlike, agreeable man? Let me recommend Mr Elliot. I am sure you hear nothing but good of him from Colonel Wallis; and who can know him better than Colonel Wallis?"
"My dear Mrs Smith, Mr Elliot's wife has not been dead much above half a year. He ought not to be supposed to be paying his addresses to any one. "
"Oh! if these are your only objections, " cried Mrs Smith, archly, "Mr Elliot is safe, and I shall give myself no more trouble about him. Do not forget me when you are married, that's all. Let him know me to be a friend of yours, and then he will think little of the trouble required, which it is very natural for him now, with so many affairs and engagements of his own, to avoid and get rid of as he can; very natural, perhaps. Ninety-nine out of a hundred would do the same. Of course, he cannot be aware of the importance to me. Well, my dear Miss Elliot, I hope and trust you will be very happy. Mr Elliot has sense to understand the value of such a woman. Your peace will not be shipwrecked as mine has been. You are safe in all worldly matters, and safe in his character. He will not be led astray; he will not be misled by others to his ruin. "
"No, " said Anne, "I can readily believe all that of my cousin. He seems to have a calm decided24 temper, not at all open to dangerous impressions. I consider him with great respect. I have no reason, from any thing that has fallen within my observation, to do otherwise. But I have not known him long; and he is not a man, I think, to be known intimately soon. Will not this manner of speaking of him, Mrs Smith, convince you that he is nothing to me? Surely this must be calm enough. And, upon my word, he is nothing to me. Should he ever propose to me (which I have very little reason to imagine he has any thought of doing), I shall not accept him. I assure you I shall not. I assure you, Mr Elliot had not the share which you have been supposing, in whatever pleasure the concert of last night might afford: not Mr Elliot; it is not Mr Elliot that--"
She stopped, regretting with a deep blush that she had implied so much; but less would hardly have been sufficient. Mrs Smith would hardly have believed so soon in Mr Elliot's failure, but from the perception of there being a somebody else. As it was, she instantly submitted, and with all the semblance25 of seeing nothing beyond; and Anne, eager to escape farther notice, was impatient to know why Mrs Smith should have fancied she was to marry Mr Elliot; where she could have received the idea, or from whom she could have heard it.
"Do tell me how it first came into your head. "
"It first came into my head, " replied Mrs Smith, "upon finding how much you were together, and feeling it to be the most probable thing in the world to be wished for by everybody belonging to either of you; and you may depend upon it that all your acquaintance have disposed of you in the same way. But I never heard it spoken of till two days ago. "
"And has it indeed been spoken of?"
"Did you observe the woman who opened the door to you when you called yesterday?"
"No. Was not it Mrs Speed, as usual, or the maid? I observed no one in particular. "
"It was my friend Mrs Rooke; Nurse Rooke; who, by-the-bye, had a great curiosity to see you, and was delighted to be in the way to let you in. She came away from Marlborough Buildings only on Sunday; and she it was who told me you were to marry Mr Elliot. She had had it from Mrs Wallis herself, which did not seem bad authority. She sat an hour with me on Monday evening, and gave me the whole history. " "The whole history, " repeated Anne, laughing. "She could not make a very long history, I think, of one such little article of unfounded news. "
Mrs Smith said nothing.
"But, " continued Anne, presently, "though there is no truth in my having this claim on Mr Elliot, I should be extremely happy to be of use to you in any way that I could. Shall I mention to him your being in Bath? Shall I take any message?"
"No, I thank you: no, certainly not. In the warmth of the moment, and under a mistaken impression, I might, perhaps, have endeavoured to interest you in some circumstances; but not now. No, I thank you, I have nothing to trouble you with. "
"I think you spoke of having known Mr Elliot many years?"
"I did. "
"Not before he was married, I suppose?"
"Yes; he was not married when I knew him first. "
"And--were you much acquainted?"
"Intimately. "
"Indeed! Then do tell me what he was at that time of life. I have a great curiosity to know what Mr Elliot was as a very young man. Was he at all such as he appears now?"
"I have not seen Mr Elliot these three years, " was Mrs Smith's answer, given so gravely that it was impossible to pursue the subject farther; and Anne felt that she had gained nothing but an increase of curiosity. They were both silent: Mrs Smith very thoughtful. At last--
"I beg your pardon, my dear Miss Elliot, " she cried, in her natural tone of cordiality, "I beg your pardon for the short answers I have been giving you, but I have been uncertain what I ought to do. I have been doubting and considering as to what I ought to tell you. There were many things to be taken into the account. One hates to be officious, to be giving bad impressions, making mischief. Even the smooth surface of family-union seems worth preserving, though there may be nothing durable26 beneath. However, I have determined27; I think I am right; I think you ought to be made acquainted with Mr Elliot's real character. Though I fully28 believe that, at present, you have not the smallest intention of accepting him, there is no saying what may happen. You might, some time or other, be differently affected29 towards him. Hear the truth, therefore, now, while you are unprejudiced. Mr Elliot is a man without heart or conscience; a designing, wary30, cold-blooded being, who thinks only of himself; whom for his own interest or ease, would be guilty of any cruelty, or any treachery, that could be perpetrated without risk of his general character. He has no feeling for others. Those whom he has been the chief cause of leading into ruin, he can neglect and desert without the smallest compunction. He is totally beyond the reach of any sentiment of justice or compassion. Oh! he is black at heart, hollow and black!"
Anne's astonished air, and exclamation31 of wonder, made her pause, and in a calmer manner, she added,
"My expressions startle you. You must allow for an injured, angry woman. But I will try to command myself. I will not abuse him. I will only tell you what I have found him. Facts shall speak. He was the intimate friend of my dear husband, who trusted and loved him, and thought him as good as himself. The intimacy32 had been formed before our marriage. I found them most intimate friends; and I, too, became excessively pleased with Mr Elliot, and entertained the highest opinion of him. At nineteen, you know, one does not think very seriously; but Mr Elliot appeared to me quite as good as others, and much more agreeable than most others, and we were almost always together. We were principally in town, living in very good style. He was then the inferior in circumstances; he was then the poor one; he had chambers33 in the Temple, and it was as much as he could do to support the appearance of a gentleman. He had always a home with us whenever he chose it; he was always welcome; he was like a brother. My poor Charles, who had the finest, most generous spirit in the world, would have divided his last farthing with him; and I know that his purse was open to him; I know that he often assisted him. "
"This must have been about that very period of Mr Elliot's life, " said Anne, "which has always excited my particular curiosity. It must have been about the same time that he became known to my father and sister. I never knew him myself; I only heard of him; but there was a something in his conduct then, with regard to my father and sister, and afterwards in the circumstances of his marriage, which I never could quite reconcile with present times. It seemed to announce a different sort of man. "
"I know it all, I know it all, " cried Mrs Smith. "He had been introduced to Sir Walter and your sister before I was acquainted with him, but I heard him speak of them for ever. I know he was invited and encouraged, and I know he did not choose to go. I can satisfy you, perhaps, on points which you would little expect; and as to his marriage, I knew all about it at the time. I was privy34 to all the fors and againsts; I was the friend to whom he confided35 his hopes and plans; and though I did not know his wife previously36, her inferior situation in society, indeed, rendered that impossible, yet I knew her all her life afterwards, or at least till within the last two years of her life, and can answer any question you may wish to put. "
"Nay37, " said Anne, "I have no particular enquiry to make about her. I have always understood they were not a happy couple. But I should like to know why, at that time of his life, he should slight my father's acquaintance as he did. My father was certainly disposed to take very kind and proper notice of him. Why did Mr Elliot draw back?"
"Mr Elliot, " replied Mrs Smith, "at that period of his life, had one object in view: to make his fortune, and by a rather quicker process than the law. He was determined to make it by marriage. He was determined, at least, not to mar9 it by an imprudent marriage; and I know it was his belief (whether justly or not, of course I cannot decide), that your father and sister, in their civilities and invitations, were designing a match between the heir and the young lady, and it was impossible that such a match should have answered his ideas of wealth and independence. That was his motive39 for drawing back, I can assure you. He told me the whole story. He had no concealments with me. It was curious, that having just left you behind me in Bath, my first and principal acquaintance on marrying should be your cousin; and that, through him, I should be continually hearing of your father and sister. He described one Miss Elliot, and I thought very affectionately of the other. "
"Perhaps, " cried Anne, struck by a sudden idea, "you sometimes spoke of me to Mr Elliot?"
"To be sure I did; very often. I used to boast of my own Anne Elliot, and vouch40 for your being a very different creature from--"
She checked herself just in time.
"This accounts for something which Mr Elliot said last night, " cried Anne. "This explains it. I found he had been used to hear of me. I could not comprehend how. What wild imaginations one forms where dear self is concerned! How sure to be mistaken! But I beg your pardon; I have interrupted you. Mr Elliot married then completely for money? The circumstances, probably, which first opened your eyes to his character. "
Mrs Smith hesitated a little here. "Oh! those things are too common. When one lives in the world, a man or woman's marrying for money is too common to strike one as it ought. I was very young, and associated only with the young, and we were a thoughtless, gay set, without any strict rules of conduct. We lived for enjoyment. I think differently now; time and sickness and sorrow have given me other notions; but at that period I must own I saw nothing reprehensible41 in what Mr Elliot was doing. `To do the best for himself, ' passed as a duty. "
"But was not she a very low woman?"
"Yes; which I objected to, but he would not regard. Money, money, was all that he wanted. Her father was a grazier, her grandfather had been a butcher, but that was all nothing. She was a fine woman, had had a decent education, was brought forward by some cousins, thrown by chance into Mr Elliot's company, and fell in love with him; and not a difficulty or a scruple42 was there on his side, with respect to her birth. All his caution was spent in being secured of the real amount of her fortune, before he committed himself. Depend upon it, whatever esteem43 Mr Elliot may have for his own situation in life now, as a young man he had not the smallest value for it. His chance for the Kellynch estate was something, but all the honour of the family he held as cheap as dirt. I have often heard him declare, that if baronetcies were saleable, anybody should have his for fifty pounds, arms and motto, name and livery included; but I will not pretend to repeat half that I used to hear him say on that subject. It would not be fair; and yet you ought to have proof, for what is all this but assertion, and you shall have proof. "
"Indeed, my dear Mrs Smith, I want none, " cried Anne. "You have asserted nothing contradictory44 to what Mr Elliot appeared to be some years ago. This is all in confirmation45, rather, of what we used to hear and believe. I am more curious to know why he should be so different now. "
"But for my satisfaction, if you will have the goodness to ring for Mary; stay: I am sure you will have the still greater goodness of going yourself into my bedroom, and bringing me the small inlaid box which you will find on the upper shelf of the closet. "
Anne, seeing her friend to be earnestly bent46 on it, did as she was desired. The box was brought and placed before her, and Mrs Smith, sighing over it as she unlocked it, said--
"This is full of papers belonging to him, to my husband; a small portion only of what I had to look over when I lost him. The letter I am looking for was one written by Mr Elliot to him before our marriage, and happened to be saved; why, one can hardly imagine. But he was careless and immethodical, like other men, about those things; and when I came to examine his papers, I found it with others still more trivial, from different people scattered47 here and there, while many letters and memorandums of real importance had been destroyed. Here it is; I would not burn it, because being even then very little satisfied with Mr Elliot, I was determined to preserve every document of former intimacy. I have now another motive for being glad that I can produce it. "
This was the letter, directed to "Charles Smith, Esq. Tunbridge Wells, " and dated from London, as far back as July, 1803: --
"Dear Smith, --I have received yours. Your kindness almost overpowers me. I wish nature had made such hearts as yours more common, but I have lived three-and-twenty years in the world, and have seen none like it. At present, believe me, I have no need of your services, being in cash again. Give me joy: I have got rid of Sir Walter and Miss. They are gone back to Kellynch, and almost made me swear to visit them this summer; but my first visit to Kellynch will be with a surveyor, to tell me how to bring it with best advantage to the hammer. The baronet, nevertheless, is not unlikely to marry again; he is quite fool enough. If he does, however, they will leave me in peace, which may be a decent equivalent for the reversion. He is worse than last year.
"I wish I had any name but Elliot. I am sick of it. The name of Walter I can drop, thank God! and I desire you will never insult me with my second W. again, meaning, for the rest of my life, to be only yours truly, --Wm. Elliot. "
Such a letter could not be read without putting Anne in a glow; and Mrs Smith, observing the high colour in her face, said--
"The language, I know, is highly disrespectful. Though I have forgot the exact terms, I have a perfect impression of the general meaning. But it shows you the man. Mark his professions to my poor husband. Can any thing be stronger?"
Anne could not immediately get over the shock and mortification48 of finding such words applied49 to her father. She was obliged to recollect1 that her seeing the letter was a violation50 of the laws of honour, that no one ought to be judged or to be known by such testimonies51, that no private correspondence could bear the eye of others, before she could recover calmness enough to return the letter which she had been meditating52 over, and say--
"Thank you. This is full proof undoubtedly53; proof of every thing you were saying. But why be acquainted with us now?"
"I can explain this too, " cried Mrs Smith, smiling.
"Can you really?"
"Yes. I have shewn you Mr Elliot as he was a dozen years ago, and I will shew him as he is now. I cannot produce written proof again, but I can give as authentic54 oral testimony55 as you can desire, of what he is now wanting, and what he is now doing. He is no hypocrite now. He truly wants to marry you. His present attentions to your family are very sincere: quite from the heart. I will give you my authority: his friend Colonel Wallis. "
"Colonel Wallis! you are acquainted with him?"
"No. It does not come to me in quite so direct a line as that; it takes a bend or two, but nothing of consequence. The stream is as good as at first; the little rubbish it collects in the turnings is easily moved away. Mr Elliot talks unreservedly to Colonel Wallis of his views on you, which said Colonel Wallis, I imagine to be, in himself, a sensible, careful, discerning sort of character; but Colonel Wallis has a very pretty silly wife, to whom he tells things which he had better not, and he repeats it all to her. She in the overflowing56 spirits of her recovery, repeats it all to her nurse; and the nurse knowing my acquaintance with you, very naturally brings it all to me. On Monday evening, my good friend Mrs Rooke let me thus much into the secrets of Marlborough Buildings. When I talked of a whole history, therefore, you see I was not romancing so much as you supposed. "
"My dear Mrs Smith, your authority is deficient. This will not do. Mr Elliot's having any views on me will not in the least account for the efforts he made towards a reconciliation57 with my father. That was all prior to my coming to Bath. I found them on the most friendly terms when I arrived. "
"I know you did; I know it all perfectly, but--"
"Indeed, Mrs Smith, we must not expect to get real information in such a line. Facts or opinions which are to pass through the hands of so many, to be misconceived by folly58 in one, and ignorance in another, can hardly have much truth left. "
"Only give me a hearing. You will soon be able to judge of the general credit due, by listening to some particulars which you can yourself immediately contradict or confirm. Nobody supposes that you were his first inducement. He had seen you indeed, before he came to Bath, and admired you, but without knowing it to be you. So says my historian, at least. Is this true? Did he see you last summer or autumn, `somewhere down in the west, ' to use her own words, without knowing it to be you?"
"He certainly did. So far it is very true. At Lyme. I happened to be at Lyme. "
"Well, " continued Mrs Smith, triumphantly59, "grant my friend the credit due to the establishment of the first point asserted. He saw you then at Lyme, and liked you so well as to be exceedingly pleased to meet with you again in Camden Place, as Miss Anne Elliot, and from that moment, I have no doubt, had a double motive in his visits there. But there was another, and an earlier, which I will now explain. If there is anything in my story which you know to be either false or improbable, stop me. My account states, that your sister's friend, the lady now staying with you, whom I have heard you mention, came to Bath with Miss Elliot and Sir Walter as long ago as September (in short when they first came themselves), and has been staying there ever since; that she is a clever, insinuating60, handsome woman, poor and plausible61, and altogether such in situation and manner, as to give a general idea, among Sir Walter's acquaintance, of her meaning to be Lady Elliot, and as general a surprise that Miss Elliot should be apparently62, blind to the danger. "
Here Mrs Smith paused a moment; but Anne had not a word to say, and she continued--
"This was the light in which it appeared to those who knew the family, long before you returned to it; and Colonel Wallis had his eye upon your father enough to be sensible of it, though he did not then visit in Camden Place; but his regard for Mr Elliot gave him an interest in watching all that was going on there, and when Mr Elliot came to Bath for a day or two, as he happened to do a little before Christmas, Colonel Wallis made him acquainted with the appearance of things, and the reports beginning to prevail. Now you are to understand, that time had worked a very material change in Mr Elliot's opinions as to the value of a baronetcy. Upon all points of blood and connexion he is a completely altered man. Having long had as much money as he could spend, nothing to wish for on the side of avarice63 or indulgence, he has been gradually learning to pin his happiness upon the consequence he is heir to. I thought it coming on before our acquaintance ceased, but it is now a confirmed feeling. He cannot bear the idea of not being Sir William. You may guess, therefore, that the news he heard from his friend could not be very agreeable, and you may guess what it produced; the resolution of coming back to Bath as soon as possible, and of fixing himself here for a time, with the view of renewing his former acquaintance, and recovering such a footing in the family as might give him the means of ascertaining64 the degree of his danger, and of circumventing65 the lady if he found it material. This was agreed upon between the two friends as the only thing to be done; and Colonel Wallis was to assist in every way that he could. He was to be introduced, and Mrs Wallis was to be introduced, and everybody was to be introduced. Mr Elliot came back accordingly; and on application was forgiven, as you know, and re-admitted into the family; and there it was his constant object, and his only object (till your arrival added another motive), to watch Sir Walter and Mrs Clay. He omitted no opportunity of being with them, threw himself in their way, called at all hours; but I need not be particular on this subject. You can imagine what an artful man would do; and with this guide, perhaps, may recollect what you have seen him do. "
"Yes, " said Anne, "you tell me nothing which does not accord with what I have known, or could imagine. There is always something offensive in the details of cunning. The manoeuvres of selfishness and duplicity must ever be revolting, but I have heard nothing which really surprises me. I know those who would be shocked by such a representation of Mr Elliot, who would have difficulty in believing it; but I have never been satisfied. I have always wanted some other motive for his conduct than appeared. I should like to know his present opinion, as to the probability of the event he has been in dread11 of; whether he considers the danger to be lessening66 or not. "
"Lessening, I understand, " replied Mrs Smith. "He thinks Mrs Clay afraid of him, aware that he sees through her, and not daring to proceed as she might do in his absence. But since he must be absent some time or other, I do not perceive how he can ever be secure while she holds her present influence. Mrs Wallis has an amusing idea, as nurse tells me, that it is to be put into the marriage articles when you and Mr Elliot marry, that your father is not to marry Mrs Clay. A scheme, worthy67 of Mrs Wallis's understanding, by all accounts; but my sensible nurse Rooke sees the absurdity68 of it. `Why, to be sure, ma'am, ' said she, `it would not prevent his marrying anybody else. ' And, indeed, to own the truth, I do not think nurse, in her heart, is a very strenuous69 opposer of Sir Walter's making a second match. She must be allowed to be a favourer of matrimony, you know; and (since self will intrude) who can say that she may not have some flying visions of attending the next Lady Elliot, through Mrs Wallis's recommendation?"
"I am very glad to know all this, " said Anne, after a little thoughtfulness. "It will be more painful to me in some respects to be in company with him, but I shall know better what to do. My line of conduct will be more direct. Mr Elliot is evidently a disingenuous70, artificial, worldly man, who has never had any better principle to guide him than selfishness. "
But Mr Elliot was not done with. Mrs Smith had been carried away from her first direction, and Anne had forgotten, in the interest of her own family concerns, how much had been originally implied against him; but her attention was now called to the explanation of those first hints, and she listened to a recital71 which, if it did not perfectly justify72 the unqualified bitterness of Mrs Smith, proved him to have been very unfeeling in his conduct towards her; very deficient both in justice and compassion.
She learned that (the intimacy between them continuing unimpaired by Mr Elliot's marriage) they had been as before always together, and Mr Elliot had led his friend into expenses much beyond his fortune. Mrs Smith did not want to take blame to herself, and was most tender of throwing any on her husband; but Anne could collect that their income had never been equal to their style of living, and that from the first there had been a great deal of general and joint73 extravagance. From his wife's account of him she could discern Mr Smith to have been a man of warm feelings, easy temper, careless habits, and not strong understanding, much more amiable74 than his friend, and very unlike him, led by him, and probably despised by him. Mr Elliot, raised by his marriage to great affluence75, and disposed to every gratification of pleasure and vanity which could be commanded without involving himself, (for with all his self-indulgence he had become a prudent38 man), and beginning to be rich, just as his friend ought to have found himself to be poor, seemed to have had no concern at all for that friend's probable finances, but, on the contrary, had been prompting and encouraging expenses which could end only in ruin; and the Smiths accordingly had been ruined.
The husband had died just in time to be spared the full knowledge of it. They had previously known embarrassments76 enough to try the friendship of their friends, and to prove that Mr Elliot's had better not be tried; but it was not till his death that the wretched state of his affairs was fully known. With a confidence in Mr Elliot's regard, more creditable to his feelings than his judgement, Mr Smith had appointed him the executor of his will; but Mr Elliot would not act, and the difficulties and distress77 which this refusal had heaped on her, in addition to the inevitable78 sufferings of her situation, had been such as could not be related without anguish79 of spirit, or listened to without corresponding indignation.
Anne was shewn some letters of his on the occasion, answers to urgent applications from Mrs Smith, which all breathed the same stern resolution of not engaging in a fruitless trouble, and, under a cold civility, the same hard-hearted indifference80 to any of the evils it might bring on her. It was a dreadful picture of ingratitude81 and inhumanity; and Anne felt, at some moments, that no flagrant open crime could have been worse. She had a great deal to listen to; all the particulars of past sad scenes, all the minutiae82 of distress upon distress, which in former conversations had been merely hinted at, were dwelt on now with a natural indulgence. Anne could perfectly comprehend the exquisite83 relief, and was only the more inclined to wonder at the composure of her friend's usual state of mind.
There was one circumstance in the history of her grievances84 of particular irritation85. She had good reason to believe that some property of her husband in the West Indies, which had been for many years under a sort of sequestration for the payment of its own incumbrances, might be recoverable by proper measures; and this property, though not large, would be enough to make her comparatively rich. But there was nobody to stir in it. Mr Elliot would do nothing, and she could do nothing herself, equally disabled from personal exertion86 by her state of bodily weakness, and from employing others by her want of money. She had no natural connexions to assist her even with their counsel, and she could not afford to purchase the assistance of the law. This was a cruel aggravation87 of actually straitened means. To feel that she ought to be in better circumstances, that a little trouble in the right place might do it, and to fear that delay might be even weakening her claims, was hard to bear.
It was on this point that she had hoped to engage Anne's good offices with Mr Elliot. She had previously, in the anticipation88 of their marriage, been very apprehensive89 of losing her friend by it; but on being assured that he could have made no attempt of that nature, since he did not even know her to be in Bath, it immediately occurred, that something might be done in her favour by the influence of the woman he loved, and she had been hastily preparing to interest Anne's feelings, as far as the observances due to Mr Elliot's character would allow, when Anne's refutation of the supposed engagement changed the face of everything; and while it took from her the new-formed hope of succeeding in the object of her first anxiety, left her at least the comfort of telling the whole story her own way.
After listening to this full description of Mr Elliot, Anne could not but express some surprise at Mrs Smith's having spoken of him so favourably90 in the beginning of their conversation. "She had seemed to recommend and praise him!"
"My dear, " was Mrs Smith's reply, "there was nothing else to be done. I considered your marrying him as certain, though he might not yet have made the offer, and I could no more speak the truth of him, than if he had been your husband. My heart bled for you, as I talked of happiness; and yet he is sensible, he is agreeable, and with such a woman as you, it was not absolutely hopeless. He was very unkind to his first wife. They were wretched together. But she was too ignorant and giddy for respect, and he had never loved her. I was willing to hope that you must fare better. "
Anne could just acknowledge within herself such a possibility of having been induced to marry him, as made her shudder91 at the idea of the misery92 which must have followed. It was just possible that she might have been persuaded by Lady Russell! And under such a supposition, which would have been most miserable93, when time had disclosed all, too late?
It was very desirable that Lady Russell should be no longer deceived; and one of the concluding arrangements of this important conference, which carried them through the greater part of the morning, was, that Anne had full liberty to communicate to her friend everything relative to Mrs Smith, in which his conduct was involved.
第二天早晨，安妮愉快地记起她答应去看望史密斯夫人，这就是说，在埃利奥特先生很有可能来访的时候，她可以不呆在家里，而避开埃利奥特先生简直成了她的首要目标。
她对他还是十分友好的。尽管他的献殷勤成了祸根，但她对他还是非常感激，非常尊重，也许还颇为同情。她情不自禁地要常常想到他们结识时的种种奇特情况，想到他凭着自己的地位、感情和对她早就有所偏爱，似乎也有权利引起她的兴趣。这件事太异乎寻常了，既讨人欢喜，又惹人痛苦。真叫人感到遗憾。此事若是没有温特沃思上校她会觉得怎么样，这个问题无需再问，因为事实上是有位温特沃思上校。目前这种悬而未决的状况不管结局是好是坏，她将永远钟情于他。她相信，他们无论是结合还是最终分手，都不能使她再同别的男人亲近。
安妮怀着热烈而忠贞不渝的爱情，从卡姆登巷向西门大楼走去，巴思的街道上不可能有过比这更美好的情思，简直给一路上洒下了纯净的芳香。
她准知道自己会受到愉快的接待。她的朋友今天早晨似乎特别感激她的到来，虽说她们有约在先，但她好像并不指望她能来。
史密斯夫人马上要她介绍音乐会的情况。安妮兴致勃勃地回忆了起来，史密斯夫人听得笑逐颜开，不由得十分乐意谈论这次音乐会。但凡能说的，安妮都高高兴兴地告诉她了。但是她所叙述的这一切，对于——个参加过音乐会的人来说，那是微不足道的，而对于史密斯夫人这样的询问者来说，则是不能令人满意的，因为有关晚会如何成功，都演了些什么节日，她早就从一位洗衣女工和一位侍者那里听说了，而且比安妮说得还详细。她现在询问的是与会者的某些具体情况，可是徒劳无益。在巴思，不管是举足轻重的人，还是声名狼藉的人，史密斯夫人个个都能说出名字。
“我断定，小杜兰德一家人都去了，”她说，“张着嘴巴听音乐，像是羽毛未丰的小麻雀等着喂食。他们从来不错过一次音乐会。”
“是的。我没见到他们，不过我听埃利奥特先生说，他们就在音乐厅里。”
“伊博森一家去了吗？还有那两个新到的美人和那个高个子爱尔兰军官，据说他要娶她们其中的一个。他们也到了吗？”
“我不知道。我想他们没去。”
“玛丽·麦克莱恩老太太呢？我不必打听她啦。我知道她是从不缺席的。你一定看见她了。她一定就在你那个圈圈里，因为你是同达尔林普尔夫人一起去的，不用说就坐在乐队附近的雅座上。”
“不，我就怕坐雅座。无论从哪个方面看，那都会叫人觉得不自在。幸好达尔林普尔夫人总是愿意坐得远一些。我们坐的地方好极了，这是就听音乐而言的，从观看的角度就不能这么说了，因为我好像没有看见什么。”
“哦！你看见的东西够你开心的了。我心里明白。即使在人群之中也能感到一种家庭的乐趣，这你是深有感受的。你们本身就是一大帮子人，除此之外没有更多的要求。”
“我应该多留心一下四周，”安妮说。她说这话的时候心里明白，她其实没有少四下留心，只是没怎么见到目标罢了。
“不，不。你在做更有意义的事情。不用你说，你昨天晚上过得很愉快，我从你的眼神里看得出来。我完全清楚你的时间是怎么度过的。你自始至终都有悦耳的歌曲可以倾听。音乐会休息的时候可以聊聊天。”
安妮勉强笑笑说：“这是你从我的眼神里看出来的？”
“是的，的确如此。你的面部表情清清楚楚地告诉我，你昨天晚上是和你认为的世界上最讨人喜爱的那个人呆在一起，这个人现在比世界上所有的人加在一起还更能引起你的兴趣。”
安妮脸上刷地一红。她哑口无言了。
“情况既然如此，”史密斯夫人稍停了停，然后说道，“我希望你尽管相信，我懂得如何珍惜你今天上午来看我的情分。你本该有那么多更愉快的事情要做，却来陪伴我，你真是太好了。”
这话安妮一点也没听见。她的朋友的洞察力仍然使她感到惊讶和狼狈。她无法想象，关于温特沃思上校的传闻怎么会刮到她的耳朵里。又沉默了一会之后，史密斯夫人说：
“请问，埃利奥特先生知不知道你认识我？他知不知道我在巴思？”
“埃利奥特先生！”安妮重复了一声，一面惊奇地抬起头来。她沉思了片刻，知道自己领会错了。她顿时醒悟过来，觉得保险了，便又恢复了勇气，马上更加泰然地说道：“你认识埃利奥特先生？”
“我与他非常熟悉，”史密斯夫人神情严肃地答道，“不过现在看来疏远了。我们好久未见了。”
“我根本不了解这个情况。你以前从未说起过。我要是早知道的话，就会与他谈起你。”
“说真话，”史密斯夫人恢复了她平常的快活神气，说道，“这正是我对你的希望。我希望你向埃利奥特先生谈起我。我希望你对他施加点影响。他能够帮我的大忙。亲爱的埃利奥特小姐，你要是有心帮忙的话，这事当然好办。”
“我感到万分高兴。希望你不要怀疑我还愿意为你帮点忙，”安妮答逭，“不过，我怀疑你违背实际情况，高估了我对埃利奥特先生的情意，高估了我对他的影响。我想你肯定抱有这样的看法。你应该把我仅仅看成埃利奥特先生的亲戚。从这个观点出发，你如果认为我可以向他提出什么正当的要求，请你毫不犹豫地吩咐我好啦。”
史密斯夫人用锐利的目光瞥了她一眼，然后笑吟吟地说道：
“我想我有点操之过急，请你原谅。我应该到有了确凿消息再说。可是现在，亲爱的埃利奥特小姐，看在老朋友的分上，请你给我个暗示，我什么时候可以开口。下一周？毫无疑问，到了下周我总可以认为全定下来了吧，可以托埃利奥特先生的福气谋点私利。”
“不，”安妮回道，“不是下周，不是下下周，也不是再下下周。实话对你说吧，你设想的那种事情哪一周也定不下来。我不会嫁给埃利奥特先生。我倒想知道，你怎么设想我会嫁给他？”
史密斯夫人又朝她看去，看得很认真，笑了笑，摇摇头，然后嚷道：
“唉，我真希望我能摸透你的心思]我真希望我知道你说这些话用意何在！我心里很有数，等到恰当的时机，你就不会存心冷酷无情了。你知道，不到恰当的时机，我们女人决不想要任何人。理所当然，对于每一个男人，只要他没提出求婚，我们都要拒绝。不过你为什么要冷酷无情呢？我不能把他称作我现在的朋友，但他是我以前的朋友，让我为他申辩几句。你到哪里能找到个更合适的女婿？你到哪里能遇上个更有绅士派头、更和蔼可亲的男人？我要推举他。我敢断定，你听沃利斯上校说起来，他全是好处。有谁能比沃利斯上校更了解他？”
“我亲爱的史密斯夫人，埃利奥特先生的妻子才死了半年多一点。他不该向任何人求爱。”
“哦，你要是仅仅认为这有些不妥，”她狡黠地嚷道，“那埃利奥特先生就十拿九稳了，我也犯不着再替他担忧啦。我只想说，你们结婚的时候可别忘了我。让他知道我是你的朋友，那时候他就会认为麻烦他干点事算不了什么，只是现在有许多事情、许多约会要应酬，他非常自然地要尽量避免、摆脱这种麻烦。这也许是很自然的。一百个人里有九十九个是要这么做的。当然，他认识不到这对我有多么重要。好啦，亲爱的埃利奥特小姐，我希望而且相信你会十分幸福的。埃利奥特先生很有见识，懂得你这样一个女人的价值。你的安宁不会像我的那样遭到毁灭。你不用为世事担忧，不用为他的品格担忧。他不会被引入歧途，不会被人引向毁灭。”
“是的，”安妮说，“我完全相信我堂兄的这一切。看样子，他性情冷静坚毅，决不会受到危险思想的影响。我对他十分尊敬。从我观察到的现象来看，我没有理由不尊敬他。不过，我认识他的时间不长，我想他也不是个很快就能亲近的人。史密斯夫人，听我这样谈论他，你还不相信他对我是无足轻重的？的确，我说这话时心里是够冷静的。说实话，他对我是无足轻重的。假如他向我求婚的话（我没有理由认为他想这样做），我不会答应他的。我肯定不会答应他。老实对你说吧，昨天晚上的音乐会不管有些什么乐趣，你总以为有埃利奥特先生的一份功劳，其实这没有他的份儿。不是埃利奥特先生，的确不是埃利奥特先生……”
她煞住话头，脸上涨得通红，后悔自己话中有话地说得太多，不过说少了可能又不行。史密斯夫人若不是察觉还有个别的什么人，很难马上相信埃利奥特先生碰了壁。事实上，她当即认输了，而且装出一副没听出弦外之音的样子。安妮急欲避开史密斯夫人的进一步追问，急欲知道她为何设想她要嫁给埃利奥特先生，她从哪里得到了这个念头，或者从谁那里听说的。
“请告诉我，你最初是怎样兴起这个念头的？”
“我最初兴起这个念头，”史密斯夫人答道，“是发现你们经常在一起，觉得这是你们双方每个人所祈望的最有益的事情。你尽管相信我好啦，你所有的朋友都是这么看待你的。不过，我直到两天前才听人说起。”
“这事真有人说起吗？”
“你昨天来看我的时候，有没有注意到给你开门的那个女人？”
“没有。难道不照例是斯皮德夫人，或是那位女仆？我没有特别注意到什么人。”
“那是我的朋友鲁克夫人，鲁克护士。顺便说一句，她非常想见见你，很高兴能为你开开门。她星期天才离开马尔巴勒大楼。就是她告诉我，你要嫁给埃利奥特先生。她是听沃利斯夫人亲口说的，沃利斯夫人恐怕不是没有依据的。鲁克夫人星期一晚上陪我坐了一个钟头，她把整个来龙去脉都告诉了我。”
“整个来龙去脉！”安妮重复道，一面放声笑了。“我想，这凭着一小条无根无据的消息，她编不出多少故事来。”
史密斯夫人没有吱声。
“不过，”安妮随即接着说道，“虽说我事实上并不要嫁给埃利奥特先生，但我还是十分愿意以我力所能及的任何方式帮你的忙。我要不要向他提起你就在巴思？要不要给他捎个口信？”
“不，谢谢你。不，当然不必。本来，出于一时的冲动，加上又闹了场误会，我也许会告诉你一些情况，可是现在不行了。不，谢谢你，我没有什么事情要麻烦你的。”
“我想你说过你同埃利奥特先生认识多年了？”
“是的。”
“我想不是在他结婚前吧？”
“是在他结婚前。我最初认识他的时候，他还没结婚。”
“你们很熟悉吗？”
“非常熟悉。”
“真的！那么请你告诉我，他那时候是怎样一个人。我很想知道埃利奥特先生年轻的时候是怎样一个人。他当年是不是现在这个样子？”
“近三年来我一直没看见埃利奥特先生，”史密斯夫人回答说，口气很严肃，这个话头也就不好再追问下去了。安妮觉得一无所获，越发增加了好奇心。两人都默默不语，史密斯夫人思虑重重。终于……
“请你原谅，亲爱的埃利奥特小姐，”史密斯夫人用她那天生的热诚口气嚷道，“请原谅，我给你的回答很简短，不过我实在不知道该怎么办。我心里拿不准，一直在思虑着应该怎样对你说。有很多问题需要考虑。人们都讨厌好管闲事，搬弄是非，挑拨离间。家庭的和睦即使是表面现象，似乎也值得保持下去，虽然内里并没有什么持久的东西。不过我已经打定了主意。我认为我是对的。我认为应该让你了解一下埃利奥特先生的真实品格。虽然我完全相信你现在丝毫无心接受他的求爱，但很难说会出现什么情况。你说不定有朝一日会改变对他的感情。因此，现在趁你不带偏见的时候，你还是听听事实真相。埃利奥特先生是个没有情感、没有良心的男人，是个谨小慎微、诡计多端、残酷无情的家伙，光会替自己打算。他为了自己的利益或舒适，只要不危及自己的整个声誉，什么冷酷无情的事情，什么背信弃义的勾当，他都干得出来。他对别人没有感情。对于那些主要由他导致毁灭的人，他可以毫不理睬，一脚踢开，而丝毫不受良心的责备。他完全没有什么正义感和同情心。唉！他的心是黑的，既虚伪又狠毒！”
安妮带着诧异的神色惊叫起来，史密斯夫人不由得顿了一下，然后更加镇定地接着说道：
“我的话使你大吃一惊。你得原谅一个受害的愤怒的女人。不过我要尽量克制自己。我不想辱骂他。我只想告诉你我发现他是怎么个人。事实最能说明问题。他是我亲爱的丈夫的莫逆之交，我丈夫信任他，喜爱他，把他看作像他自己那样好。他们之间的亲密关系在我们结婚以前就建立起来了。我发现他们十分亲密，于是我也极为喜欢埃利奥特先生，对他推崇备至。你知道，人在十九岁是不会认真思考的。在我看来，埃利奥特先生像其他人一样好，比大多数人都可爱得多，因此我们几乎总是在一起。我们主要住在城里，日子过得非常体面。埃利奥特先生当时的境况比较差，是个穷光蛋。他只能在教堂里寄宿，好不容易摆出一副绅士的样子。他只要愿意，随时都可以住到我们家里，我们总是欢迎他的，待他亲如兄弟。我那可怜的查尔斯是天下最慷慨的大好人，他就是剩下最后一枚四分之一便士的硬币，也会同他分着用。我知道他的钱包是向埃利奥特先生敞开的。我知道他经常资助他。”
“想必大约就在这个时期，”安妮说，“埃利奥特先生总是使我感到特别好奇。想必大约在这同时，我父亲和我姐姐认识了他。我自己一直不认识他，只是听说过他。不过，他当时对我父亲和我姐姐的态度以及后来结婚的情况都有些蹊跷，我觉得与现在的情况很不协调。这似乎表明他是另外一种人。”
“这我都知道，这我都知道，”史密斯夫人大声叫道。“在我结识他之前，他就认识了沃尔特爵士和你姐姐，我总是听他没完没了地说起他俩。我知道他受到邀请和鼓励，我也知道他不肯去。也许我可以向你提供一些你根本想象不到的细节。对于他的婚事，我当时了解得一清二楚。他追求什么，厌弃什么，我都统统知道。我是他的知心朋友，他向我倾诉了他的希望和打算。虽说我先前不认识他妻子（她的社会地位低下，使我不可能认识她），然而我了解她后来的情况，至少了解到她一生中最后两年的情况，因而能够回答你想提出的任何问题。”
“不，”安妮说，“我对她没有什么特别要问的。我一向听说他们不是一对幸福的夫妻。不过我想知道，他那个时候为什么会不屑于同我父亲交往。我父亲对他当然很客气，想给他以妥善的照顾。埃利奥特先生为什么不愿与我父亲交往呢？”
“那个时候，”史密斯夫人答道，“埃利奥特先生心里抱着一个目标，就是要发财致富，而且要通过比做律师更快当的途径。他决心通过结婚来达到目的。他至少决心不让一门轻率的婚事毁了他的生财之路。我知道他有这样的看法（当然我无法断定是否真有道理），认为你父亲和你姐姐客客气气地一再邀请，是想让继承人与年轻小姐结成姻缘，而这样一门亲事却不可能满足他要发财致富和独立自主的思想。我可以向你担保，这就是他避免来往的动机所在。他把全部内情都告诉我了，对我一点也没隐瞒。真奇怪，我在巴思刚刚离开你，结婚后遇到的第一个也是最重要的朋友就是你的堂兄，从他那里不断听到你父亲和你姐姐的情况。他描述了一位埃利奥特小姐，我却十分亲呢地想到了另一位。”
“也许，”安妮心里猛然省悟，便大声说道，“你时常向埃利奥特先生说起我吧？”
“我当然说过，而且经常说。我常常夸奖我的安妮·埃利奥特，说你大不同于……”
她突然煞住了口。
“埃利奥特先生昨晚说那话，原来是这个缘故，”安妮嚷道。“这就好解释了。我发现他经常听人说起我。我不理解是怎么回事。人一遇到与已有关的事情，可真能想入非非的！到头来非出差错不可！不过请你原谅，我打断了你的话头。这么说来，埃利奥特先生完全是为了钱而结婚的啦？很可能就是这个情况使你最先看清了他的本性吧？”
史密斯夫人听了这话，稍许犹豫了一阵。“噢！这种事情太司空见惯了。人生在世，男男女女为金钱而结婚的现象太普遍了，谁也不会感到奇怪。我当时很年轻，光跟年轻人打交道，我们那伙人没有头脑，没有严格的行为准则，光会寻欢作乐。我现在可不这么想了。时光、疾病和忧伤给我带来了别的想法。不过在那个时候，我必须承认我觉得埃利奥特先生的行为并没有什么可指摘的。‘尽量为自己打算’被当成了一项义务。”
“可她不是一位出身卑贱的女人吗？”
“是的。对此我提出过异议，可他满不在乎。钱，钱，他要的只是钱。她父亲是个牧场主，祖父是个屠夫，可是这都无所谓。她是个漂亮的女人，受过体面的教育。她是由几个表姐妹带出来的，偶尔碰见了埃利奥特先生，爱上了他。埃利奥特先生对她的出身既不计较，也不顾忌，他处心积虑地只想搞清楚她的财产的真实数额，然后才答应娶她。你相信我好啦，不管埃利奥特先生现在如何看重自己的社会地位，他年轻的时候对此却毫不重视。继承凯林奇庄园在他看来倒还不错，但是他把家族的荣誉视若粪土。我经常听他宣称，假如准男爵的爵位能够出售的话，谁都可以拿五十镑买走他的爵位，包括族徽和徽文、姓氏和号衣。不过，我说的这些话是否有我听到的一半那么多，我还不敢说，否则就成了说假话了。可是，我的话口说无凭，你应该见到证据，而且你会见到证据的。”
“说真的，亲爱的史密斯夫人，我不要证据，”安妮嚷道。“你说的情况与埃利奥特先生几年前的样子并不矛盾。相反，这倒完全印证了我们过去听到而又相信的一些情况。我越发想知道，他现在为什么会判若两人。”
“不过看在我的面上，请你拉铃叫一下玛丽。等一等，我想还是劳驾你亲自走进我的卧室，就在壁橱的上格你能见到一只嵌花的小匣子，把它拿给我。”
安妮见她的朋友情恳意切地坚持让她去，便只好从命。小匣子拿来了，摆在史密斯夫人面前。史密斯夫人一边叹息，一边打开匣子，然后说道：
“这里面装满了我丈夫的书信文件。这仅仅是他去世时我要查看的信件中的一小部分。我现在要找的这封信是我们结婚前埃利奥特先生写给我丈夫的，幸好给保存下来丁。怎么会保存下来，人们简直无法想象。我丈夫像别的男人一样，对这类东西漫不经心，缺乏条理。当我着手检查他的信件时，我发现这封信和其他一些信件放在一起，那些信件更没有价值，都是分布在四面八方的人们写给他的，而许多真正有价值的书信文件却给毁掉了。好，找到啦。我不想烧掉它，因为我当时对埃利奥特先生就不太满意，我决定把我们过去关系密切的每一份证据都保存下来。我现在之所以能很高兴地把这封信拿出来，还有另外一个动机。”
这封信寄给“滕布里奇韦尔斯，查尔斯·史密斯先生”写自伦敦，日期早在一八O三年七月。信的内容如下：
亲爱的史密斯：
来信收悉。你的好意真叫我万分感动。我真希望大自然造就更多像你这样的好心人，可惜我在世上活了二十三年，却没见到你这样的好心人。目前，我的确不需要劳你帮忙，我又有现金了。向我道喜吧，我摆脱了沃尔特爵士及其小姐。他们回到了凯林奇，几乎逼着我发誓：今年夏天去看望他们。不过，我第一次去凯林奇的时候，一定要带上个鉴定人，好告诉我如何以最有利的条件把庄园拍卖出去。然而，准男爵并非不可能续娶，他还真够愚蠢的。不过，他若是真的续娶了，他们倒会让我安静些，这在价值上完全可以同继承财产等量齐观。他的身体不如去年。
我姓什么都可以，就是不愿姓埃利奥特。我厌恶这个姓。谢天谢地，沃尔特这个名字我可以去掉！我希望你千万别再拿我的第二个W．来侮辱我，这就是说，我今后永远是你的忠实的——威廉·埃利奥特。
安妮读着这样一封信，岂能不气得满脸发紫。史密斯夫人一看见她这样的面色，便说：
“我知道，信里的言词十分无礼。虽说确切的词句我记不清了，但对整个意思我的印象却很深刻。不过从这里可以看出他是怎样一个人。你看看他对我那可怜的丈夫说的话。还有比那更肉麻的话吗？”
安妮发现埃利奥特用这样的言词侮辱她父亲，她那震惊和屈辱的心情是无法立即消除的。她情不自禁地想起，她看这封信是违背道义准则的，人们不应该拿这样的证据去判断或了解任何人，私人信件是不能容许他人过目的。后来她恢复了镇定，才把那封她一直拿着苦思冥想的信件还给了史密斯夫人，一面说道:
“谢谢你。这当然是充分的证据啦，证实了你所说的一切情况。可他现在为什么要与我们交往呢？”
“这我也能解释，&rdq
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exertion
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aggravation
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anticipation
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