PART 2 CHAPTER
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N ARY A JUNE COMES AROUND THAT I DON’T RECALL THE FIRST minutes of freedom from the
surrendered in April, two months earlier, and the war was finally declared over in May, yet it
was still several weeks until our release.
Schoepf and Ahl presided over a table laden with stacks of official documents while a double
line of prisoners snaked across the pen. The men shifted from foot to foot as the officers slowly
filled out forms for each and rubber stamped them. When my turn came, Ahl’s eyes hardened. I
wondered if he still had power to harm me. While Ahl glared, Schoepf looked me over. He then
wrote out a line describing my hair and eye colors and approximate height. Nothing had
changed there, although so much else had. At long last, he signed my release slip and passed it
the form and thunked down the US government stamp. I breathed a great sigh. The last step was
to raise my right hand and swear allegiance to the United States.
At long last, the gates were thrown open. Waves of happiness rose in my chest for the first
outside of the pen wall, a sight I had doubted I would live to see again, and remembered a year
earlier when I viewed it for the first time with Zeke, Tayloe, and the other boys. With a strange
mix of sadness and relief, I threw my haversack over my shoulder and tramped up the loading
The port of Richmond was our destination after boarding a second packet boat in Baltimore.
It was a malodorous two-day journey, spent leaning against the next man for support. Pull one
waves. We pitched against one another, grabbing for a shoulder or arm for support. My stomach
lurched, and I clasped one hand over my mouth to unsuccessfully stem the rising stream. Beards
There was only the sound of the paddle wheels slicing through water, accompanied by frequent
sighs or nervous coughs.
Apprehension14 had taken root in men’s minds. What might their wives or family think when
Would there be revulsion? Or pity? I studied Beards and the others, imagining their folks seeing
them for the first time. I was used to the shadows of Beards’s hollowed-out cheekbones and
purple-haloed eyes. The others were just as ghoulish. I was no better, but I was also weighed
exhilarating, chest-expanding sense of freedom, something he would never know.
James River. We pressed against the railing. I had never visited the city, but Jim Blue had
accompanied his father by train a few years before the war. “I’ll be damned,” he said. “This isn’t
could see. Some tobacco warehouses23 were as much as four stories tall with windows nothing but
open frames for the sky—the interiors and roofs gone to ashes.
Shoving forward, we filed onto the wooden gangway and spilled out onto a loading dock
jammed with hundreds of jostling freed prisoners and those who’d come to meet them. Beards,
Blue, and I staked a position in the center of the cobblestone street, as sweethearts, mothers,
voice from behind or a tap on the shoulder. No one was there to greet us.
Did this mean that Pa was injured or ill, unable to make the trip? Or worse, could he have
died while I’d been in prison? After all, he wasn’t a young man, and there had been no word
from home for more than a year. I was beside myself with worry.
After an hour, when the crowd had wandered off and only massive tobacco barrels stood like
sentinels on the dock, Beards said, “We might as well find a way home on our own.” He saw my
anxious expression and added, “I suspect our folks had no way of knowing that we were coming
today.”
agreed. We would have to cover a hundred and twenty miles, a ten-day walk if the train wasn’t
running, with no money, no food, and no transportation but our legs. “We have no choice,”
Beards said. “Grab your packs, and let’s get moving.” He briskly stood up and strode off.
Jim Blue lagged behind. The place was overrun with union soldiers, rifles on their backs and
strolling the rubble-littered sidewalks as if they owned the city. I flinched27 every time I saw one,
that place.
barrow full of bricks. He lowered the handles and passed a rag over his brow and face. His faded
As we approached, he ignored us, instead concentrating on his barrow’s passage through the
“Hey, can you please help us?” I called.
the barrow’s handles and turned.
I gave our names, and then said, “We want nothing more than to get home to Augusta
County. We’ve fresh out of a union prison.” The words caught in my throat. I held my breath.
Why would this man assist former Confederates? But then, he must have taken account of our
Beards asked, “Are you from around here?”
“Nope, not from Richmond. I’m from down around Hampton—raised up on the Stewart
“How’d you come to be here?” I asked.
“I spent the last year of the war as a refugee at Fort Monroe after the Yankees took it. Then
came up here two months ago to get paid work with the federals cleaning up the city. I know the
area right well now.”
“Can you help us find our way?” Blue asked.
“We’re looking for a train. We need to find one running toward Charlottesville or Staunton,”
I added.
He grudgingly35 offered to guide us to the terminus of the line going west, although he’d be
losing time from his work. “I heard that the rails from Richmond to Charlottesville are repaired
now. Have been for about a week,” he said. “Don’t know about going any farther west or north
than that.”
over us. “What happened here? We heard the Confederates torched the city in April to keep the
union troops from getting supplies from the warehouses, but this is unbelievable destruction.”
Bill said the buildings were still smoldering38 when he arrived, two weeks after they were
so high no one could afford them. In their fury, the mob set fires far beyond the area designated
by the Confederate army.
“I heard that Mr. Pollard, the owner of this big one behind us, suspected maybe ten or twelve
the mess. But I sure hope I don’t find any of those paupers,” he said. He parked his barrow
Apologetically, I put my hands in my pants pockets and yanked them inside out. “But we
have nothing to give you.”
“Never mind.”
timbers and mountains of bricks. He also knew the street corners where the federal army was
dispensing45 rations46 for those who’d signed the United States loyalty47 pledge. I fumbled48 in my new
shirt pocket for the allegiance document and unfolded it.
A gray-haired white woman with rounded cheeks and a sweet expression dipped water from a
crock into a canteen and tied up some cornbread in a red cotton kerchief. “Here, son, you’ll be
needing these on your travels,” she said. I murmured my thanks and put them in my bag,
stepping back to make room for the other boys. She reminded me of women from Bethel, with
her mild manner and soft face, and home seemed a little nearer.
Bill led us to the rail tracks at the western side of the city. “I hear the whistle blow morning
and evening, and I haven’t heard the evening one yet, so a freight is bound to come by sooner or
chugged toward us, Beards yelled and I frantically51 waved my shirt in the middle of the track to
force the engine to halt. The train slowed, and the engineer leaned from the cab window. His
jumped through the wide doors of an empty freight car and grabbed Beards’ and then Blue’s
outstretched hands to pull them aboard. Now we were off toward those fair mountains seen in
the past months only in dreams.
Bibb’s presence intensified53 as we disembarked in Charlottesville, the last stop where the rail
line was in good repair. But for me, he would have been greeting his mother, father, sisters, and
perhaps sweet Margaret Ellen right there at that track, laughing as they embraced him and drew
him into their healing warmth.
For a few seconds, I considered delaying our return to Augusta, if only a day, to call on the
Bibb family. I could give them news of John’s last moments, his time at the Fort, and could
perhaps pass on that letter I’d written months ago. But a voice in my head whispered that they
would want to talk about their son and would expect some answers about his death. I couldn’t
Beards and Blue a night’s rest in a real bed and an opportunity to wash off the journey’s
into a laurel bush. When Beards suggested a side trip into town to see if more rations were
available, I snarled56 at him so fiercely that no one dared venture in that direction. Bibb in tow, I
stumbled forward with the others on the path home.
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