So she determined4 to go back to her kinsfolk in that dear old quiet England, where there are no Nihilists, and no Tartars, and no exiles, and where everybody lived so placidly5 and demurely7. She looked back now upon The Laurels8, Clapham, as the ideal home of repose9 and happiness.
It was not at Clapham, however, that Madame Niaz (as she still called herself) settled down, but in a quiet little Kentish village, where the London branch of the Davids family had retired10 to spend their Russian money.
Frank Davids, the son of the house, was Olga's second cousin; and when Olga had taken the pretty little rose-covered cottage at the end of the village, Frank Davids found few things more pleasant in life than to drop in of an afternoon and have a chat with his Russian kinswoman. Olga lived there alone with her companion, and in spite of the terrible scenes she had so lately gone through, she was still a girl, very young, very attractive, and very pretty.
What a wonderfully different life, the lawn-tennis with Frank and the curate and the Davids girls up at the big house, from the terror and isolation11 of the Buriat stronghold![Pg 183] Under the soothing12 influence of that placid6 existence, Olga Davidoff began at last almost to outlive the lasting13 effects of that one great horror. Stamped as it was into the very fabric14 of her being, she felt it now less poignantly15 than of old, and sometimes for an hour or two she even ventured to be careless and happy.
Yet all the time the awful spectre of that robber and murderer Niaz, who was nevertheless still her wedded16 husband, rose up before her, day and night, to prevent her happiness from being ever more than momentary17.
And Frank, too, was such a nice, good fellow! Frank had heard from Madame Davidoff all her story (for madame had come over to see Olga fairly settled), and he pitied her for her sad romance in such a kind, brotherly fashion.
Once, and once only, Frank said a word to her that was not exactly brotherly. They were walking together down the footpath18 by the mill, and Olga had been talking to him about that great terror, when Frank asked her, in a quiet voice, "Olga, why don't you try to get a divorce from that horrible Niaz?"
Olga looked at him in blank astonishment19, and asked in return, "Why, Frank, what would be the use of that? It would never blot20 out the memory of the past, or make that wretch21 any the less my wedded husband."
"But, Olga, you need a protector sorely. You need somebody to soothe22 and remove your lasting terror. And I think I know some one, Olga,—I know some one who would give his whole life to save you, dearest, from a single day's fear or unhappiness."
Olga looked up at him like a startled child. "Frank," she cried, "dear, dear Frank, you good cousin, never say again another word like that, or you will make me afraid to walk with you or talk with you any longer. You are the one friend I have whom I can trust and confide23 in: don't drive me away by talking to me of what is so impossible.[Pg 184] I hate the man: I loathe24 and abhor25 him with all my heart; but I can never forget that he is still my husband. I have made my choice, and I must abide26 by it. Frank, Frank, promise me,—promise me, that you will never again speak upon the subject."
Frank's face grew saddened in a moment with a terrible sadness; but he said in a firm voice, "I promise," and he never broke his word from that day onward27.
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