Her soberly rich dress had a countrified air, as she waited, ready for the streets, in the bedroom of the London hotel on the afternoon of the first of July, 1866; but there was nothing of the provincial1 in that beautiful face, nor in that bearing at once shy and haughty2; and her eager heart soared beyond geographical3 boundaries.
It was the Hatfield Hotel, in Salisbury Street, between the Strand4 and the river. Both street and hotel are now gone, lost in the vast foundations of the Savoy and the Cecil; but the type of the Hatfield lingers with ever-increasing shabbiness in Jermyn Street. In 1866, with its dark passages and crooked5 stairs, its candles, its carpets and stuffs which had outlived their patterns, its narrow dining-room where a thousand busy flies ate together at one long table, its acrid6 stagnant7 atmosphere, and its disturbing sensation of dirt everywhere concealing8 itself, it stood forth9 in rectitude as a good average modern hotel. The patched and senile drabness of the bedroom made an environment that emphasized Sophia's flashing youth. She alone in it was unsullied.
There was a knock at the door, apparently10 gay and jaunty11. But she thought, truly: "He's nearly as nervous as I am!" And in her sick nervousness she coughed, and then tried to take full possession of herself. The moment had at last come which would divide her life as a battle divides the history of a nation. Her mind in an instant swept backwards12 through an incredible three months.
The schemings to obtain and to hide Gerald's letters at the shop, and to reply to them! The far more complex and dangerous duplicity practised upon her majestic13 aunt at Axe14! The visits to the Axe post-office! The three divine meetings with Gerald at early morning by the canal-feeder, when he had told her of his inheritance and of the harshness of his uncle Boldero, and with a rush of words had spread before her the prospect15 of eternal bliss16! The nights of fear! The sudden, dizzy acquiescence17 in his plan, and the feeling of universal unreality which obsessed18 her! The audacious departure from her aunt's, showering a cascade19 of appalling20 lies! Her dismay at Knype Station! Her blush as she asked for a ticket to London! The ironic21, sympathetic glance of the porter, who took charge of her trunk! And then the thunder of the incoming train! Her renewed dismay when she found that it was very full, and her distracted plunge22 into a compartment23 with six people already in it! And the abrupt24 reopening of the carriage- door and that curt25 inquisition from an inspector26: "Where for, please? Where for? Where for?" Until her turn was reached: "Where for, miss?" and her weak little reply: "Euston"! And more violent blushes! And then the long, steady beating of the train over the rails, keeping time to the rhythm of the unanswerable voice within her breast: "Why are you here? Why are you here?" And then Rugby; and the awful ordeal27 of meeting Gerald, his entry into the compartment, the rearrangement of seats, and their excruciatingly painful attempts at commonplace conversation in the publicity28 of the carriage! (She had felt that that part of the enterprise had not been very well devised by Gerald.) And at last London; the thousands of cabs, the fabulous29 streets, the general roar, all dream-surpassing, intensifying30 to an extraordinary degree the obsession31 of unreality, the illusion that she could not really have done what she had done, that she was not really doing what she was doing!
Supremely32 and finally, the delicious torture of the clutch of terror at her heart as she moved by Gerald's side through the impossible adventure! Who was this rash, mad Sophia? Surely not herself!
The knock at the door was impatiently repeated.
"Come in," she said timidly.
Gerald Scales came in. Yes, beneath that mien33 of a commercial traveller who has been everywhere and through everything, he was very nervous. It was her privacy that, with her consent, he had invaded. He had engaged the bedroom only with the intention of using it as a retreat for Sophia until the evening, when they were to resume their travels. It ought not to have had any disturbing significance. But the mere34 disorder35 on the washstand, a towel lying on one of the cane36 chairs, made him feel that he was affronting37 decency38, and so increased his jaunty nervousness. The moment was painful; the moment was difficult beyond his skill to handle it naturally.
Approaching her with factitious ease, he kissed her through her veil, which she then lifted with an impulsive39 movement, and he kissed her again, more ardently40, perceiving that her ardour was exceeding his. This was the first time they had been alone together since her flight from Axe. And yet, with his worldly experience, he was naive41 enough to be surprised that he could not put all the heat of passion into his embrace, and he wondered why he was not thrilled at the contact with her! However, the powerful clinging of her lips somewhat startled his senses, and also delighted him by its silent promise. He could smell the stuff of her veil, the sarsenet of her bodice, and, as it were wrapped in these odours as her body was wrapped in its clothes, the faint fleshly perfume of her body itself. Her face, viewed so close that he could see the almost imperceptible down on those fruit-like cheeks, was astonishingly beautiful; the dark eyes were exquisitely43 misted; and he could feel the secret loyalty44 of her soul ascending45 to him. She was very slightly taller than her lover; but somehow she hung from him, her body curved backwards, and her bosom46 pressed against his, so that instead of looking up at her gaze he looked down at it. He preferred that; perfectly47 proportioned though he was, his stature48 was a delicate point with him. His spirits rose by the uplift of his senses. His fears slipped away; he began to be very satisfied with himself. He was the inheritor of twelve thousand pounds, and he had won this unique creature. She was his capture; he held her close, permittedly scanning the minutiae49 of her skin, permittedly crushing her flimsy silks. Something in him had forced her to lay her modesty50 on the altar of his desire. And the sun brightly shone. So he kissed her yet more ardently, and with the slightest touch of a victor's condescension51; and her burning response more than restored the self-confidence which he had been losing.
"I've got no one but you now," she murmured in a melting voice.
She fancied in her ignorance that the expression of this sentiment would please him. She was not aware that a man is usually rather chilled by it, because it proves to him that the other is thinking about his responsibilities and not about his privileges. Certainly it calmed Gerald, though without imparting to him her sense of his responsibilities. He smiled vaguely52. To Sophia his smile was a miracle continually renewed; it mingled53 dashing gaiety with a hint of wistful appeal in a manner that never failed to bewitch her. A less innocent girl than Sophia might have divined from that adorable half-feminine smile that she could do anything with Gerald except rely on him. But Sophia had to learn.
"Are you ready?" he asked, placing his hands on her shoulders and holding her away from him.
"Yes," she said, nerving herself. Their faces were still very near together.
"Well, would you like to go and see the Dore pictures?"
A simple enough question! A proposal felicitous54 enough! Dore was becoming known even in the Five Towns, not, assuredly, by his illustrations to the Contes Drolatiques of Balzac--but by his shuddering55 Biblical conceits56. In pious57 circles Dore was saving art from the reproach of futility58 and frivolity59. It was indubitably a tasteful idea on Gerald's part to take his love of a summer's afternoon to gaze at the originals of those prints which had so deeply impressed the Five Towns. It was an idea that sanctified the profane60 adventure.
Yet Sophia showed signs of affliction. Her colour went and came; her throat made the motion of swallowing; there was a muscular contraction61 over her whole body. And she drew herself from him. Her glance, however, did not leave him, and his eyes fell before hers.
"But what about the--wedding?" she breathed.
That sentence seemed to cost all her pride; but she was obliged to utter it, and to pay for it.
"Oh," he said lightly and quickly, just as though she had reminded him of a detail that might have been forgotten, "I was just going to tell you. It can't be done here. There's been some change in the rules. I only found out for certain late last night. But I've ascertained62 that it'll be as simple as ABC before the English Consul63 at Paris; and as I've got the tickets for us to go over to- night, as we arranged ..." He stopped.
She sat down on the towel-covered chair, staggered. She believed what he said. She did not suspect that he was using the classic device of the seducer64. It was his casualness that staggered her. Had it really been his intention to set off on an excursion and remark as an afterthought: "BY THE WAY, we can't be married as I told you at half-past two to-day"? Despite her extreme ignorance and innocence65, Sophia held a high opinion of her own commonsense66 and capacity for looking after herself, and she could scarcely believe that he was expecting her to go to Paris, and at night, without being married. She looked pitiably young, virgin67, raw, unsophisticated; helpless in the midst of dreadful dangers. Yet her head was full of a blank astonishment68 at being mistaken for a simpleton! The sole explanation could be that Gerald, in some matters, must himself be a confiding69 simpleton. He had not reflected. He had not sufficiently70 realized the immensity of her sacrifice in flying with him even to London. She felt sorry for him. She had the woman's first glimpse of the necessity for some adjustment of outlook as an essential preliminary to uninterrupted happiness.
"It'll be all right!" Gerald persuasively71 continued.
He looked at her, as she was not looking at him. She was nineteen. But she seemed to him utterly72 mature and mysterious. Her face baffled him; her mind was a foreign land. Helpless in one sense she might be; yet she, and not he, stood for destiny; the future lay in the secret and capricious workings of that mind.
"Oh no!" she exclaimed curtly73. "Oh no!"
"Oh no what?"
"We can't possibly go like that," she said.
"But don't I tell you it'll be all right?" he protested. "If we stay here and they come after you ...! Besides, I've got the tickets and all."
"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" she demanded.
"But how could I?" he grumbled74. "Have we had a single minute alone?"
This was nearly true. They could not have discussed the formalities of marriage in the crowded train, nor during the hurried lunch with a dozen cocked ears at the same table. He saw himself on sure ground here.
"Now, could we?" he pressed.
"And you talk about going to see pictures!" was her reply.
Undoubtedly75 this had been a grave error of tact42. He recognized that it was a stupidity. And so he resented it, as though she had committed it and not he.
"My dear girl," he said, hurt, "I acted for the best. It isn't my fault if rules are altered and officials silly."
"You ought to have told me before," she persisted sullenly76.
"But how could I?"
He almost believed in that moment that he had really intended to marry her, and that the ineptitudes of red-tape had prevented him from achieving his honourable77 purpose. Whereas he had done nothing whatever towards the marriage.
"Oh no! Oh no!" she repeated, with heavy lip and liquid eye. "Oh no!"
He gathered that she was flouting78 his suggestion of Paris.
Slowly and nervously79 he approached her. She did not stir nor look up. Her glance was fixed80 on the washstand. He bent81 down and murmured:
"Come, now. It'll be all right. You'll travel in the ladies' saloon on the steam-packet."
She did not stir. He bent lower and touched the back of her neck with his lips. And she sprang up, sobbing82 and angry. Because she was mad for him she hated him furiously. All tenderness had vanished.
"I'll thank you not to touch me!" she said fiercely. She had given him her lips a moment ago, but now to graze her neck was an insult.
He smiled sheepishly. "But really you must be reasonable," he argued. "What have I done?"
"It's what you haven't done, I think!" she cried. "Why didn't you tell me while we were in the cab?"
"I didn't care to begin worrying you just then," he replied: which was exactly true.
The fact was, he had of course shirked telling her that no marriage would occur that day. Not being a professional seducer of young girls, he lacked skill to do a difficult thing simply.
"Now come along, little girl," he went on, with just a trifle of impatience83. "Let's go out and enjoy ourselves. I assure you that everything will be all right in Paris."
"That's what you said about coming to London," she retorted sarcastically84 through her sobs85. "And look at you!"
Did he imagine for a single instant that she would have come to London with him save on the understanding that she was to be married immediately upon arrival? This attitude of an indignant question was not to be reconciled with her belief that his excuses for himself were truthful86. But she did not remark the discrepancy87.
Her sarcasm88 wounded his vanity.
"Oh, very well!" he muttered. "If you don't choose to believe what I say!" He shrugged89 his shoulders.
She said nothing; but the sobs swept at intervals90 through her frame, shaking it.
Reading hesitation91 in her face, he tried again. "Come along, little girl. And wipe your eyes." And he approached her. She stepped back.
"No, no!" she denied him, passionately92. He had esteemed93 her too cheaply. And she did not care to be called 'little girl.'
"Then what shall you do?" he inquired, in a tone which blended mockery and bullying94. She was making a fool of him.
"I can tell you what I shan't do," she said. "I shan't go to Paris." Her sobs were less frequent.
"That's not my question," he said icily. "I want to know what you will do."
There was now no pretence95 of affectionateness either on her part or on his. They might, to judge from their attitudes, have been nourished from infancy96 on mutual97 hatred98.
"What's that got to do with you?" she demanded.
"It's got everything to do with me," he said.
"Well, you can go and find out!" she said.
It was girlish; it was childish; it was scarcely according to the canons for conducting a final rupture99; but it was not the less tragically100 serious. Indeed, the spectacle of this young girl absurdly behaving like one, in a serious crisis, increased the tragicalness of the situation even if it did not heighten it. The idea that ran through Gerald's brain was the ridiculous folly101 of having anything to do with young girls. He was quite blind to her beauty.
"'Go'?" he repeated her word. "You mean that?"
"Of course I mean it," she answered promptly102.
The coward in him urged him to take advantage of her ignorant, helpless pride, and leave her at her word. He remembered the scene she had made at the pit shaft103, and he said to himself that her charm was not worth her temper, and that he was a fool ever to have dreamed that it was, and that he would be doubly a fool now not to seize the opportunity of withdrawing from an insane enterprise.
"I am to go?" he asked, with a sneer104.
She nodded.
"Of course if you order me to leave you, I must. Can I do anything for you?"
She signified that he could not,
"Nothing? You're sure?"
She frowned.
"Well, then, good-bye." He turned towards the door.
"I suppose you'd leave me here without money or anything?" she said in a cold, cutting voice. And her sneer was far more destructive than his. It destroyed in him the last trace of compassion105 for her.
"Oh, I beg pardon!" he said, and swaggeringly counted out five sovereigns on to a chest of drawers.
She rushed at them. "Do you think I'll take your odious106 money?" she snarled107, gathering108 the coins in her gloved hand.
Her first impulse was to throw them in his face; but she paused and then flung them into a corner of the room.
"Pick them up!" she commanded him.
"No, thanks," he said briefly109; and left, shutting the door.
Only a very little while, and they had been lovers, exuding110 tenderness with every gesture, like a perfume! Only a very little while, and she had been deciding to telegraph condescendingly to her mother that she was 'all right'! And now the dream was utterly dissolved. And the voice of that hard commonsense which spake to her in her wildest moods grew loud in asserting that the enterprise could never have come to any good, that it was from its inception111 an impossible enterprise, unredeemed by the slightest justification112. An enormous folly! Yes, an elopement; but not like a real elopement; always unreal! She had always known that it was only an imitation of an elopement, and must end in some awful disappointment. She had never truly wanted to run away; but something within her had pricked113 her forward in spite of her protests. The strict notions of her elderly relatives were right after all. It was she who had been wrong. And it was she who would have to pay.
"I've been a wicked girl," she said to herself grimly, in the midst of her ruin.
She faced the fact. But she would not repent114; at any rate she would never sit on that stool. She would not exchange the remains115 of her pride for the means of escape from the worst misery116 that life could offer. On that point she knew herself. And she set to work to repair and renew her pride.
Whatever happened she would not return to the Five Towns. She could not, because she had stolen money from her Aunt Harriet. As much as she had thrown back at Gerald, she had filched117 from her aunt, but in the form of a note. A prudent118, mysterious instinct had moved her to take this precaution. And she was glad. She would never have been able to dart119 that sneer at Gerald about money if she had really needed money. So she rejoiced in her crime; though, since Aunt Harriet would assuredly discover the loss at once, the crime eternally prevented her from going back to her family. Never, never would she look at her mother with the eyes of a thief!
(In truth Aunt Harriet did discover the loss, and very creditably said naught120 about it to anybody. The knowledge of it would have twisted the knife in the maternal121 heart.)
Sophia was also glad that she had refused to proceed to Paris. The recollection of her firmness in refusing flattered her vanity as a girl convinced that she could take care of herself. To go to Paris unmarried would have been an inconceivable madness. The mere thought of the enormity did outrage122 to her moral susceptibilities. No, Gerald had most perfectly mistaken her for another sort of girl; as, for instance, a shop-assistant or a barmaid!
With this the catalogue of her satisfactions ended. She had no idea at all as to what she ought to do, or could do. The mere prospect of venturing out of the room intimidated123 her. Had Gerald left her trunk in the hall? Of course he had. What a question! But what would happen to her? London ... London had merely dazed her. She could do nothing for herself. She was as helpless as a rabbit in London. She drew aside the window-curtain and had a glimpse of the river. It was inevitable124 that she should think of suicide; for she could not suppose that any girl had ever got herself into a plight125 more desperate than hers. "I could slip out at night and drown myself," she thought seriously. "A nice thing that would be for Gerald!"
Then loneliness, like a black midnight, overwhelmed her, swiftly wasting her strength, disintegrating126 her pride in its horrid127 flood. She glanced about for support, as a woman in the open street who feels she is going to faint, and went blindly to the bed, falling on it with the upper part of her body, in an attitude of abandonment. She wept, but without sobbing.
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