The second incident was Mr. Meadowes’ hay fever. That was what hecalled it at first. Later he admitted doubtfully that he might just possiblyhave caught cold. He sneezed a good deal, and his eyes ran. If there was afaint elusive1 suggestion of raw onion floating in the breeze in the vicinityof Mr. Meadowes’ large silk handkerchief nobody noticed the fact, and in-deed a pungent2 amount of eau de cologne masked the more penetratingodour.
Finally, defeated by incessant3 sneezing and noseblowing, Mr. Meadowesretired to bed for the day.
It was on the morning of that day that Mrs. Blenkensop received a letterfrom her son Douglas. So excited and thrilled was Mrs. Blenkensop thateverybody at Sans Souci heard about it. The letter had not been censoredat all, she explained, because fortunately one of Douglas’s friends comingon leave had brought it, so for once Douglas had been able to write quitefully.
“And it just shows,” declared Mrs. Blenkensop, wagging her head sagely,“how little we know really of what is going on.”
After breakfast she went upstairs to her room, opened the japanned boxand put the letter away. Between the folded pages were some unnotice-able grains of rice powder. She closed the box again, pressing her fingersfirmly on its surface.
As she left her room she coughed, and from opposite came the sound ofa highly histrionic sneeze.
Tuppence smiled and proceeded downstairs.
She had already made known her intention of going up to London forthe day—to see her lawyer on some business and to do a little shopping.
Now she was given a good send-off by the assembled boarders and en-trusted with various commissions—“only if you have time, of course.”
Major Bletchley held himself aloof4 from this female chatter5. He wasreading his paper and uttering appropriate comments aloud. “Damnedswines of Germans. Machine- gunning civilian6 refugees on the roads.
Damned brutes7. If I were our people—”
Tuppence left him still outlining what he would do if he were in chargeof operations.
She made a detour8 through the garden to ask Betty Sprot what shewould like as a present from London.
Betty ecstatically clasping a snail9 in two hot hands gurgled appreciat-ively. In response to Tuppence’s suggestions—“A pussy10. A picture book?
Some coloured chalks to draw with?”—Betty decided11, “Betty dwar.” So thecoloured chalks were noted12 down on Tuppence’s list.
As she passed on meaning to rejoin the drive by the path at the end ofthe garden she came unexpectedly upon Carl von Deinim. He was stand-ing leaning on the wall. His hands were clenched13, and as Tuppence ap-proached he turned on her, his usually impassive face convulsed withemotion.
Tuppence paused involuntarily and asked:
“Is anything the matter?”
“Ach, yes, everything is the matter.” His voice was hoarse14 and unnat-ural. “You have a saying here that a thing is neither fish, flesh, fowl15, norgood red herring, have you not?”
Tuppence nodded.
Carl went on bitterly:
“That is what I am. It cannot go on, that is what I say. It cannot go on. Itwould be best, I think, to end everything.”
“What do you mean?”
The young man said:
“You have spoken kindly17 to me. You would, I think, understand. I fledfrom my own country because of injustice18 and cruelty. I came here to findfreedom. I hated Nazi19 Germany. But, alas20, I am still a German. Nothing canalter that.”
Tuppence murmured:
“You may have difficulties, I know—”
“It is not that. I am a German, I tell you. In my heart—in my feeling. Ger-many is still my country. When I read of German cities bombed, of Ger-man soldiers dying, of German aeroplanes brought down—they are mypeople who die. When that old fire-eating Major reads out from his paper,when he say ‘those swine’—I am moved to fury—I cannot bear it.”
He added quietly:
“And so I think it would be best, perhaps, to end it all. Yes, to end it.”
Tuppence took hold of him firmly by the arm.
“Nonsense,” she said robustly21. “Of course you feel as you do. Anyonewould. But you’ve got to stick it.”
“I wish they would intern22 me. It would be easier so.”
“Yes, probably it would. But in the meantime you’re doing useful work—or so I’ve heard. Useful not only to England but to humanity. You’re work-ing on decontamination problems, aren’t you?”
His face lit up slightly.
“Ah yes, and I begin to have much success. A process very simple, easilymade and not complicated to apply.”
“Well,” said Tuppence, “that’s worth doing. Anything that mitigates23 suf-fering is worthwhile—and anything that’s constructive24 and not destruct-ive. Naturally we’ve got to call the other side names. They’re doing just thesame in Germany. Hundreds of Major Bletchleys—foaming at the mouth. Ihate the Germans myself. ‘The Germans,’ I say, and feel waves of loathing25.
But when I think of individual Germans, mothers sitting anxiously waitingfor news of their sons, and boys leaving home to fight, and peasants get-ting in the harvests, and little shopkeepers and some of the nice kindlyGerman people I know, I feel quite different. I know then that they are justhuman beings and that we’re all feeling alike. That’s the real thing. Theother is just the war mask that you put on. It’s a part of war—probably anecessary part—but it’s ephemeral.”
As she spoke16 she thought, as Tommy had done not long before, of NurseCavell’s words: “Patriotism is not enough. I must have no hatred26 in myheart.”
That saying of a most truly patriotic27 woman had always seemed to themboth the high-water mark of sacrifice.
Carl von Deinim took her hand and kissed it. He said:
“I thank you. What you say is good and true. I will have more fortitude28.”
“Oh, dear,” thought Tuppence as she walked down the road into thetown. “How very unfortunate that the person I like best in this placeshould be a German. It makes everything cockeyed!”

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