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Part 2 Chapter 14
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I DECIDED1 TO go away. If I had been able to leave for Auschwitz the next day, I would have gone. But it would have taken weeks to get a visa. So I went to Struthof in Alsace. It was the nearest concentration camp. I had never seen one. I wanted reality to drive out the clichés.

I hitchhiked, and remember a ride in a truck with a driver who downed one bottle of beer after another, and a Mercedes driver who steered2 wearing white gloves. After Strasbourg I got lucky; the driver was going to Schirmeck, a small town not far from Struthof.

When I told the driver where I was going, he fell silent. I looked over at him, but couldn’t tell why he had suddenly stopped talking in the midst of a lively conversation. He was middle-aged3, with a haggard face and a dark red birthmark or scar on his right temple, and his black hair was carefully parted and combed in strands4. He stared at the road in concentration.

The hills of the Vosges rolled out ahead of us. We were driving through vineyards into a wide-open valley that climbed gently. To the left and right, mixed forests grew up the slopes, and sometimes there was a quarry5 or a brick-walled factory with a corrugated6 iron roof, or an old sanatorium, or a large turreted7 villa8 among tall trees. A train track ran alongside us, sometimes to the left and sometimes to the right.

Then he spoke9 again. He asked me why I was visiting Struthof, and I told him about the trial and my lack of first-hand knowledge.

“Ah, you want to understand why people can do such terrible things.” He sounded as if he was being a little ironic11, but maybe it was just the tone of voice and the choice of words. Before I could reply, he went on: “What is it you want to understand? That people murder out of passion, or love, or hate, or for honor or revenge, that you understand?”

I nodded.

“You also understand that people murder for money or power? That people murder in wars and revolutions?”

I nodded again. “But . . .”

“But the people who were murdered in the camps hadn’t done anything to the individuals who murdered them? Is that what you want to say? Do you mean that there was no reason for hatred12, and no war?”

I didn’t want to nod again. What he said was true, but not the way he said it.

“You’re right, there was no war, and no reason for hatred. But executioners don’t hate the people they execute, and they execute them all the same. Because they’re ordered to? You think they do it because they’re ordered to? And you think that I’m talking about orders and obedience13, that the guards in the camps were under orders and had to obey?” He laughed sarcastically14. “No, I’m not talking about orders and obedience. An executioner is not under orders. He’s doing his work, he doesn’t hate the people he executes, he’s not taking revenge on them, he’s not killing15 them because they’re in his way or threatening him or attacking him. They’re a matter of such indifference16 to him that he can kill them as easily as not.”

He looked at me. “No ‘buts’? Come on, tell me that one person cannot be that indifferent to another. Isn’t that what they taught you? Solidarity17 with everything that has a human face? Human dignity? Reverence18 for life?”

I was outraged19 and helpless. I searched for a word, a sentence that would erase20 what he had said and strike him dumb.

“Once,” he went on, “I saw a photograph of Jews being shot in Russia. The Jews were in a long row, naked; some were standing21 at the edge of a pit and behind them were soldiers with guns, shooting them in the neck. It was in a quarry, and above the Jews and the soldiers there was an officer sitting on a ledge10 in the rock, swinging his legs and smoking a cigarette. He looked a little morose22. Maybe things weren’t going fast enough for him. But there was also something satisfied, even cheerful about his expression, perhaps because the day’s work was getting done and it was almost time to go home. He didn’t hate the Jews. He wasn’t . . .”

“Was it you? Were you sitting on the ledge and . . .”

He stopped the car. He was absolutely white, and the mark on his temple glistened23. “Out!”

I got out. He swung the wheel so fast I had to jump aside. I still heard him as he took the next few curves. Then everything was silent.

I walked up the road. No car passed me, none came in the opposite direction. I heard birds, the wind in the trees, and the occasional murmur24 of a stream. In a quarter of an hour I reached the concentration camp.

  我决定去奥斯威辛看看。假使我今天做了决定明天就可以动身去的话,那我也就去了。但是,得到签证需要几周的时间。这样一来我就去了阿尔萨斯地区的斯特鲁特侯夫。那是最近的一个集中营。我从未看过任何一个集中营。我要用真实驱逐脑中的先人之见。

  我是搭车去的,还记得在搭乘卡车的一段路上,司机一瓶接一瓶地灌着啤酒;也记得一位开奔驰车的司机,他戴着白手套开车。过了斯特拉斯堡之后,我的运气不错,搭的汽车是驶向舍尔麦克的,一个离斯特鲁特侯夫不太远的小城市。

  当我告诉了司机我要去的具体地方时,他不说话了。我瞧了他一眼,但是从他的脸上我看不出来他为什么从生动活泼的交谈中突然默不作声了。他中等年纪,细长的脸,右边的太阳穴上有块深红色的胎痣或烙印,一架黑发整齐的流向两边。他看上去好像把注意力集中在了道路上。

  延伸到我们面前的福戈森山脉是一片丘陵。我们穿过了一片葡萄园,来到一个开阔的、缓缓上升的山谷。左边和右边的斜坡上是针叶松和落叶松混长的森林,偶尔路过一个采石场,或一个用砖围砌起来的、带有折顶的厂棚,或一家养老院,或一处大型别墅——那里许多小尖塔林立于参天大树之中。有时,我们沿铁路线而行,铁路线时而在左边,时而在右边。

  沉默之后,他又开口了,他问我为什么要去参观斯特鲁特俱夫。我向他讲述了审讯过程和我对直观形象的匮乏。

  "啊,您想弄明白,人们为什么能做出那么恐怖的事情。"他的话听上去有点嘲讽的口吻,但是,这也许仅仅是声音和语言上的地方色彩。没等我回答,他又接着说:"您到底想弄明白什么呢?人们之所以杀人有时是出于狂热,有时是出于爱,或者出于恨,或为了名誉,或为了复仇,您明白吗?"

  我点点头。

  "有时是为了财富去杀人,有时是为了权力,在战争中,或者在一场革命中都要杀人,这您也明白吗?"

  我又点点头:"但是…、··"

  "但是,那些在集中营被杀死的人对那些杀害他们的人并没做过什么,对吗?您想说这个吗?您想说不存在憎恨和战争的理由吗?'"

  我不想再点头了,他所说的没错,但是他说话的口气不对。

  "您说得有道理,不存在战争和憎恨的理由,刽子手恨不恨他要处死的人,都要处死他。因为他这样做是按命令行事?您认为,他们这样做是因为他被命令这样做吗?您认为我现在在谈论命令和服从命令吗?在谈论集中营的警卫队得到命令和他们必须要服从命令吗?他鄙视地笑了起来,"不,我不是在谈论命令和服从命令。刽子手没有遵循任何命令。他在完成他的工作,他处死的不是他憎恨的人,他不是在向他们报仇雪恨。杀死他们,不是因为他们挡了他的路或者对他进行了威胁和进攻。他们对他来说完全无所谓的,他们对他来说如此地无所谓,以致他杀不杀他们都一样。"

  他看着我说:"没有'但是'吗?您说,一个人对另一个人不可以这样无所谓。您连这个都没学过吗?没学过要一致顾脸面?顾人的尊严?生命算什么?"

  我被激怒了,但又束手无策。我在搜索一个词,或一句话,一句能让他哑口无言的话。

  "有一次,"他接着说,"我看到一张枪杀俄国犹太人的照片。犹太人一丝不挂地排着长队在等着,有几位站在一个坑的边上,他们身后是手持步枪向他们颈部开枪射击的士兵。这事发生在一座采石场。在犹太人和土兵的上方,有位军官坐在墙上的隔板上,跷着二郎腿,吸着一支香烟。他看上去有点闷闷不乐,也许枪杀进行得还不够快。但是,他还是感到某种程度的满足,甚至轻松愉快,也许因为白天的活总算要干完了,而且很快就要下班了。他不恨犹太人,他本是……"

  "那是您吧?是您坐在墙上的隔板上,还……"

  他把车停下了,脸色苍白,太阳穴上的股清在乱跳。"滚下去!"

  我下了车,他调转车头的方式使我不得不急忙躲闪。直到下几个拐弯处,我仍能听见他。然后一切才平静下来。

  我走在上坡的路上,没有来往的汽车从我身边开过。我听得见鸟鸣和树木的风声,有时还有涓涓的溪水声。我松了口气。一刻钟之后,我到了集中营。


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1 decided lvqzZd     
adj.决定了的,坚决的;明显的,明确的
参考例句:
  • This gave them a decided advantage over their opponents.这使他们比对手具有明显的优势。
  • There is a decided difference between British and Chinese way of greeting.英国人和中国人打招呼的方式有很明显的区别。
2 steered dee52ce2903883456c9b7a7f258660e5     
v.驾驶( steer的过去式和过去分词 );操纵;控制;引导
参考例句:
  • He steered the boat into the harbour. 他把船开进港。
  • The freighter steered out of Santiago Bay that evening. 那天晚上货轮驶出了圣地亚哥湾。 来自《简明英汉词典》
3 middle-aged UopzSS     
adj.中年的
参考例句:
  • I noticed two middle-aged passengers.我注意到两个中年乘客。
  • The new skin balm was welcome by middle-aged women.这种新护肤香膏受到了中年妇女的欢迎。
4 strands d184598ceee8e1af7dbf43b53087d58b     
n.(线、绳、金属线、毛发等的)股( strand的名词复数 );缕;海洋、湖或河的)岸;(观点、计划、故事等的)部份v.使滞留,使搁浅( strand的第三人称单数 )
参考例句:
  • Twist a length of rope from strands of hemp. 用几股麻搓成了一段绳子。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • She laced strands into a braid. 她把几股线编织成一根穗带。 来自《简明英汉词典》
5 quarry ASbzF     
n.采石场;v.采石;费力地找
参考例句:
  • Michelangelo obtained his marble from a quarry.米开朗基罗从采石场获得他的大理石。
  • This mountain was the site for a quarry.这座山曾经有一个采石场。
6 corrugated 9720623d9668b6525e9b06a2e68734c3     
adj.波纹的;缩成皱纹的;波纹面的;波纹状的v.(使某物)起皱褶(corrugate的过去式和过去分词)
参考例句:
  • a corrugated iron roof 波纹铁屋顶
  • His brow corrugated with the effort of thinking. 他皱着眉头用心地思考。 来自《简明英汉词典》
7 turreted 9f7zme     
a.(像炮塔般)旋转式的
参考例句:
8 villa xHayI     
n.别墅,城郊小屋
参考例句:
  • We rented a villa in France for the summer holidays.我们在法国租了一幢别墅消夏。
  • We are quartered in a beautiful villa.我们住在一栋漂亮的别墅里。
9 spoke XryyC     
n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说
参考例句:
  • They sourced the spoke nuts from our company.他们的轮辐螺帽是从我们公司获得的。
  • The spokes of a wheel are the bars that connect the outer ring to the centre.辐条是轮子上连接外圈与中心的条棒。
10 ledge o1Mxk     
n.壁架,架状突出物;岩架,岩礁
参考例句:
  • They paid out the line to lower him to the ledge.他们放出绳子使他降到那块岩石的突出部分。
  • Suddenly he struck his toe on a rocky ledge and fell.突然他的脚趾绊在一块突出的岩石上,摔倒了。
11 ironic 1atzm     
adj.讽刺的,有讽刺意味的,出乎意料的
参考例句:
  • That is a summary and ironic end.那是一个具有概括性和讽刺意味的结局。
  • People used to call me Mr Popularity at high school,but they were being ironic.人们中学时常把我称作“万人迷先生”,但他们是在挖苦我。
12 hatred T5Gyg     
n.憎恶,憎恨,仇恨
参考例句:
  • He looked at me with hatred in his eyes.他以憎恨的眼光望着我。
  • The old man was seized with burning hatred for the fascists.老人对法西斯主义者充满了仇恨。
13 obedience 8vryb     
n.服从,顺从
参考例句:
  • Society has a right to expect obedience of the law.社会有权要求人人遵守法律。
  • Soldiers act in obedience to the orders of their superior officers.士兵们遵照上级军官的命令行动。
14 sarcastically sarcastically     
adv.挖苦地,讽刺地
参考例句:
  • 'What a surprise!' Caroline murmured sarcastically.“太神奇了!”卡罗琳轻声挖苦道。
  • Pierce mocked her and bowed sarcastically. 皮尔斯嘲笑她,讽刺地鞠了一躬。
15 killing kpBziQ     
n.巨额利润;突然赚大钱,发大财
参考例句:
  • Investors are set to make a killing from the sell-off.投资者准备清仓以便大赚一笔。
  • Last week my brother made a killing on Wall Street.上个周我兄弟在华尔街赚了一大笔。
16 indifference k8DxO     
n.不感兴趣,不关心,冷淡,不在乎
参考例句:
  • I was disappointed by his indifference more than somewhat.他的漠不关心使我很失望。
  • He feigned indifference to criticism of his work.他假装毫不在意别人批评他的作品。
17 solidarity ww9wa     
n.团结;休戚相关
参考例句:
  • They must preserve their solidarity.他们必须维护他们的团结。
  • The solidarity among China's various nationalities is as firm as a rock.中国各族人民之间的团结坚如磐石。
18 reverence BByzT     
n.敬畏,尊敬,尊严;Reverence:对某些基督教神职人员的尊称;v.尊敬,敬畏,崇敬
参考例句:
  • He was a bishop who was held in reverence by all.他是一位被大家都尊敬的主教。
  • We reverence tradition but will not be fettered by it.我们尊重传统,但不被传统所束缚。
19 outraged VmHz8n     
a.震惊的,义愤填膺的
参考例句:
  • Members of Parliament were outraged by the news of the assassination. 议会议员们被这暗杀的消息激怒了。
  • He was outraged by their behavior. 他们的行为使他感到愤慨。
20 erase woMxN     
v.擦掉;消除某事物的痕迹
参考例句:
  • He tried to erase the idea from his mind.他试图从头脑中抹掉这个想法。
  • Please erase my name from the list.请把我的名字从名单上擦去。
21 standing 2hCzgo     
n.持续,地位;adj.永久的,不动的,直立的,不流动的
参考例句:
  • After the earthquake only a few houses were left standing.地震过后只有几幢房屋还立着。
  • They're standing out against any change in the law.他们坚决反对对法律做任何修改。
22 morose qjByA     
adj.脾气坏的,不高兴的
参考例句:
  • He was silent and morose.他沉默寡言、郁郁寡欢。
  • The publicity didn't make him morose or unhappy?公开以后,没有让他郁闷或者不开心吗?
23 glistened 17ff939f38e2a303f5df0353cf21b300     
v.湿物闪耀,闪亮( glisten的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • Pearls of dew glistened on the grass. 草地上珠露晶莹。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
  • Her eyes glistened with tears. 她的眼里闪着泪花。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
24 murmur EjtyD     
n.低语,低声的怨言;v.低语,低声而言
参考例句:
  • They paid the extra taxes without a murmur.他们毫无怨言地交了附加税。
  • There was a low murmur of conversation in the hall.大厅里有窃窃私语声。


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