THE BRUISE1 IS THE SIZE AND SHAPE of a four-leaf clover, and sits square between Kate’s shoulder blades.
Jesse is the one to find it, while they are both in the bathtub. “Mommy,” he asks, “does that mean she’slucky?”
I try to rub it off first, assuming it’s dirt, without success. Kate, two, the subject of scrutiny2, stares up at mewith her china blue eyes. “Does it hurt?” I ask her, and she shakes her head.
Somewhere in the hallway behind me, Brian is telling me about his day. He smells faintly of smoke. “So theguy bought a case of expensive cigars,” he says, “and had them insured against fire for $15,000. Next thingyou know, the insurance company gets a claim, saying all the cigars were lost in a series of small fires.”
“He smoked them?” I say, washing the soap out of Jesse’s hair.
Brian leans against the threshold of the door. “Yeah. But the judge ruled that the company guaranteed thecigars as insurable against fire, without defining acceptable fire.”
“Hey, Kate, does it hurt now?” Jesse says, and he presses his thumb, hard, against the bruise on his sister’sspine.
Kate howls, lurches, and spills bathwater all over me. I lift her out of the water, slick as a fish, and pass herover to Brian. Pale towheads bent4 together, they are a matched set. Jesse looks more like me—skinny, dark,cerebral5. Brian says this is how we know our family is complete: we each have our clone. “You get yourselfout of the tub this minute,” I tell Jesse.
He stands up, a sluice6 of four-year-old boy, and manages to trip as he navigates7 the wide lip of the tub. Hesmacks his knee hard, and bursts into tears.
I gather Jesse into a towel, soothing8 him as I try to continue my conversation with my husband. This is thelanguage of a marriage: Morse code, punctuated9 by baths and dinners and stories before bed. “So whosubpoenaed you?” I ask Brian. “The defendant10?”
“The prosecution11. The insurance company paid out the money, and then had him arrested for twenty-fourcounts of arson12. I got to be their expert.”
Brian, a career firefighter, can walk into a blackened structure and find the spot where the flames began: acharred cigarette butt13, an exposed wire. Every holocaust14 starts with an ember. You just have to know what tolook for.
“The judge threw out the case, right?”
“The judge sentenced him to twenty-four consecutive15 one-year terms,” Brian says. He puts Kate down on thefloor and begins to pull her pajamas16 over her head.
In my previous life, I was a civil attorney. At one point I truly believed that was what I wanted to be—butthat was before I’d been handed a fistful of crushed violets from a toddler. Before I understood that the smileof a child is a tattoo17: indelible art.
It drives my sister Suzanne crazy. She’s a finance whiz who decimated the glass ceiling at the Bank ofBoston, and according to her, I am a waste of cerebral evolution. But I think half the battle is figuring outwhat works for you, and I am much better at being a mother than I ever would have been as a lawyer. Isometimes wonder if it is just me, or if there are other women who figure out where they are supposed to beby going nowhere.
I look up from drying Jesse off, and find Brian staring at me. “Do you miss it, Sara?” he asks quietly.
I wrap our son in the towel and kiss him on the crown of his head. “Like I’d miss a root canal,” I say.
By the time I wake up the next morning, Brian has already left for work. He’s on two days, then two nights,and then off for four, before the cycle repeats again. Glancing at the clock, I realize I’ve slept past nine. Moreamazingly, my children have not woken me up. In my bathrobe, I run downstairs, where I find Jesse playingon the floor with blocks. “I eated breakfast,” he informs me. “I made some for you, too.”
Sure enough, there is cereal spilled all over the kitchen table, and a frighteningly precarious18 chair poisedbeneath the cabinet that holds the corn flakes19. A trail of milk leads from the refrigerator to the bowl.
“Where’s Kate?”
“Sleeping,” Jesse says. “I tried poking20 her and everything.”
My children are a natural alarm clock; the thought of Kate sleeping so late makes me remember that she’sbeen sniffling lately, and then wonder if that’s why she was so tired last night. I walk upstairs, calling hername loud. In her bedroom, she rolls toward me, swimming up from the dark to focus on my face.
“Rise and shine.” I pull up her shades, let the sun spill over her blankets. I sit her up and rub her back. “Let’sget you dressed,” I say, and I peel her pajama top over her head.
Trailing her spine3, like a line of small blue jewels, are a string of bruises22.
“Anemia, right?” I ask the pediatrician. “Kids her age don’t get mono, do they?”
Dr. Wayne pulls his stethoscope away from Kate’s narrow chest and tugs23 down her pink shirt. “It could be avirus. I’d like to draw some blood and run a few tests.”
Jesse, who has been patiently playing with a GI Joe that has no head, perks24 up at this news. “You know howthey draw blood, Kate?”
“Crayons?”
“With needles. Great big long ones that they stick in like a shot—”
“Jesse,” I warn.
“Shot?” Kate shrieks25. “Ouch?”
My daughter, who trusts me to tell her when it’s safe to cross the street, to cut her meat into tiny pieces, andto protect her from all sorts of horrible things like large dogs and darkness and loud firecrackers, stares at mewith great expectation. “Only a small one,” I promise.
When the pediatric nurse comes in with her tray, her syringe, her vials, and her rubber tourniquet28, Kate startsto scream. I take a deep breath. “Kate, look at me.” Her cries bubble down to small hiccups29. “It’s just goingto be a tiny pinch.”
“Liar,” Jesse whispers under his breath.
Kate relaxes, just the slightest bit. The nurse lays her down on the examination table and asks me to holddown her shoulders. I watch the needle break the white skin of her arm; I hear the sudden scream—but thereisn’t any blood flowing. “Sorry, sugar,” the nurse says. “I’m going to have to try again.” She removes theneedle, and sticks Kate again, who howls even louder.
Kate struggles in earnest through the first and second vials. By the third, she has gone completely limp. Idon’t know which is worse.
We wait for the results of the blood test. Jesse lies on his belly30 on the waiting room rug, picking up Godknows what sorts of germs from all the sick children who pass through this office. What I want is for thepediatrician to come out, tell me to get Kate home and make her drink lots of orange juice, and wave aprescription for Ceclor in front of us like a magic wand.
It is an hour before Dr. Wayne summons us to his office again. “Kate’s tests were a little problematic,” hesays. “Specifically, her white cell count. It’s much lower than normal.”
“What does that mean?” In that moment, I curse myself for going to law school, and not med school. I try toremember what white cells even do.
“She may have some sort of autoimmune deficiency. Or it might just be a lab error.” He touches Kate’s hair.
“I think, just to be safe, I’m going to send you up to a hematologist at the hospital, to repeat the test.”
I am thinking: You must be kidding. But instead, I watch my hand move of its own accord to take the piece ofpaper Dr. Wayne offers. Not a prescription31, as I’d hoped, but a name. Ileana Farquad, Providence32 Hospital,Hematology/Oncology.
“Oncology.” I shake my head. “But that’s cancer.” I wait for Dr. Wayne to assure me it’s only part of thephysician’s title, to explain that the blood lab and the cancer ward21 simply share a physical location, andnothing more.
He doesn’t.
The dispatcher at the fire station tells me that Brian is on a medical call. He left with the rescue truck twentyminutes ago. I hesitate, and look down at Kate, who’s slumped33 in one of the plastic seats in the hospitalwaiting room. A medical call.
I think there are crossroads in our lives when we make grand, sweeping34 decisions without even realizing it.
Like scanning the newspaper headline at a red light, and therefore missing the rogue35 van that jumps the lineof traffic and causes an accident. Entering a coffee shop on a whim36 and meeting the man you will marry oneday, while he’s digging for change at the counter. Or this one: instructing your husband to meet you, when forhours you have been convincing yourself this is nothing important at all.
“Radio him,” I say. “Tell him we’re at the hospital.”
There is a comfort to having Brian beside me, as if we are now a pair of sentries37, a double line of defense38. Wehave been at Providence Hospital for three hours, and with every passing minute it gets more difficult todeceive myself into believing that Dr. Wayne made a mistake. Jesse is asleep in a plastic chair. Kate hasundergone another traumatic blood draw, and a chest X ray, because I mentioned that she has a cold.
“Five months,” Brian says carefully to the resident sitting in front of him with a clipboard. Then he looks atme. “Isn’t that when she rolled over?”
“I think so.” By now the doctor has asked us everything from what we were wearing the night Kate wasconceived to when she first mastered holding a spoon.
“Her first word?” he asks.
Brian smiles. “Dada.”
“I meant when.”
“Oh.” He frowns. “I think she was just shy of one.”
“Excuse me,” I say. “Can you tell me why any of this is important?”
“It’s just a medical history, Mrs. Fitzgerald. We want to know everything we can about your daughter, so thatwe can understand what’s wrong with her.”
“Mr. and Mrs. Fitzgerald?” A young woman approaches, wearing a lab coat. “I’m a phlebotomist. Dr.
Farquad wants me to do a coag panel on Kate.”
At the sound of her name, Kate blinks up from my lap. She takes one look at the white coat and slides herarms inside the sleeves of her own shirt.
“Can’t you do a finger stick?”
“No, this is really the easiest way.”
Suddenly I remember how, when I was pregnant with Kate, she would get the hiccups. For hours at a time,my stomach would twitch39. Every move she made, even ones that small, forced me to do something I couldnot control.
“Do you think,” I say quietly, “that’s what I want to hear? When you go down to the cafeteria and ask forcoffee, would you like it if someone gave you Coke, because it’s easier to reach? When you go to pay bycredit card, would you like it if you were told that’s too much hassle, so you’d better break out your cash?”
“Sara.” Brian’s voice is a distant wind.
“Do you think that it’s easy for me to be sitting here with my child and not have any idea what’s going on orwhy you’re doing all these tests? Do you think it’s easy for her? Since when does anyone get the option to dowhat’s easiest?”
“Sara.” It is only when Brian’s hand falls onto my shoulder that I realize how hard I am shaking.
One more moment, and then the woman storms away, her clogs40 striking the tile floor. The minute she is outof sight I wilt41.
“Sara,” Brian says. “What’s the matter with you?”
“What’s the matter with me? I don’t know, Brian, because no one is coming to tell us what’s wrong with—”
He wraps me in his arms, Kate caught between us like a gasp42. “Ssh,” he says. He tells me it’s going to be allright, and for the first time in my life I don’t believe him.
Suddenly Dr. Farquad, whom we have not seen for hours, comes into the room. “I hear there was a littleproblem with the coagulopathy panel.” She pulls up a chair in front of us. “Kate’s complete blood count hadsome abnormal results. Her white blood count is very low—1.3. Her hemoglobin is 7.5, her hematocrit is18.4, her platelets are 81,000, and her neutrophils are 0.6. Numbers like that sometimes indicate anautoimmune disease. But Kate’s also presenting with twelve percent promyelocytes, and five percent blasts,and that suggests a leukemic syndrome43.”
“Leukemic,” I repeat. The word is runny, slippery, like the white of an egg.
Dr. Farquad nods. “Leukemia is a blood cancer.”
Brian only stares at her, his eyes fixed44. “What does that mean?”
“Think of bone marrow45 as a childcare center for developing cells. Healthy bodies make blood cells that stayin the marrow until they’re mature enough to go out and fight disease or clot46 or carry oxygen or whatever it isthat they’re supposed to do. In a person with leukemia, the childcare-center doors are opened too early.
Immature47 blood cells wind up circulating, unable to do their job. It’s not always odd to see promyelocytes ina CBC, but when we checked Kate’s under a microscope, we could see abnormalities.” She looks in turn ateach of us. “I’ll need to do a bone marrow aspiration48 to confirm this, but it seems that Kate has acutepromyelocytic leukemia.”
My tongue is pinned by the weight of the question that, a moment later, Brian forces out of his own throat:
“Is she…is she going to die?”
I want to shake Dr. Farquad. I want to tell her I will draw the blood for the coag panel myself from Kate’sarms if it means she will take back what she said. “APL is a very rare subgroup of myeloid leukemia. Onlyabout twelve hundred people a year are diagnosed with it. The rate of survival for APL patients is twenty tothirty percent, if treatment starts immediately.”
I push the numbers out of my head and instead sink my teeth into the rest of her sentence. “There’s atreatment,” I repeat.
“Yes. With aggressive treatment, myeloid leukemias carry a survival prognosis of nine months to threeyears.”
Last week, I had stood in the doorway49 of Kate’s bedroom, watching her clutch a satin security blanket in hersleep, a shred50 of fabric51 she was rarely without. You mark my words, I had whispered to Brian. She’ll nevergive that up. I’m going to have to sew it into the lining52 of her wedding dress.
“We’ll need to do that bone marrow aspiration. We’ll sedate53 her with a light general anesthetic54. And we candraw the coag panel while she’s asleep.” The doctor leans forward, sympathetic. “You need to know that kidsbeat the odds55. Every single day.”
“Okay,” Brian says. He claps his hands together, as if he is gearing up for a football game. “Okay.”
Kate pulls her head away from my shirt. Her cheeks are flushed, her expression wary56.
This is a mistake. This is someone else’s unfortunate vial of blood that the doctor has analyzed57. Look at mychild, at the shine of her flyaway curls and the butterfly flight of her smile—this is not the face of someonedying by degrees.
I have only known her for two years. But if you took every memory, every moment, if you stretched themend to end—they’d reach forever.
They roll up a sheet and tuck it under Kate’s belly. They tape her down to the examination table, two longstrips. One nurse strokes Kate’s hand, even after the anesthesia has kicked in and she’s asleep. Her lowerback is bared for the long needle that will go into her iliac crest58 to extract marrow.
When they gently turn Kate’s face to the other side, the tissue paper beneath her cheek is damp. I learn frommy own daughter that you don’t have to be awake to cry.
Driving home, I am struck by the sudden thought that the world is inflatable—trees and grass and housesready to collapse59 with the single prick60 of a pin. I have the sense that if I veer61 the car to the left, smashthrough the picket62 fence and the Little Tykes playground, it will bounce us back like a rubber bumper63.
We pass a truck. Batchelder Casket Company, it reads on the side. Drive Safely. Isn’t that a conflict ofinterest?
Kate sits in her car seat, eating animal crackers26. “Play,” she commands.
In the rearview mirror, her face is luminous64. Objects are closer than they appear. I watch her hold up the firstcracker. “What does the tiger say?” I manage.
“Rrrroar.” She bites off its head, then waves another cracker27.
“What does the elephant say?”
Kate giggles65, then trumpets66 through her nose.
I wonder if it will happen in her sleep. Or if she will cry. If there will be some kind nurse who gives hersomething for the pain. I envision my child dying, while she is happy and laughing two feet behind me.
“Giraffe say?” Kate asks. “Giraffe?”
Her voice, it’s so full of the future. “Giraffes don’t say anything,” I answer.
“Why?”
“Because that’s how they’re born,” I tell her, and then my throat swells67 shut.
The phone rings just as I come in from the neighbor’s house, having arranged for her to take care of Jessewhile we take care of Kate. We have no protocol68 for this situation. Our only baby-sitters are still in highschool; all four grandparents are deceased; we’ve never dealt with day care providers—taking care of thechildren is my job.
By the time I come into the kitchen, Brian is well into conversation with the caller. The phone cord iswrapped around his knees, an umbilicus. “Yeah,” he says, “hard to believe. I haven’t made it into a singlegame this season…no point, now that they’ve traded him.” His eyes meet mine as I put on the kettle for tea.
“Oh, Sara’s great. And the kids, uh-huh, they’re fine. Right. You give my best to Lucy. Thanks for calling,Don.” He hangs up. “Don Thurman,” he explains. “From the fire academy, remember? Nice guy.”
As he stares at me, the genial69 smile sloughs70 off his face. The teakettle starts to whistle, but neither of usmakes a motion to move it off the burner. I look at Brian, cross my arms.
“I couldn’t,” he says quietly. “Sara, I just couldn’t.”
In bed that night, Brian is an obelisk71, another shape breaking the darkness. Although we have not spoken forhours, I know that he is every bit as awake as I am.
This is happening to us because I yelled at Jesse last week, yesterday, moments ago. This is happeningbecause I didn’t buy Kate the M&Ms she wanted at the grocery store. This is happening because once, for asplit second, I wondered what my life would have been like if I’d never had children. This is happeningbecause I did not realize how good I have it.
“Do you think we did it to her?” Brian asks.
“Did it to her?” I turn to him. “How?”
“Like, our genes72. You know.”
I don’t respond.
“Providence Hospital doesn’t know anything,” he says fiercely. “Do you remember when the chief’s sonbroke his left arm, and they put a cast on the right one?”
I stare at the ceiling again. “Just so you know,” I say, more loudly than I’ve intended, “I’m not going to letKate die.”
There is an awful sound beside me—an animal wounded, a drowning gasp. Then Brian presses his faceagainst my shoulder, sobs73 into my skin. He wraps his arms around me and holds on as if he’s losing hisbalance. “I’m not,” I repeat, but even to myself, it sounds like I am trying too hard.
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| n.议定书，草约，会谈记录，外交礼节 | |
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| adj.亲切的，和蔼的，愉快的，脾气好的 | |
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