“Since three days after they left for Deptford.” I had been silent for weeks, and I saw that Richard felt my silence as another betrayal. He turned from me to stare out the window. The glass afforded light but no air. A breeze came through the arrow-slit window close by, a narrow casement29 built for war, as Richard was. “Why did you wait to tell me?” Richard asked. “I did not know what your brother would say. You are burdened enough.” “If we are allies, Mother, you must keep nothing from me. My private griefs are my own affair. This is a matter of state. I will not be coddled, not even by you.” “Richard, I am sorry.” I went to him, and laid my hand on his arm. I reveled in the knowledge that he was a well-honed weapon that I might wield30 against any enemy. For any enemy of mine was Richard’s enemy, too. He loved me and me alone, now that Alais had betrayed us both. I set my tone to soothe31 him, letting the warmth of my voice cocoon32 him, as I had done when he was very small. He relaxed beside me, even before I spoke. The tension went out of his body as soon as I laid my hand on his sword arm. “I heard from your brother only today I sent for you as soon as I had his letter in hand.” “What did he say?” I smiled, and for the first time that day, bitterness did not color my expression. “Shall I read it to you?” I held the letter up, another scroll33 of vellum from my tabletop. Richard grunted34 in assent35, and I almost laughed out loud, so much did he remind me of my husband in that moment. Richard wanted his brother’s help, but was loath36 to admit it. It would do him good to learn to act with his brothers, at least when I called on him to do so. I unrolled the scroll and held it aloft, for Richard’s sake. I did not need the letter, and used it only as a prop37. I had read it over so often, and with such pleasure, that I had memorized it already. “‘God’s grace to you, Mother, and my greetings. I must remind you that never, at any time in your life, have you needed anyone’s help, least of all mine.”’ Richard took this in, even as I savored38 the words from my eldest son. Young Henry and I had never been close, but rarely, now and again, he gave me compliments, as all men inevitably39 did. I read on. “‘The old man has found a paramour? May she bring him joy. He wants to set his trollop on the throne? Once he is dead, let her try to keep it.”’ I savored those last words on my tongue as if they were fine wine and squab. Young Henry’s letter brought me out of the sink of self-pity I had descended40 into. He reminded me of the reality of the situation, how all of Europe, even the pope himself, would see it. Alais was a princess with a small dowry, a dowry that my husband already possessed41. She would not marry the king, then or ever, for she brought nothing to the bargain. I brought the Aquitaine, as all the world knew. Even though my son was duke, that land and its people were still loyal first and foremost to me. Richard, of course, missed the salient point of this missive: even Henry’s favored son looked on this proposed union with disdain42. Surely the rest of Europe, who had no interest in avoiding Henry’s wrath43, who stood to gain nothing from Henry’s hand, would also see the proposed alliance for what it was: a dalliance that would run its course, and fade, as all things must. “So he will do nothing to back us?” Richard asked. His anger had mounted him again, the temper he could never shake off, except on the battlefield. Only when at war did Richard see clearly, and far. It was lucky for him that he had me to rule his politics. “Not at this point,” I said. I did not speak of how deep my work with young Henry went. I did not mention to Richard the letters that passed across the Channel between his brothers and myself. I still was not certain that I would encourage them as far as they wanted to go in their hatred44 of their father. I bided45 my time, and waited to see if Henry might first come to terms with me. His antics with Alais indicated that he most likely would not. But before I turned my sons against him completely, I would be sure. I tried to draw Richard’s mind away from young Henry’s letter itself, to its relevant point. “Your brother speaks the truth. Henry is a fool if he thinks he can win.” Richard did not speak, but stared at me. We both knew that Henry was many things, but a fool was not one of them. “On what grounds would Father set you aside? The same ones you used to set aside Louis?” I almost laughed, so ridiculous was Henry’s reasoning. “Yes,” I said. “Your father claims that our marriage is incestuous.” Richard snorted, and the sound of his derision was like a tonic46 to me. I felt more strength flowing into me. I knew he would leave his pain behind, and unite with me. He would leave off licking his wounds and stand against his father with me. I went on to describe the letter my spies had intercepted47, the letter Henry meant to send to the Holy See. “Henry writes the pope that our marriage must be annulled48, because I once slept with his father, while I was still Queen of France.” Richard laughed outright49 at that. “My God, Mother. He should try something someone might believe.” “Well,” I said, thinking of my annulled marriage to Louis of France, “the Holy See will not be moved to such folly twice. Which is to my advantage.” “Our advantage,” Richard reminded me. “Yes.” I moved back to my table where Henry’s letter lay. I had delayed as long as I might in sending the letter on to the pope. Henry had no idea how far my spy network went, nor how deep into his own household. If I hoped to keep the reach of my spy network intact, I would have to be careful to keep its true depths a secret. If I held the letter any longer, or threw it into the fire, Henry would only send another. I met Richard’s eyes as I lifted a bar of sealing wax. “I will send this letter on to His Holiness, while we make our own plans here. Trust me, Richard. We will win.” I folded Henry’s letter carefully, then melted wax onto the place where the old seal had been. I reached into my gown, and drew out a seal of my own. Richard stepped forward, and took the letter from my hand, so that he might see the impression in the wax. I had closed Henry’s letter with the royal seal of England, which no one but the king was supposed to possess, on pain of death. I started laughing. I owned a copy of the royal seal, unknown to anyone but me and the man who had made it, a man who was many years dead. I was in danger now that Richard knew my secret, but I did not care. The danger was worth it, to show Richard the risks I took for him, and how much power I truly held. No one else knew. Not Alais. 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