On and off, by one way and another, Mrs Perrott made enough to keep the rent paid with indifferent regularity9, and sometimes there was a copper10 or so left over. She did fairly well, too, at the churches and prayer-meetings; people saw her condition, and now and again would give her something beyond the common dole11; so that she learned the trick of looking more miserable12 than usual at such places.
The roof provided, Dicky felt that his was the task to find food. Alone, he might have rubbed along clear of starvation, but there were his mother and his sister. Lack of victuals13 shook his nerve and made him timid. Moreover, his terror grew greater than ever at the prospect14 of being caught in a theft. He lay awake at night and sweated to think of it. Who would bring in things from the outer world for mother and Em then? And the danger was worse than ever. He had felt the police-court birch, and it was bad, very bad. But he would take it every day and take it almost without a tear, rather than the chance of a reformatory. Magistrates15 were unwilling16 to send boys to reformatories while both father and mother were at hand to control them, for that were relieving the parents of their natural responsibility; but in a case like Dicky's, a 'schooling17' was a very likely thing. So that Dicky, as he prowled, was torn between implacable need and the fear of being cut off from all chance of supplying it.
It was his rule never to come home without bringing something, were it no more than a mildewed18 crust. It was a resolve impossible to keep at times, but at those times it was two in the morning ere he would drag himself, pallid19 and faint, into the dark room where the others might be—probably were—lying awake and unfed. Rather than face such a homecoming he had sometimes ventured on a more difficult feat20 than stealing in the outer world: he had stolen in the Jago. Sam Cash, for instance, had lost a bloater.
Dicky never ate at Weech's now. Rarely, indeed, would he take payment in kind, unless it were for something of smaller value than the average of his poor pilferings; and then he carried the food home. But cheaper things could be bought elsewhere, so that more usually he insisted on money payments: to the grief of Mr Weech, who set forth21 the odiousness22 of ingratitude23 at length; though his homilies had no sort of effect on Dicky's morals.
Father Sturt saw that Hannah Perrott gained no ground in her struggle, and urged her to apply for outdoor parish relief, promising24 to second her request with the guardians25. But with an odd throwback to the respectability of her boiler-making ancestry26, she disliked the notion of help from the parish, and preferred to remain as she was; for there at least her ingrained inertness27 seemed to side with some phantom28 of self-respect. To her present position she had subsided29 by almost imperceptible degrees, and she was scarce conscious of a change. But to parish relief there was a distinct and palpable step: a step that, on the whole, it seemed easier not to take. But it was with eagerness that she took a Maternity30 Society's letter, wherewith the vicar had provided himself on her behalf. For her time was drawing near.
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