Now each self among us, for all its fluctuations1 and vagueness of boundary, is, as I have already pointed2 out, invincibly3 persuaded of Free Will. That is to say, it has a persuasion4 of responsible control over the impulses that teem5 from the internal world and tend to express themselves in act. The problem of that control and its solution is the reality of life. “What am I to do?” is the perpetual question of our existence. Our metaphysics, our beliefs are all sought as subsidiary to that and have no significance without it.
I confess I find myself a confusion of motives6 beside which my confusion of perceptions pales into insignificance8.
There are many various motives and motives very variously estimated — some are called gross, some sublime9, some — such as pride — wicked. I do not readily accept these classifications.
Many people seem to make a selection among their motives without much enquiry, taking those classifications as just; they seek to lead what they call pure lives or useful lives and to set aside whole sets of motives which do not accord with this determination. Some exclude the seeking of pleasure as a permissible10 motive7, some the love of beauty; some insist upon one’s “being oneself” and prohibit or limit responses to exterior11 opinions. Most of such selections strike me as wanton and hasty. I decline to dismiss any of my motives at all in that wholesale12 way. Just as I believe I am important in the scheme of things, so I believe are all my motives. Turning one’s back on any set of them seems to me to savour of the headlong actions of stupidity. To suppress a passion or a curiosity for the sake of suppressing a passion is to my mind just the burial of a talent that has been entrusted13 to one’s care. One has, I feel, to take all these things as weapons and instruments, material in the service of the scheme; one has to take them in the end gravely and do right among them unbiassed in favour of any set. To take some poor appetite and fling it out is to my mind a cheap and unsatisfactory way of simplifying one’s moral problems. One has to accept these things in oneself, I feel — even if one knows them to be dangerous things, even if one is sure they have an evil side.
Let me, however, in order to express my attitude better, make a rough grouping of the motives I find in myself and the people about me.
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