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PART 1 CHAPTER 15
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15
I N MID-OCTOBER, WHILE MEN MORE RELIGIOUS THAN I WERE STILL trying to reconcile why God
had dealt the South the powerful wound of Antietam four weeks earlier, I met a man with a
different tale of theft. After an afternoon foraging1 for sassafras bark, pine needles for brewing2
tinctures, and chicken-of-the-woods mushrooms, I rested contentedly3 with my back against a
broad loblolly pine. My overflowing4 haversack lay by my knee on the edge of a wood near
Kearneysville. Too soon, I’d have to leave the fragrant5 forest and head back to camp. Every now
and then, I thought I heard the cluck of a wild turkey hen, perhaps gathering6 her chicks. A hand
to my brow, I searched the hedgerow edging the field in hopes of a bird for dinner. That was
good enough reason to linger where I was.
Not long after, sounds of heavy breathing and twigs7 snapping startled me. A cavalry8 horse
was tracking nearby through the underbrush, and a bulging9 sack twisted around the saddle’s
horn revealed the rider and I had been on the same quest. The man and his piebald mare10 lazily
glided11 through tunnels of dappled light until they caught sight of me. The fellow drew back on
the reins12, rested his hand on his pistol, and demanded, “Hey, are you a Reb?”
I quickly recited my name and company to put him at ease.
“Julie Edwards, from Williamsburg,” he said as he drew near.
He was no more than my age, but he sported the shiny sword of a cavalry posting. I stood to
stroke the horse’s mane, thinking how fine it must be to have four legs to carry you foraging
rather than two exhausted13 and mostly shoeless feet. He leaned down to pat her neck. “This is
Lucky. You won’t find a better soldier anywhere.” After we shared disbelief about the Antietam
rout14, he asked about my company’s losses and inquired about our commander. I assured him
Captain Paxton was in good health.
Jeb Stuart was his commander, and Julie told me about a maneuver15 with that daredevil across
the Potomac River to Maryland several weeks earlier. He had been ordered to join a thousand
other cavalry soldiers for the five-day expedition.
“What good could come out of being on the northern side of the Potomac at this time?” I
asked.
“Horses. The army was desperate for more after Antietam. There was no other choice but to
go back into Maryland. There are certainly no horses left in Virginia!”
I stifled16 the memory of the thousands of dead animals scattered17 on the field in September and
instead asked, “The locals weren’t hostile?”
“No sir, people were so scared that they just stood by, jaws18 hanging. We could pilfer19
anything we pleased, as long as we got out of there quickly afterward20.”
He described how a mass of animals followed from town to town. The horses swelled21 out
down the road in a choking cloud of dust that hid everything in their wake.
His eyes sparkled and his voice rose an octave. “You should have seen it. The lanes and
roads were cluttered22 with empty four-horse wagons23 and carts after those animals were stolen, or
confiscated24, if you prefer. You can bet no horse was safe in its pasture, either.” He said that
farmers could only stare in shock at the receding25 rumps after he and the other troops had visited.
I’d heard rumors26 about the raids, but Julie’s account reminded me that Yanks could be doing the
same around our farm. They always retaliated27 in kind, and both sides were running out of
horses. A shadow fell across my mind, and I had trouble following his words for a few minutes.
But then Julie came to the heart of his story. His regiment28 had approached a small farm with
a neat clapboard house and fresh manure29 in the barnyard. The captain waved his brimmed hat in
the air as a signal to soldiers behind and galloped30 up to the weathered-board building. Julie and
the other soldiers waited in the lane with their stamping and snorting charges. The captain made
a show of jumping down from his horse and then he thrust back the broad barn door. “We could
see him prowling through the vacant stalls. Just as he waved his hat to signal there was nothing
there, he whirled around. A horse had snorted once, then twice, somewhere inside,” Julie said.
The captain pushed the barn door all the way open and motioned for Julie and the others to join
him. Another snort sounded from behind hay bales stacked to the stall’s ceiling. “We hurled31 hay
on the ground until a chestnut32 flank came into view. Someone had hidden the mare behind a
false wall of bales.” The barn dust set everyone to sneezing, but Julie saw through a crack in the
siding a young woman tearing toward the barn. He moved closer to the boards for a clearer
view.
“She was hollering and shrieking33, wavy34 brown hair and skirts flying behind her. I couldn’t
help but notice how pretty she was. She yelled at us to wait. She charged right across the ankle-
high filth35 between the fence and the stable door, she was so panicked.” She gasped36 out a plea to
leave the horse, saying the captain must surely have enough mounts. She waved her hand toward
the crowd of them in her barn lane. If he took her mare Lucy, she wouldn’t be able to go for
supplies or to fetch a doctor for her baby suffering from croup. What would she do if he became
feverish37? Holding her hands out in supplication38, she begged all of us to have mercy on a woman
alone, a woman forced to fend39 for herself.
“I was sorely tempted40 to plead on her behalf, but it wasn’t my place to argue with a higher
officer. I just kept my mouth shut.” Julie said. He looked away. “The captain sneered41 at her,
passed the reins of his steed to me and leaped astride her chestnut mare. The woman stumbled
back as he shoved her aside with his well-polished boot and started slowly down the driveway
mounted on her Lucy.” Hooves splattered her dress with mud as she tagged after, begging us to
spare her horse.
“Here’s the part I can’t forget.” Julie still couldn’t look at me but told how the captain pulled
back on his reins and then turned slowly in the saddle. He smiled and beckoned42 to the woman.
“I wondered at the sudden expression of hope that brightened her delicate pink face,” he said.
“Her eyes glowed with relief, but when she drew alongside, the captain whipped the horse
forward and sped a little way down the road. That’s when I understood he was playing a cruel
game. She’d never see that horse again.” He said she again ran after, her face dripping with tears
and sweat. Wisps of hair were glued to her forehead when the captain slowed and stopped again.
He waited for her to catch up. By this time, she struggled for each breath. He and the rest
laughed heartily43 at her distress44.
“Did you laugh? What were you doing all of that time?” I asked.
“I guess I protested, but pretty weakly. It didn’t make any difference, though.” Again and
again, the captain taunted45 the woman. Julie could hear her racking sobs46 from where he sat on his
horse. Finally, bored with the game, the captain trotted47 off, while the stolen mare strained to
look back at its abject48 mistress.
His voice dropped to almost a whisper. “I last saw the woman limply braced49 against a fence
post on the side of the road. She’d chased after us at least two miles and was completely spent.
Her bodice was splotched with sweat, her head was bowed, and her hands hung limply by her
side. I couldn’t look her in the eyes as I rode past. It’s been weeks, but I still spend nights
wondering how that woman and her baby are getting by without that horse. And how long they
will survive.”
I scuffed50 at a patch of spongy moss51 with the toe of my shoe as Julie waited for my reaction. It
was tough to find the right response. “Don’t be so hard on yourself,” I finally said. He gave me a
rueful glance as he leaned forward in his stirrups and geed52 Lucky forward. I watched as he and
the horse disappeared over the hill.
Even though my scavenging trip had been a success, Julie’s words haunted me every step of
the way back to camp. All of us were stained by the war. It wasn’t clear to me we could ever be
free of it. I’d like to have told Sam, to have heard his thoughts about Julie’s story, and that made
me miss him even more.

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1 foraging 6101d89c0b474e01becb6651ecd4f87f     
v.搜寻(食物),尤指动物觅(食)( forage的现在分词 );(尤指用手)搜寻(东西)
参考例句:
  • They eke out a precarious existence foraging in rubbish dumps. 他们靠在垃圾场捡垃圾维持着朝不保夕的生活。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • The campers went foraging for wood to make a fire. 露营者去搜寻柴木点火。 来自辞典例句
2 brewing eaabd83324a59add9a6769131bdf81b5     
n. 酿造, 一次酿造的量 动词brew的现在分词形式
参考例句:
  • It was obvious that a big storm was brewing up. 很显然,一场暴风雨正在酝酿中。
  • She set about brewing some herb tea. 她动手泡一些药茶。
3 contentedly a0af12176ca79b27d4028fdbaf1b5f64     
adv.心满意足地
参考例句:
  • My father sat puffing contentedly on his pipe.父亲坐着心满意足地抽着烟斗。
  • "This is brother John's writing,"said Sally,contentedly,as she opened the letter.
4 overflowing df84dc195bce4a8f55eb873daf61b924     
n. 溢出物,溢流 adj. 充沛的,充满的 动词overflow的现在分词形式
参考例句:
  • The stands were overflowing with farm and sideline products. 集市上农副产品非常丰富。
  • The milk is overflowing. 牛奶溢出来了。
5 fragrant z6Yym     
adj.芬香的,馥郁的,愉快的
参考例句:
  • The Fragrant Hills are exceptionally beautiful in late autumn.深秋的香山格外美丽。
  • The air was fragrant with lavender.空气中弥漫薰衣草香。
6 gathering ChmxZ     
n.集会,聚会,聚集
参考例句:
  • He called on Mr. White to speak at the gathering.他请怀特先生在集会上讲话。
  • He is on the wing gathering material for his novels.他正忙于为他的小说收集资料。
7 twigs 17ff1ed5da672aa443a4f6befce8e2cb     
细枝,嫩枝( twig的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • Some birds build nests of twigs. 一些鸟用树枝筑巢。
  • Willow twigs are pliable. 柳条很软。
8 cavalry Yr3zb     
n.骑兵;轻装甲部队
参考例句:
  • We were taken in flank by a troop of cavalry. 我们翼侧受到一队骑兵的袭击。
  • The enemy cavalry rode our men down. 敌人的骑兵撞倒了我们的人。
9 bulging daa6dc27701a595ab18024cbb7b30c25     
膨胀; 凸出(部); 打气; 折皱
参考例句:
  • Her pockets were bulging with presents. 她的口袋里装满了礼物。
  • Conscious of the bulging red folder, Nim told her,"Ask if it's important." 尼姆想到那个鼓鼓囊囊的红色文件夹便告诉她:“问问是不是重要的事。”
10 mare Y24y3     
n.母马,母驴
参考例句:
  • The mare has just thrown a foal in the stable.那匹母马刚刚在马厩里产下了一只小马驹。
  • The mare foundered under the heavy load and collapsed in the road.那母马因负载过重而倒在路上。
11 glided dc24e51e27cfc17f7f45752acf858ed1     
v.滑动( glide的过去式和过去分词 );掠过;(鸟或飞机 ) 滑翔
参考例句:
  • The President's motorcade glided by. 总统的车队一溜烟开了过去。
  • They glided along the wall until they were out of sight. 他们沿着墙壁溜得无影无踪。 来自《简明英汉词典》
12 reins 370afc7786679703b82ccfca58610c98     
感情,激情; 缰( rein的名词复数 ); 控制手段; 掌管; (成人带着幼儿走路以防其走失时用的)保护带
参考例句:
  • She pulled gently on the reins. 她轻轻地拉着缰绳。
  • The government has imposed strict reins on the import of luxury goods. 政府对奢侈品的进口有严格的控制手段。
13 exhausted 7taz4r     
adj.极其疲惫的,精疲力尽的
参考例句:
  • It was a long haul home and we arrived exhausted.搬运回家的这段路程特别长,到家时我们已筋疲力尽。
  • Jenny was exhausted by the hustle of city life.珍妮被城市生活的忙乱弄得筋疲力尽。
14 rout isUye     
n.溃退,溃败;v.击溃,打垮
参考例句:
  • The enemy was put to rout all along the line.敌人已全线崩溃。
  • The people's army put all to rout wherever they went.人民军队所向披靡。
15 maneuver Q7szu     
n.策略[pl.]演习;v.(巧妙)控制;用策略
参考例句:
  • All the fighters landed safely on the airport after the military maneuver.在军事演习后,所有战斗机都安全降落在机场上。
  • I did get her attention with this maneuver.我用这个策略确实引起了她的注意。
16 stifled 20d6c5b702a525920b7425fe94ea26a5     
(使)窒息, (使)窒闷( stifle的过去式和过去分词 ); 镇压,遏制; 堵
参考例句:
  • The gas stifled them. 煤气使他们窒息。
  • The rebellion was stifled. 叛乱被镇压了。
17 scattered 7jgzKF     
adj.分散的,稀疏的;散步的;疏疏落落的
参考例句:
  • Gathering up his scattered papers,he pushed them into his case.他把散乱的文件收拾起来,塞进文件夹里。
18 jaws cq9zZq     
n.口部;嘴
参考例句:
  • The antelope could not escape the crocodile's gaping jaws. 那只羚羊无法从鱷鱼张开的大口中逃脱。
  • The scored jaws of a vise help it bite the work. 台钳上有刻痕的虎钳牙帮助它紧咬住工件。
19 pilfer nAPyP     
v.盗,偷,窃
参考例句:
  • Staff were pilfering behind the bar.店员在柜台后有些小偷小摸的行为。
  • When food stores close,they go to work,pilfering food for resale on the black market.食品店关门后,他们就行动起来,偷食品拿到黑市上出售。
20 afterward fK6y3     
adv.后来;以后
参考例句:
  • Let's go to the theatre first and eat afterward. 让我们先去看戏,然后吃饭。
  • Afterward,the boy became a very famous artist.后来,这男孩成为一个很有名的艺术家。
21 swelled bd4016b2ddc016008c1fc5827f252c73     
增强( swell的过去式和过去分词 ); 肿胀; (使)凸出; 充满(激情)
参考例句:
  • The infection swelled his hand. 由于感染,他的手肿了起来。
  • After the heavy rain the river swelled. 大雨过后,河水猛涨。
22 cluttered da1cd877cda71c915cf088ac1b1d48d3     
v.杂物,零乱的东西零乱vt.( clutter的过去式和过去分词 );乱糟糟地堆满,把…弄得很乱;(以…) 塞满…
参考例句:
  • The room is cluttered up with all kinds of things. 零七八碎的东西放满了一屋子。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
  • The desk is cluttered with books and papers. 桌上乱糟糟地堆满了书报。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
23 wagons ff97c19d76ea81bb4f2a97f2ff0025e7     
n.四轮的运货马车( wagon的名词复数 );铁路货车;小手推车
参考例句:
  • The wagons were hauled by horses. 那些货车是马拉的。
  • They drew their wagons into a laager and set up camp. 他们把马车围成一圈扎起营地。
24 confiscated b8af45cb6ba964fa52504a6126c35855     
没收,充公( confiscate的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • Their land was confiscated after the war. 他们的土地在战后被没收。
  • The customs officer confiscated the smuggled goods. 海关官员没收了走私品。
25 receding c22972dfbef8589fece6affb72f431d1     
v.逐渐远离( recede的现在分词 );向后倾斜;自原处后退或避开别人的注视;尤指问题
参考例句:
  • Desperately he struck out after the receding lights of the yacht. 游艇的灯光渐去渐远,他拼命划水追赶。 来自辞典例句
  • Sounds produced by vehicles receding from us seem lower-pitched than usual. 渐渐远离我们的运载工具发出的声似乎比平常的音调低。 来自辞典例句
26 rumors 2170bcd55c0e3844ecb4ef13fef29b01     
n.传闻( rumor的名词复数 );[古]名誉;咕哝;[古]喧嚷v.传闻( rumor的第三人称单数 );[古]名誉;咕哝;[古]喧嚷
参考例句:
  • Rumors have it that the school was burned down. 有谣言说学校给烧掉了。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • Rumors of a revolt were afloat. 叛变的谣言四起。 来自《简明英汉词典》
27 retaliated 7367300f47643ddd3ace540c89d8cfea     
v.报复,反击( retaliate的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • When he once teased her for her inexperience, she retaliated. 有一次,他讥讽她没有经验,她便反唇相讥。 来自辞典例句
  • The terrorists retaliated by killing three policemen. 恐怖分子以杀死三名警察相报复。 来自辞典例句
28 regiment JATzZ     
n.团,多数,管理;v.组织,编成团,统制
参考例句:
  • As he hated army life,he decide to desert his regiment.因为他嫌恶军队生活,所以他决心背弃自己所在的那个团。
  • They reformed a division into a regiment.他们将一个师整编成为一个团。
29 manure R7Yzr     
n.粪,肥,肥粒;vt.施肥
参考例句:
  • The farmers were distributing manure over the field.农民们正在田间施肥。
  • The farmers used manure to keep up the fertility of their land.农夫们用粪保持其土质的肥沃。
30 galloped 4411170e828312c33945e27bb9dce358     
(使马)飞奔,奔驰( gallop的过去式和过去分词 ); 快速做[说]某事
参考例句:
  • Jo galloped across the field towards him. 乔骑马穿过田野向他奔去。
  • The children galloped home as soon as the class was over. 孩子们一下课便飞奔回家了。
31 hurled 16e3a6ba35b6465e1376a4335ae25cd2     
v.猛投,用力掷( hurl的过去式和过去分词 );大声叫骂
参考例句:
  • He hurled a brick through the window. 他往窗户里扔了块砖。
  • The strong wind hurled down bits of the roof. 大风把屋顶的瓦片刮了下来。 来自《简明英汉词典》
32 chestnut XnJy8     
n.栗树,栗子
参考例句:
  • We have a chestnut tree in the bottom of our garden.我们的花园尽头有一棵栗树。
  • In summer we had tea outdoors,under the chestnut tree.夏天我们在室外栗树下喝茶。
33 shrieking abc59c5a22d7db02751db32b27b25dbb     
v.尖叫( shriek的现在分词 )
参考例句:
  • The boxers were goaded on by the shrieking crowd. 拳击运动员听见观众的喊叫就来劲儿了。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • They were all shrieking with laughter. 他们都发出了尖锐的笑声。 来自《简明英汉词典》
34 wavy 7gFyX     
adj.有波浪的,多浪的,波浪状的,波动的,不稳定的
参考例句:
  • She drew a wavy line under the word.她在这个词的下面画了一条波纹线。
  • His wavy hair was too long and flopped just beneath his brow.他的波浪式头发太长了,正好垂在他的眉毛下。
35 filth Cguzj     
n.肮脏,污物,污秽;淫猥
参考例句:
  • I don't know how you can read such filth.我不明白你怎么会去读这种淫秽下流的东西。
  • The dialogue was all filth and innuendo.这段对话全是下流的言辞和影射。
36 gasped e6af294d8a7477229d6749fa9e8f5b80     
v.喘气( gasp的过去式和过去分词 );喘息;倒抽气;很想要
参考例句:
  • She gasped at the wonderful view. 如此美景使她惊讶得屏住了呼吸。
  • People gasped with admiration at the superb skill of the gymnasts. 体操运动员的高超技艺令人赞叹。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
37 feverish gzsye     
adj.发烧的,狂热的,兴奋的
参考例句:
  • He is too feverish to rest.他兴奋得安静不下来。
  • They worked with feverish haste to finish the job.为了完成此事他们以狂热的速度工作着。
38 supplication supplication     
n.恳求,祈愿,哀求
参考例句:
  • She knelt in supplication. 她跪地祷求。
  • The supplication touched him home. 这个请求深深地打动了他。 来自英汉文学 - 双城记
39 fend N78yA     
v.照料(自己),(自己)谋生,挡开,避开
参考例句:
  • I've had to fend for myself since I was 14.我从十四岁时起就不得不照料自己。
  • He raised his arm up to fend branches from his eyes.他举手将树枝从他眼前挡开。
40 tempted b0182e969d369add1b9ce2353d3c6ad6     
v.怂恿(某人)干不正当的事;冒…的险(tempt的过去分词)
参考例句:
  • I was sorely tempted to complain, but I didn't. 我极想发牢骚,但还是没开口。
  • I was tempted by the dessert menu. 甜食菜单馋得我垂涎欲滴。
41 sneered 0e3b5b35e54fb2ad006040792a867d9f     
讥笑,冷笑( sneer的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • He sneered at people who liked pop music. 他嘲笑喜欢流行音乐的人。
  • It's very discouraging to be sneered at all the time. 成天受嘲讽是很令人泄气的。
42 beckoned b70f83e57673dfe30be1c577dd8520bc     
v.(用头或手的动作)示意,召唤( beckon的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • He beckoned to the waiter to bring the bill. 他招手示意服务生把账单送过来。
  • The seated figure in the corner beckoned me over. 那个坐在角落里的人向我招手让我过去。 来自《简明英汉词典》
43 heartily Ld3xp     
adv.衷心地,诚恳地,十分,很
参考例句:
  • He ate heartily and went out to look for his horse.他痛快地吃了一顿,就出去找他的马。
  • The host seized my hand and shook it heartily.主人抓住我的手,热情地和我握手。
44 distress 3llzX     
n.苦恼,痛苦,不舒适;不幸;vt.使悲痛
参考例句:
  • Nothing could alleviate his distress.什么都不能减轻他的痛苦。
  • Please don't distress yourself.请你不要忧愁了。
45 taunted df22a7ddc6dcf3131756443dea95d149     
嘲讽( taunt的过去式和过去分词 ); 嘲弄; 辱骂; 奚落
参考例句:
  • The other kids continually taunted him about his size. 其他孩子不断地耻笑他的个头儿。
  • Some of the girls taunted her about her weight. 有些女孩子笑她胖。
46 sobs d4349f86cad43cb1a5579b1ef269d0cb     
啜泣(声),呜咽(声)( sob的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • She was struggling to suppress her sobs. 她拼命不让自己哭出来。
  • She burst into a convulsive sobs. 她突然抽泣起来。
47 trotted 6df8e0ef20c10ef975433b4a0456e6e1     
小跑,急走( trot的过去分词 ); 匆匆忙忙地走
参考例句:
  • She trotted her pony around the field. 她骑着小马绕场慢跑。
  • Anne trotted obediently beside her mother. 安妮听话地跟在妈妈身边走。
48 abject joVyh     
adj.极可怜的,卑屈的
参考例句:
  • This policy has turned out to be an abject failure.这一政策最后以惨败而告终。
  • He had been obliged to offer an abject apology to Mr.Alleyne for his impertinence.他不得不低声下气,为他的无礼举动向艾莱恩先生请罪。
49 braced 4e05e688cf12c64dbb7ab31b49f741c5     
adj.拉牢的v.支住( brace的过去式和过去分词 );撑牢;使自己站稳;振作起来
参考例句:
  • They braced up the old house with balks of timber. 他们用梁木加固旧房子。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • The house has a wooden frame which is braced with brick. 这幢房子是木结构的砖瓦房。 来自《简明英汉词典》
50 scuffed 6f08ab429a81544fbc47a95f5c147e74     
v.使磨损( scuff的过去式和过去分词 );拖着脚走
参考例句:
  • I scuffed the heel of my shoe on the stonework. 我的鞋跟儿给铺好的石头磨坏了。
  • Polly dropped her head and scuffed her feet. 波莉低下头拖着脚走开了。 来自辞典例句
51 moss X6QzA     
n.苔,藓,地衣
参考例句:
  • Moss grows on a rock.苔藓生在石头上。
  • He was found asleep on a pillow of leaves and moss.有人看见他枕着树叶和苔藓睡着了。
52 geed cb2e81a171835df6802b17a9032faed2     
驭马快走或向右(gee的过去式,过去分词)
参考例句:
  • Do you think this is a geed design as a logo? 以商标而言,你觉得这算是一个好的设计吗? 来自互联网
  • Everybody was geed up and singing. 所有的人都喝醉了,唱起歌来。 来自互联网


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