Well, he was thrice divorced, a one-time serial1 husband distinguished2 no less by his devotion than by his misdeeds and mistakes, and he would have to continue to manage alone. From here on out he would have to manage everything alone. Even in his twenties, when he'd thought of himself as square, and on into his fifties, he'd had all the attention from women he could have wanted; from the time he'd entered art school it never stopped. It seemed as though he were destined3 for nothing else. But then something unforeseen happened, unforeseen and unpredictable: he had lived close to three quarters of a century, and the productive, active way of life was gone. He neither possessed4 the productive man's male allure5 nor was capable of germinating6 the masculine joys, and he tried not to long for them too much. On his own he had felt for a while that the missing component7 would somehow return to make him inviolable once again and reaffirm his mastery, that the entitlement mistakenly severed8 would be restored and he could resume where he'd left off only a few years before. But now it appeared that like any number of the elderly, he was in the process of becoming less and less and would have to see his aimless days through to the end as no more than what he was — the aimless days and the uncertain nights and the impotently putting up with the physical deterioration9 and the terminal sadness and the waiting and waiting for nothing. This is how it works out, he thought, this is what you could not know.
The man who swam the bay with Nancy's mother had arrived at where he'd never dreamed of being. It was time to worry about oblivion. It was the remote future.
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