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   BRIAN FITZGERALD’S CAR IS FILLED with stars. There are charts on the passenger seat and tables jammedinto the console between us; the backseat is a palette for Xerox2 copies of nebulae and planets. “Sorry,” hesays, reddening. “I wasn’t expecting company.”

I help him clear off a space for me, and in the process pick up a map made of pinpricks. “What’s this?” I ask.

“A sky atlas3.” He shrugs4. “It’s kind of a hobby.”

“When I was little, I once tried to name every star in the sky after one of my relatives. The scary part is Ihadn’t run out of names by the time I fell asleep.”

“Anna’s named after a galaxy,” Brian says.

“That’s much cooler than being named after a patron saint,” I muse5. “Once, I asked my mom why stars shine.

She said they were night-lights, so the angels could find their way around in Heaven. But when I asked mydad, he started talking about gas, and somehow I put it all together and figured that the food God servedcaused multiple trips to the bathroom in the middle of the night.”

Brian laughs out loud. “And here I was trying to explain atomic fusion6 to my kids.”

“Did it work?”

He considers for a moment. “They could all probably find the Big Dipper with their eyes closed.”

“That’s impressive. Stars all look the same to me.”

“It’s not that hard. You spot a piece of a constellation—like Orion’s belt—and suddenly it’s easier to findRigel in his foot and Betelgeuse in his shoulder.” He hesitates. “But ninety percent of the universe is made ofstuff we can’t even see.”

“Then how do you know it’s there?”

He slows to a stop at a red light. “Dark matter has a gravitational effect on other objects. You can’t see it, youcan’t feel it, but you can watch something being pulled in its direction.”

Ten seconds after Campbell left last night, Izzy walked into the living room where I was just on the cusp ofhaving one of those bone-cleansing cries a woman should treat herself to at least once during a lunar cycle.

“Yeah,” she said dryly. “I can see this is a totally professional relationship.”

I scowled7 at her. “Were you eavesdropping8?”

“Pardon me if you and Romeo were having your little tête-àtête through a thin wall.”

“If you’ve got something to say,” I suggested, “say it.”

“Me?” Izzy frowned. “Hey, it’s none of my business, is it?”

“No, it’s not.”

“Right. So I’ll just keep my opinion to myself.”

I rolled my eyes. “Out with it, Isobel.”

“Thought you’d never ask.” She sat down beside me on the couch. “You know, Julia, the first time a bug9 seesthat big purple zapper light, it looks like God. The second time, he runs in the other direction.”

“First, don’t compare me to a mosquito. Second, he’d fly in the other direction, not run. Third, there is nosecond time. The bug’s dead.”

Izzy smirked10. “You are such a lawyer.”

“I am not letting Campbell zap me.”

“Then request a transfer.”

“This isn’t the Navy.” I hugged one of the throw pillows from the couch. “And I can’t do that, not now. It’llmake him think that I’m such a wimp11 I can’t balance my professional life with some stupid, silly,adolescent…incident.”

“You can’t.” Izzy shook her head. “He’s an egotistical dickhead who’s going to chew you up and spit youout; and you have a really awful history of falling for assholes that you ought to run screaming from; and Idon’t feel like sitting around listening to you try to convince yourself you don’t still feel something forCampbell Alexander when, in fact, you’ve spent the past fifteen years trying to fill in the hole he made insideyou.”

I stared at her. “Wow.”

She shrugged12. “Guess I had a lot to get off my chest, after all.”

“Do you hate all men, or just Campbell?”

Izzy seemed to think about that for a while. “Just Campbell,” she said finally.

What I wanted, at that moment, was to be alone in my living room so that I could throw things, like the TVremote or the glass vase or preferably my sister. But I couldn’t order Izzy out of a house she’d moved intojust hours before. I stood up and plucked my house keys off the counter. “I’m going out,” I told her. “Don’twait up.”

I’m not much of a party girl, which explains why I hadn’t frequented Shakespeare’s Cat before, although itwas a mere13 four blocks from my condo. The bar was dark and crowded and smelled of patchouli and cloves14. Ipushed my way inside, hopped15 up on a stool, and smiled at the man sitting next to me.

I was in the mood to make out in the back row of the movie theater with someone who did not know my firstname. I wanted three guys to fight for the honor of buying me a drink.

I wanted to show Campbell Alexander what he’d been missing.

The man beside me had sky-eyes, a black ponytail, and a Cary Grant grin. He nodded politely at me, thenturned away and began to kiss a white-haired gentleman flush on the mouth. I looked around and saw what Ihad missed on my entrance: the bar was filled with single men—but they were dancing, flirting16, hooking upwith each other.

“What can I get you?” The bartender had fuchsia porcupine17 hair and an oxen ring pierced through his nose.

“This is a gay bar?”

“No, it’s the officers’ club at West Point. You want a drink or not?” I pointed18 over his shoulder to the bottle oftequila, and he reached for a shot glass.

I rummaged19 in my purse and pulled out a fifty-dollar bill. “The whole thing.” Glancing down at the bottle, Ifrowned. “I bet Shakespeare didn’t even have a cat.”

“Who peed in your coffee?” the bartender asked.

Narrowing my eyes, I stared at him. “You’re not gay.”

“Sure I am.”

“Based on my track record, if you were gay, I’d probably find you attractive. As it is…” I looked at the busycouple beside me, and then shrugged at the bartender. He blanched20, then handed me back my fifty. I tucked itback into my wallet. “Who says you can’t buy friends,” I murmured.

Three hours later, I was the only person still there, unless you counted Seven, which was what the bartenderhad rechristened himself last August after deciding to jettison21 whatever sort of label the name Neil suggested.

Seven stood for absolutely nothing, he had told me, which was exactly the way he liked it.

“Maybe I should be Six,” I told him, when I’d made my way to the bottom of the tequila bottle, “and youcould be Nine.”

Seven finished stacking the clean glasses. “That’s it. You’re cut off.”

“He used to call me Jewel,” I said, and that was enough to make me start crying.

A jewel’s just a rock put under enormous heat and pressure. Extraordinary things are always hiding in placespeople never think to look.

But Campbell had looked. And then he’d left me, reminding me that whatever he’d seen wasn’t worth thetime or effort.

“I used to have pink hair,” I told Seven.

“I used to have a real job,” he answered.

“What happened?”

He shrugged. “I dyed my hair pink. What happened to you?”

“I let mine grow out,” I answered.

Seven wiped up a spill I’d made without noticing. “Nobody ever wants what they’ve got,” he said.

Anna sits at the kitchen table by herself, eating a bowl of Golden Grahams. Her eyes widen, as she issurprised to see me with her father, but that’s as much as she’ll reveal. “Fire last night, huh?” she says,sniffing.

Brian crosses the kitchen and gives her a hug. “Big one.”

“The arsonist22?” she asks.

“Doubt it. He goes for empty buildings and this one had a kid in it.”

“Who you saved,” Anna guesses.

“You bet.” He glances at me. “I thought I’d take Julia up to the hospital. Want to come?”

She looks down at her bowl. “I don’t know.”

“Hey.” Brian lifts her chin. “No one’s going to keep you from seeing Kate.”

“No one’s going to be too thrilled to see me there, either,” she says.

The telephone rings, and he picks it up. He listens for a moment, and then smiles. “That’s great. That’s sogreat. Yeah, of course I’m coming in.” He hands the phone to Anna. “Mom wants to talk to you,” he says,and he excuses himself to change clothes.

Anna hesitates, then curls her hand around the receiver. Her shoulders hunch23, a small cubicle24 of personalprivacy. “Hello?” And then, softly: “Really? She did?”

A few moments later, she hangs up. She sits down and takes another spoonful of cereal, then pushes away herbowl. “Was that your mom?” I ask, sitting down across from her.

“Yeah. Kate’s awake,” Anna says.

“That’s good news.”

“I guess.”

I put my elbows on the table. “Why wouldn’t it be good news?”

But Anna doesn’t answer my question. “She asked where I was.”

“Your mother?”

“Kate.”

“Have you talked to her about your lawsuit25, Anna?”

Ignoring me, she grabs the cereal box and begins to roll down the plastic insert. “It’s stale,” she says. “Noone ever gets all the air out, or closes the top right.”

“Has anyone told Kate what’s going on?”

Anna pushes on the box top to get the cardboard tab into its slot, to no avail. “I don’t even like GoldenGrahams.” When she tries again, the box falls out of her arms and spills its contents all over the floor.

“Shoot!” She crawls under the table, trying to scoop26 up the cereal with her hands.

I get on the floor with Anna and watch her shove fistfuls into the liner. She won’t look in my direction. “Wecan always buy Kate some more before she gets home,” I say gently.

Anna stops and glances up. Without the veil of that secret, she looks much younger. “Julia? What if she hatesme?”

I tuck a strand27 of hair behind Anna’s ear. “What if she doesn’t?”

“The bottom line,” Seven explained last night, “is that we never fall for the people we’re supposed to.”

I glanced at him, intrigued28 enough to muster29 the effort to raise my face from where it was plastered on thebar. “It’s not just me?”

“Hell, no.” He set down a stack of clean glasses. “Think about it: Romeo and Juliet bucked30 the system, andlook where it got them. Superman has the hots for Lois Lane, when the better match, of course, would bewith Wonder Woman. Dawson and Joey—need I say more? And don’t even get me started on Charlie Brownand the little redheaded girl.”

“What about you?” I asked.

He shrugged. “Like I said, it happens to everyone.” Leaning his elbows on the counter, he came close enoughthat I could see the dark roots beneath his magenta31 hair. “For me, it was Linden.”

“I’d break up with someone who was named for a tree, too,” I sympathized. “Guy or girl?”

He smirked. “I’ll never tell.”

“So what made her wrong for you?”

Seven sighed. “Well, she—”

“Ha! You said she!”

He rolled his eyes. “Yes, Detective Julia. You’ve outed me at this gay establishment. Happy?”

“Not particularly.”

“I sent Linden back to New Zealand. Green card ran out. It was that, or get married.”

“What was wrong with her?”

“Absolutely nothing,” Seven confessed. “She cleaned like a banshee; she never let me wash a dish; shelistened to everything I had to say; she was a hurricane in bed. She was crazy about me, and believe it or not,I was the one for her. It was, like, ninety-eight percent perfect.”

“What about the other two percent?”

“You tell me.” He started stacking the clean glasses on the far side of the bar. “Something was missing. Icouldn’t tell you what it was, if you asked, but it was off. And if you think of a relationship as a living entity,I guess it’s one thing if the missing two percent is, like, a fingernail. But when it’s the heart, that’s a wholedifferent ball of wax.” He turned to me. “I didn’t cry when she got on the plane. She lived with me for fouryears, and when she walked away, I didn’t feel much of anything at all.”

“Well, I had the other problem,” I told him. “I had the heart of the relationship, and no body to grow it in.”

“What happened then?”

“What else,” I said. “It broke.”

The ridiculous irony32 is that Campbell was attracted to me because I stood apart from everyone else at TheWheeler School; and I was attracted to Campbell because I desperately33 wanted a connection with someone.

There were comments, I knew, and stares sent our way as his friends tried to figure out why Campbell waswasting his time with someone like me. No doubt, they thought I was an easy lay.

But we weren’t doing that. We met after school at the cemetery34. Sometimes we would speak poetry to eachother. Once, we tried to have an entire conversation without the letter “s.” We sat back to back, and tried tothink each other’s thoughts—pretending clairvoyance35, when it only made sense that his whole mind wouldbe full of me and mine would be full of him.

I loved the way he smelled whenever his head dipped close to hear what I was saying—like the sun strikingthe cheek of a tomato, or soap drying on the hood36 of a car. I loved the way his hand felt on my spine37. I loved.

“What if,” I said one night, stealing breath from the edge of his lips, “we did it?”

He was lying on his back, watching the moon rock back and forth38 on a hammock of stars. One hand wastossed up over his head, the other anchored me against his chest. “Did what?”

I didn’t answer, just got up on one elbow and kissed him so deep that the ground gave way. “Oh,” Campbellsaid, hoarse39. “That.”

“Have you ever?” I asked.

He just grinned. I thought that he’d probably fucked Muffy or Buffy or Puffy or all three in the baseballdugout at Wheeler, or after a party at one of their homes when they both still smelled of Daddy’s bourbon. Iwondered why, then, he wasn’t trying to sleep with me. I assumed that it was because I wasn’t Muffy orBuffy or Puffy, but just Julia Romano, which wasn’t good enough.

“Don’t you want to?” I asked.

It was one of those moments where I knew we were not having the conversation that we needed to be having.

And since I didn’t really know what to say, never having crossed this particular bridge between thought anddeed before, I pressed my hand up against the thick ridge40 in his pants. He backed away from me.

“Jewel,” he said, “I don’t want you to think that’s why I’m here.”

Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it’s not because they enjoy solitude41. It’sbecause they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them. “Then whyare you here?”

“Because you know all the words to ‘American Pie,’ ” Campbell said. “Because when you smile, I canalmost see that tooth on the side that’s crooked42.” He stared at me. “Because you’re not like anyone I’ve evermet.”

“Do you love me?” I whispered.

“Didn’t I just say that?”

This time, when I reached for the buttons of his jeans, he didn’t move away. In my palm he was so hot Iimagined he would leave a scar. Unlike me, he knew what to do. He kissed and slipped, pushed, cracked mewide. Then he went perfectly44 still. “You didn’t say you were a virgin,” he said.

“You didn’t ask.”

But he’d assumed. He shuddered45 and began to move inside me, a poetry of limbs. I reached up to hold on tothe gravestone behind me, words I could see in my mind’s eye: Nora Deane, b. 1832, d. 1838.

“Jewel,” he whispered, when it was over. “I thought…”

“I know what you thought.” I wondered what happened when you offered yourself to someone, and theyopened you, only to discover you were not the gift they expected and they had to smile and nod and saythank you all the same.

I blame Campbell Alexander entirely46 for my bad luck with relationships. It is embarrassing to admit, but Ihave only had sex with three and a half other men, and none of those were any great improvement on my firstexperience.

“Let me guess,” Seven said last night. “The first was a rebound47. The second was married.”

“How’d you know?”

He laughed. “Because you’re a cliché.”

I swirled48 my pinky in my martini. It was an optical illusion, making the finger look split and crooked. “Theother one was from Club Med, a windsurfing instructor49.”

“That must have been worthwhile,” Seven said.

“He was absolutely gorgeous,” I answered. “And had a dick the size of a cocktail50 frank.”

“Ouch.”

“Actually,” I mused51, “you couldn’t feel it at all.”

Seven grinned. “So he was the half?”

I turned beet52 red. “No, that was some other guy. I don’t know his name,” I admitted. “I sort of woke up withhim on top of me, after a night like this one.”

“You,” Seven pronounced, “are a train wreck53 of sexual history.”

But this is inaccurate54. A runaway55 train is an accident. Me, I’ll jump in front of the tracks. I’ll even tie myselfdown in front of the speeding engine. There’s some illogical part of me that still believes if you wantSuperman to show up, first there’s got to be someone worth saving.

Kate Fitzgerald is a ghost just waiting to happen. Her skin is nearly translucent56, her hair so fair it bleeds intothe pillowcase. “How are you doing, baby?” Brian murmurs57, and he leans down to kiss her on the forehead.

“I think I might have to blow off the Ironman competition,” Kate jokes.

Anna is hovering58 at the door in front of me; Sara holds out her hand. It is all the encouragement Anna needsto crawl up on Kate’s mattress59, and in my mind I mark off this small gesture from mother to child. Then Sarasees me standing60 at the threshold. “Brian,” she says, “what is she doing here?”

I wait for Brian to explain, but he doesn’t seem inclined to utter a word. So I paste a smile on my face andstep forward. “I heard Kate was feeling better today, and I thought it might be a good time to talk to her.”

Kate struggles to her elbows. “Who are you?”

I expect a fight from Sara, but it is Anna who speaks up. “I don’t think it’s such a good idea,” she says,although she knows this is the very reason I’ve come here. “I mean, Kate’s still pretty sick.”

It takes me a moment, but then I understand: in Anna’s life, everyone who ever talks to Kate takes Kate’sside. She is doing what she can to keep me from defecting.

“You know, Anna’s right,” Sara hastily adds. “Kate’s only just turned a corner.”

I place my hand on Anna’s shoulder. “Don’t worry.” Then I turn to her mother. “It’s my understanding thatyou wanted this hearing—”

Sara cuts me off. “Ms. Romano, could we have a word outside?”

We step into the hallway, and Sara waits for a nurse to pass with a Styrofoam tray of needles. “I know whatyou think of me,” she says.

“Mrs. Fitzgerald—”

She shakes her head. “You’re sticking up for Anna, and you should. I practiced law once, and I understand.

It’s your job, and part of that is figuring out what makes us us.” She rubs her forehead with one fist. “My jobis to take care of my daughters. One of them is extremely ill, and the other one’s extremely unhappy. And Imay not have it all figured out yet, but…I do know that Kate won’t get better any quicker if she finds out thatthe reason you’re here is because Anna hasn’t withdrawn62 her lawsuit yet. So I’m asking you not to tell her,either. Please.”

I nod slowly, and Sara turns to go back into Kate’s room. With her hand on the door, she hesitates. “I loveboth of them,” she says, an equation I am supposed to be able to solve.

I told Seven the Bartender that true love is felonious.

“Not if they’re over eighteen,” he said, shutting the till of the cash register.

By then the bar itself had become an appendage63, a second torso holding up my first. “You take someone’sbreath away,” I stressed. “You rob them of the ability to utter a single word.” I tipped the neck of the emptyliquor bottle toward him. “You steal a heart.”

He wiped up in front of me with a dishrag. “Any judge would toss that case out on its ass1.”

“You’d be surprised.”

Seven spread the rag out on the brass64 bar to dry. “Sounds like a misdemeanor, if you ask me.”

I rested my cheek on the cool, damp wood. “No way,” I said. “Once you’re in, it’s for life.

spaceBrian and Sara take Anna down to the cafeteria. It leaves me alone with Kate, who is eminently65 curious. Iimagine that the number of times her mother has willingly left her side is something she can count on twohands. I explain that I’m helping66 the family make some decisions about her health care.

“Ethics committee?” Kate guesses. “Or are you from the hospital’s legal department? You look like alawyer.”

“What does a lawyer look like?”

“Kind of like a doctor, when he doesn’t want to tell you what your labs say.”

I pull up a chair. “Well, I’m glad to hear you’re doing better today.”

“Yeah. Apparently67 yesterday I was pretty out of it,” Kate says.

“Doped up enough to make Ozzy and Sharon look like Ozzie and Harriet.”

“Do you know where you stand, medically, right now?”

Kate nods. “After my BMT, I got graft-versus-host disease—which is sort of good, because it kicks theleukemia’s butt43, but it also does some funky68 stuff to your skin and organs. The doctors gave me steroids andcyclosporine to control it, and that worked, but it also managed to break down my kidneys, which is theemergency flavor of the month. That’s pretty much the way it goes—fix one leak in the dike69 just in time towatch another one start spouting70. Something is always falling apart in me.”

She says this matter-of-factly, as if I’ve grilled71 her about the weather or what’s on the hospital menu. I couldask her if she has talked to the nephrologists about a kidney transplant, if she has any particular feelingsabout undergoing so many different, painful treatments. But this is exactly what Kate is expecting me to ask,which is probably why the question that comes out of my mouth is completely different. “What do you wantto be when you grow up?”

“No one ever asks me that.” She eyes me carefully. “What makes you think I’m going to grow up?”

“What makes you think that you’re not? Isn’t that why you’re doing all this?”

Just when I think she isn’t going to answer me, she speaks. “I always wanted to be a ballerina.” Her arm goesup, a weak arabesque72. “You know what ballerinas have?”

Eating disorders73, I think.

“Absolute control. When it comes to their bodies, they know exactly what’s going to happen, and when.”

Kate shrugs, coming back to this moment, this hospital room. “Anyway,” she says.

“Tell me about your brother.”

Kate starts to laugh. “You haven’t had the pleasure of meeting him yet, I guess.”

“Not yet.”

“You can pretty much form an opinion about Jesse in the first thirty seconds you spend with him. He getsinto a lot of bad stuff he shouldn’t.”

“You mean drugs, alcohol?”

“Keep going,” Kate says.

“Has that been hard for your family to deal with?”

“Well, yeah. But I don’t really think it’s something he does on purpose. It’s the way he gets noticed, youknow? I mean, imagine what it would be like if you were a squirrel living in the elephant cage at the zoo.

Does anyone ever go there and say, Hey, check out that squirrel? No, because there’s something so muchbigger you notice first.” Kate runs her fingers up and down one of the tubes sprouting74 out of her chest.

“Sometimes it’s shoplifting, and sometimes it’s getting drunk. Last year, it was an anthrax hoax75. That’s thekind of stuff Jesse does.”

“And Anna?”

Kate starts to pleat the blanket in folds on her lap. “There was one year when every single holiday, and Imean even like Memorial Day, I was in the hospital. It wasn’t anything planned, of course, but that’s the wayit happened. We had a tree in my room for Christmas, and an Easter egg hunt in the cafeteria, and we trick-or-treated on the orthopedic ward61. Anna was around six years old, and she threw a total fit because shecouldn’t bring sparklers into the hospital on the Fourth of July—all the oxygen tents.” Kate looks up at me.

“She ran away. Not far, or anything—I think she got to the lobby before someone nabbed her. She was goingto find herself another family, she told me. Like I said, she was only six, and no one really took it seriously.

But I used to wonder what it would be like to be normal. So I totally understood why she’d wonder about it,too.”

“When you’re not sick, do you and Anna get along pretty well?”

“We’re like any pair of sisters, I guess. We fight over who gets to put on whose CDs; we talk about cuteguys; we steal each other’s good nail polish. She gets into my stuff and I yell; I get into her stuff and she criesdown the house. Sometimes she’s great. And other times I wish she’d never been born.”

That sounds so patently familiar that I grin. “I have a twin sister. Every time I used to say that, my motherwould ask me if I could really, truly picture being an only child.”

“Could you?”

I laugh. “Oh…there were definitely times I could imagine life without her.”

Kate doesn’t crack a smile. “See,” she says, “my sister’s the one who’s always had to imagine life withoutme.”

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1 ass qvyzK     
n.驴;傻瓜,蠢笨的人
参考例句:
  • He is not an ass as they make him.他不象大家猜想的那样笨。
  • An ass endures his burden but not more than his burden.驴能负重但不能超过它能力所负担的。
2 xerox ffPwL     
n./v.施乐复印机,静电复印
参考例句:
  • Xerox and Lucent are two more high-tech companies run by women.施乐和朗讯是另外两家由女性经营的大科技公司。
  • You cannot take it home,but you can xerox it.你不能把它带回家,但可以复印。
3 atlas vOCy5     
n.地图册,图表集
参考例句:
  • He reached down the atlas from the top shelf.他从书架顶层取下地图集。
  • The atlas contains forty maps,including three of Great Britain.这本地图集有40幅地图,其中包括3幅英国地图。
4 shrugs d3633c0b0b1f8cd86f649808602722fa     
n.耸肩(以表示冷淡,怀疑等)( shrug的名词复数 )
参考例句:
  • Hungarian Prime Minister Ferenc Gyurcsany shrugs off this criticism. 匈牙利总理久尔恰尼对这个批评不以为然。 来自互联网
  • She shrugs expressively and takes a sip of her latte. 她表达地耸肩而且拿她的拿铁的啜饮。 来自互联网
5 muse v6CzM     
n.缪斯(希腊神话中的女神),创作灵感
参考例句:
  • His muse had deserted him,and he could no longer write.他已无灵感,不能再写作了。
  • Many of the papers muse on the fate of the President.很多报纸都在揣测总统的命运。
6 fusion HfDz5     
n.溶化;熔解;熔化状态,熔和;熔接
参考例句:
  • Brass is formed by the fusion of copper and zinc. 黄铜是通过铜和锌的熔合而成的。
  • This alloy is formed by the fusion of two types of metal.这种合金是用两种金属熔合而成的。
7 scowled b83aa6db95e414d3ef876bc7fd16d80d     
怒视,生气地皱眉( scowl的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • He scowled his displeasure. 他满脸嗔色。
  • The teacher scowled at his noisy class. 老师对他那喧闹的课堂板着脸。
8 eavesdropping 4a826293c077353641ee3f86da957082     
n. 偷听
参考例句:
  • We caught him eavesdropping outside the window. 我们撞见他正在窗外偷听。
  • Suddenly the kids,who had been eavesdropping,flew into the room. 突然间,一直在偷听的孩子们飞进屋来。
9 bug 5skzf     
n.虫子;故障;窃听器;vt.纠缠;装窃听器
参考例句:
  • There is a bug in the system.系统出了故障。
  • The bird caught a bug on the fly.那鸟在飞行中捉住了一只昆虫。
10 smirked e3dfaba83cd6d2a557bf188c3fc000e9     
v.傻笑( smirk的过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • He smirked at Tu Wei-yueh. 他对屠维岳狞笑。 来自子夜部分
  • He smirked in acknowledgement of their uncouth greetings, and sat down. 他皮笑肉不笑地接受了他的粗鲁的招呼,坐了下来。 来自辞典例句
11 wimp Lopyx     
n.无用的人
参考例句:
  • The more she called her husband a wimp,the more timid he became.她越叫她先生懦夫,他就越胆小怯懦。
  • I hate those who get on their high horses in front of wimps.我最恨那些在弱者面前盛气凌人的人。
12 shrugged 497904474a48f991a3d1961b0476ebce     
vt.耸肩(shrug的过去式与过去分词形式)
参考例句:
  • Sam shrugged and said nothing. 萨姆耸耸肩膀,什么也没说。
  • She shrugged, feigning nonchalance. 她耸耸肩,装出一副无所谓的样子。 来自《简明英汉词典》
13 mere rC1xE     
adj.纯粹的;仅仅,只不过
参考例句:
  • That is a mere repetition of what you said before.那不过是重复了你以前讲的话。
  • It's a mere waste of time waiting any longer.再等下去纯粹是浪费时间。
14 cloves 5ad54567fd694738fc0b84d05623a07a     
n.丁香(热带树木的干花,形似小钉子,用作调味品,尤用作甜食的香料)( clove的名词复数 );蒜瓣(a garlic ~|a ~of garlic)
参考例句:
  • My country is rich in cinnamon, cloves, ginger, pepper, and precious stones. 我国盛产肉桂、丁香、生姜、胡椒和宝石。 来自辞典例句
  • Ginger, nutmeg, cinnamon, pepper and cloves are common spices. 姜、肉豆蔻、肉桂、胡椒、丁香都是常用的香料。 来自辞典例句
15 hopped 91b136feb9c3ae690a1c2672986faa1c     
跳上[下]( hop的过去式和过去分词 ); 单足蹦跳; 齐足(或双足)跳行; 摘葎草花
参考例句:
  • He hopped onto a car and wanted to drive to town. 他跳上汽车想开向市区。
  • He hopped into a car and drove to town. 他跳进汽车,向市区开去。
16 flirting 59b9eafa5141c6045fb029234a60fdae     
v.调情,打情骂俏( flirt的现在分词 )
参考例句:
  • Don't take her too seriously; she's only flirting with you. 别把她太当真,她只不过是在和你调情罢了。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
  • 'she's always flirting with that new fellow Tseng!" “她还同新来厂里那个姓曾的吊膀子! 来自子夜部分
17 porcupine 61Wzs     
n.豪猪, 箭猪
参考例句:
  • A porcupine is covered with prickles.箭猪身上长满了刺。
  • There is a philosophy parable,call philosophy of porcupine.有一个哲学寓言,叫豪猪的哲学。
18 pointed Il8zB4     
adj.尖的,直截了当的
参考例句:
  • He gave me a very sharp pointed pencil.他给我一支削得非常尖的铅笔。
  • She wished to show Mrs.John Dashwood by this pointed invitation to her brother.她想通过对达茨伍德夫人提出直截了当的邀请向她的哥哥表示出来。
19 rummaged c663802f2e8e229431fff6cdb444b548     
翻找,搜寻( rummage的过去式和过去分词 ); 已经海关检查
参考例句:
  • I rummaged through all the boxes but still could not find it. 几个箱子都翻腾遍了也没有找到。
  • The customs officers rummaged the ship suspected to have contraband goods. 海关人员仔细搜查了一艘有走私嫌疑的海轮。
20 blanched 86df425770f6f770efe32857bbb4db42     
v.使变白( blanch的过去式 );使(植物)不见阳光而变白;酸洗(金属)使有光泽;用沸水烫(杏仁等)以便去皮
参考例句:
  • The girl blanched with fear when she saw the bear coming. 那女孩见熊(向她)走来,吓得脸都白了。 来自《现代英汉综合大词典》
  • Their faces blanched in terror. 他们的脸因恐惧而吓得发白。 来自《简明英汉词典》
21 jettison GaUz2     
n.投弃,投弃货物
参考例句:
  • Sometimes you need to jettison unhealthy cargo.有时你必须抛弃不好的货物。
  • We jettison an unworkable plan.我们放弃难实行的计划。
22 arsonist 2N1yF     
n.纵火犯
参考例句:
  • You're pretty sure you can identify a single arsonist?你确信你能鉴别出一个特定的纵火者?
  • The arsonist confessed that he set fire to six businesses.那纵火犯承认他给6家商场纵过火。
23 hunch CdVzZ     
n.预感,直觉
参考例句:
  • I have a hunch that he didn't really want to go.我有这么一种感觉,他并不真正想去。
  • I had a hunch that Susan and I would work well together.我有预感和苏珊共事会很融洽。
24 cubicle POGzN     
n.大房间中隔出的小室
参考例句:
  • She studies in a cubicle in the school library.她在学校图书馆的小自习室里学习。
  • A technical sergeant hunches in a cubicle.一位技术军士在一间小屋里弯腰坐着。
25 lawsuit A14xy     
n.诉讼,控诉
参考例句:
  • They threatened him with a lawsuit.他们以诉讼威逼他。
  • He was perpetually involving himself in this long lawsuit.他使自己无休止地卷入这场长时间的诉讼。
26 scoop QD1zn     
n.铲子,舀取,独家新闻;v.汲取,舀取,抢先登出
参考例句:
  • In the morning he must get his boy to scoop it out.早上一定得叫佣人把它剜出来。
  • Uh,one scoop of coffee and one scoop of chocolate for me.我要一勺咖啡的和一勺巧克力的。
27 strand 7GAzH     
vt.使(船)搁浅,使(某人)困于(某地)
参考例句:
  • She tucked a loose strand of hair behind her ears.她把一缕散发夹到了耳后。
  • The climbers had been stranded by a storm.登山者被暴风雨困住了。
28 intrigued 7acc2a75074482e2b408c60187e27c73     
adj.好奇的,被迷住了的v.搞阴谋诡计(intrigue的过去式);激起…的兴趣或好奇心;“intrigue”的过去式和过去分词
参考例句:
  • You've really intrigued me—tell me more! 你说的真有意思—再给我讲一些吧!
  • He was intrigued by her story. 他被她的故事迷住了。
29 muster i6czT     
v.集合,收集,鼓起,激起;n.集合,检阅,集合人员,点名册
参考例句:
  • Go and muster all the men you can find.去集合所有你能找到的人。
  • I had to muster my courage up to ask him that question.我必须鼓起勇气向他问那个问题。
30 bucked 4085b682da6f1272318ebf4527d338eb     
adj.快v.(马等)猛然弓背跃起( buck的过去式和过去分词 );抵制;猛然震荡;马等尥起后蹄跳跃
参考例句:
  • When he tried to ride the horse, it bucked wildly. 当他试图骑上这匹马时,它突然狂暴地跃了起来。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • The plane bucked a strong head wind. 飞机顶着强烈的逆风飞行。 来自《现代英汉综合大词典》
31 magenta iARx0     
n..紫红色(的染料);adj.紫红色的
参考例句:
  • In the one photo in which she appeared, Hillary Clinton wore a magenta gown.在其中一张照片中,希拉里身着一件紫红色礼服。
  • For the same reason air information is printed in magenta.出于同样的原因,航空资料采用品红色印刷。
32 irony P4WyZ     
n.反语,冷嘲;具有讽刺意味的事,嘲弄
参考例句:
  • She said to him with slight irony.她略带嘲讽地对他说。
  • In her voice we could sense a certain tinge of irony.从她的声音里我们可以感到某种讥讽的意味。
33 desperately cu7znp     
adv.极度渴望地,绝望地,孤注一掷地
参考例句:
  • He was desperately seeking a way to see her again.他正拼命想办法再见她一面。
  • He longed desperately to be back at home.他非常渴望回家。
34 cemetery ur9z7     
n.坟墓,墓地,坟场
参考例句:
  • He was buried in the cemetery.他被葬在公墓。
  • His remains were interred in the cemetery.他的遗体葬在墓地。
35 clairvoyance OViyD     
n.超人的洞察力
参考例句:
  • Precognition is a form of clairvoyance.预知是超人的洞察力的一种形式。
  • You did not have to be a clairvoyant to see that the war would go on.就算没有未卜先知的能力也能料到战争会持续下去。
36 hood ddwzJ     
n.头巾,兜帽,覆盖;v.罩上,以头巾覆盖
参考例句:
  • She is wearing a red cloak with a hood.她穿着一件红色带兜帽的披风。
  • The car hood was dented in.汽车的发动机罩已凹了进去。
37 spine lFQzT     
n.脊柱,脊椎;(动植物的)刺;书脊
参考例句:
  • He broke his spine in a fall from a horse.他从马上跌下摔断了脊梁骨。
  • His spine developed a slight curve.他的脊柱有点弯曲。
38 forth Hzdz2     
adv.向前;向外,往外
参考例句:
  • The wind moved the trees gently back and forth.风吹得树轻轻地来回摇晃。
  • He gave forth a series of works in rapid succession.他很快连续发表了一系列的作品。
39 hoarse 5dqzA     
adj.嘶哑的,沙哑的
参考例句:
  • He asked me a question in a hoarse voice.他用嘶哑的声音问了我一个问题。
  • He was too excited and roared himself hoarse.他过于激动,嗓子都喊哑了。
40 ridge KDvyh     
n.山脊;鼻梁;分水岭
参考例句:
  • We clambered up the hillside to the ridge above.我们沿着山坡费力地爬上了山脊。
  • The infantry were advancing to attack the ridge.步兵部队正在向前挺进攻打山脊。
41 solitude xF9yw     
n. 孤独; 独居,荒僻之地,幽静的地方
参考例句:
  • People need a chance to reflect on spiritual matters in solitude. 人们需要独处的机会来反思精神上的事情。
  • They searched for a place where they could live in solitude. 他们寻找一个可以过隐居生活的地方。
42 crooked xvazAv     
adj.弯曲的;不诚实的,狡猾的,不正当的
参考例句:
  • He crooked a finger to tell us to go over to him.他弯了弯手指,示意我们到他那儿去。
  • You have to drive slowly on these crooked country roads.在这些弯弯曲曲的乡间小路上你得慢慢开车。
43 butt uSjyM     
n.笑柄;烟蒂;枪托;臀部;v.用头撞或顶
参考例句:
  • The water butt catches the overflow from this pipe.大水桶盛接管子里流出的东西。
  • He was the butt of their jokes.他是他们的笑柄。
44 perfectly 8Mzxb     
adv.完美地,无可非议地,彻底地
参考例句:
  • The witnesses were each perfectly certain of what they said.证人们个个对自己所说的话十分肯定。
  • Everything that we're doing is all perfectly above board.我们做的每件事情都是光明正大的。
45 shuddered 70137c95ff493fbfede89987ee46ab86     
v.战栗( shudder的过去式和过去分词 );发抖;(机器、车辆等)突然震动;颤动
参考例句:
  • He slammed on the brakes and the car shuddered to a halt. 他猛踩刹车,车颤抖着停住了。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • I shuddered at the sight of the dead body. 我一看见那尸体就战栗。 来自《简明英汉词典》
46 entirely entirely     
ad.全部地,完整地;完全地,彻底地
参考例句:
  • The fire was entirely caused by their neglect of duty. 那场火灾完全是由于他们失职而引起的。
  • His life was entirely given up to the educational work. 他的一生统统献给了教育工作。
47 rebound YAtz1     
v.弹回;n.弹回,跳回
参考例句:
  • The vibrations accompanying the rebound are the earth quake.伴随这种回弹的振动就是地震。
  • Our evil example will rebound upon ourselves.我们的坏榜样会回到我们自己头上的。
48 swirled eb40fca2632f9acaecc78417fd6adc53     
v.旋转,打旋( swirl的过去式和过去分词 )
参考例句:
  • The waves swirled and eddied around the rocks. 波浪翻滚着在岩石周围打旋。
  • The water swirled down the drain. 水打着旋流进了下水道。
49 instructor D6GxY     
n.指导者,教员,教练
参考例句:
  • The college jumped him from instructor to full professor.大学突然把他从讲师提升为正教授。
  • The skiing instructor was a tall,sunburnt man.滑雪教练是一个高高个子晒得黑黑的男子。
50 cocktail Jw8zNt     
n.鸡尾酒;餐前开胃小吃;混合物
参考例句:
  • We invited some foreign friends for a cocktail party.我们邀请了一些外国朋友参加鸡尾酒会。
  • At a cocktail party in Hollywood,I was introduced to Charlie Chaplin.在好莱坞的一次鸡尾酒会上,人家把我介绍给查理·卓别林。
51 mused 0affe9d5c3a243690cca6d4248d41a85     
v.沉思,冥想( muse的过去式和过去分词 );沉思自语说(某事)
参考例句:
  • \"I wonder if I shall ever see them again, \"he mused. “我不知道是否还可以再见到他们,”他沉思自问。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • \"Where are we going from here?\" mused one of Rutherford's guests. 卢瑟福的一位客人忍不住说道:‘我们这是在干什么?” 来自英汉非文学 - 科学史
52 beet 9uXzV     
n.甜菜;甜菜根
参考例句:
  • He farmed his pickers to work in the beet fields. 他出租他的摘棉工去甜菜地里干活。
  • The sugar beet is an entirely different kind of plant.糖用甜菜是一种完全不同的作物。
53 wreck QMjzE     
n.失事,遇难;沉船;vt.(船等)失事,遇难
参考例句:
  • Weather may have been a factor in the wreck.天气可能是造成这次失事的原因之一。
  • No one can wreck the friendship between us.没有人能够破坏我们之间的友谊。
54 inaccurate D9qx7     
adj.错误的,不正确的,不准确的
参考例句:
  • The book is both inaccurate and exaggerated.这本书不但不准确,而且夸大其词。
  • She never knows the right time because her watch is inaccurate.她从来不知道准确的时间因为她的表不准。
55 runaway jD4y5     
n.逃走的人,逃亡,亡命者;adj.逃亡的,逃走的
参考例句:
  • The police have not found the runaway to date.警察迄今没抓到逃犯。
  • He was praised for bringing up the runaway horse.他勒住了脱缰之马受到了表扬。
56 translucent yniwY     
adj.半透明的;透明的
参考例句:
  • The building is roofed entirely with translucent corrugated plastic.这座建筑完全用半透明瓦楞塑料封顶。
  • A small difference between them will render the composite translucent.微小的差别,也会使复合材料变成半透明。
57 murmurs f21162b146f5e36f998c75eb9af3e2d9     
n.低沉、连续而不清的声音( murmur的名词复数 );低语声;怨言;嘀咕
参考例句:
  • They spoke in low murmurs. 他们低声说着话。 来自辞典例句
  • They are more superficial, more distinctly heard than murmurs. 它们听起来比心脏杂音更为浅表而清楚。 来自辞典例句
58 hovering 99fdb695db3c202536060470c79b067f     
鸟( hover的现在分词 ); 靠近(某事物); (人)徘徊; 犹豫
参考例句:
  • The helicopter was hovering about 100 metres above the pad. 直升机在离发射台一百米的上空盘旋。
  • I'm hovering between the concert and the play tonight. 我犹豫不决今晚是听音乐会还是看戏。
59 mattress Z7wzi     
n.床垫,床褥
参考例句:
  • The straw mattress needs to be aired.草垫子该晾一晾了。
  • The new mattress I bought sags in the middle.我买的新床垫中间陷了下去。
60 standing 2hCzgo     
n.持续,地位;adj.永久的,不动的,直立的,不流动的
参考例句:
  • After the earthquake only a few houses were left standing.地震过后只有几幢房屋还立着。
  • They're standing out against any change in the law.他们坚决反对对法律做任何修改。
61 ward LhbwY     
n.守卫,监护,病房,行政区,由监护人或法院保护的人(尤指儿童);vt.守护,躲开
参考例句:
  • The hospital has a medical ward and a surgical ward.这家医院有内科病房和外科病房。
  • During the evening picnic,I'll carry a torch to ward off the bugs.傍晚野餐时,我要点根火把,抵挡蚊虫。
62 withdrawn eeczDJ     
vt.收回;使退出;vi.撤退,退出
参考例句:
  • Our force has been withdrawn from the danger area.我们的军队已从危险地区撤出。
  • All foreign troops should be withdrawn to their own countries.一切外国军队都应撤回本国去。
63 appendage KeJy7     
n.附加物
参考例句:
  • After their work,the calculus was no longer an appendage and extension of Greek geometry.经过他们的工作,微积分不再是古希腊几何的附庸和延展。
  • Macmillan must have loathed being judged as a mere appendage to domestic politics.麦克米伦肯定极不喜欢只被当成国内政治的附属品。
64 brass DWbzI     
n.黄铜;黄铜器,铜管乐器
参考例句:
  • Many of the workers play in the factory's brass band.许多工人都在工厂铜管乐队中演奏。
  • Brass is formed by the fusion of copper and zinc.黄铜是通过铜和锌的熔合而成的。
65 eminently c442c1e3a4b0ad4160feece6feb0aabf     
adv.突出地;显著地;不寻常地
参考例句:
  • She seems eminently suitable for the job. 她看来非常适合这个工作。
  • It was an eminently respectable boarding school. 这是所非常好的寄宿学校。 来自《简明英汉词典》
66 helping 2rGzDc     
n.食物的一份&adj.帮助人的,辅助的
参考例句:
  • The poor children regularly pony up for a second helping of my hamburger. 那些可怜的孩子们总是要求我把我的汉堡包再给他们一份。
  • By doing this, they may at times be helping to restore competition. 这样一来, 他在某些时候,有助于竞争的加强。
67 apparently tMmyQ     
adv.显然地;表面上,似乎
参考例句:
  • An apparently blind alley leads suddenly into an open space.山穷水尽,豁然开朗。
  • He was apparently much surprised at the news.他对那个消息显然感到十分惊异。
68 funky 1fjzc     
adj.畏缩的,怯懦的,霉臭的;adj.新式的,时髦的
参考例句:
  • The kitchen smelled really funky.这个厨房有一股霉味。
  • It is a funky restaurant with very interesting art on the walls.那是一家墙上挂着很有意思的绘画的新潮餐馆。
69 dike 6lUzf     
n.堤,沟;v.开沟排水
参考例句:
  • They dug a dike along walls of the school.他们沿校墙挖沟。
  • Fortunately,the flood did not break the dike.还好,这场大水没有把堤坝冲坏。
70 spouting 7d5ba6391a70f183d6f0e45b0bbebb98     
n.水落管系统v.(指液体)喷出( spout的现在分词 );滔滔不绝地讲;喋喋不休地说;喷水
参考例句:
  • He's always spouting off about the behaviour of young people today. 他总是没完没了地数落如今年轻人的行为。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • Blood was spouting from the deep cut in his arm. 血从他胳膊上深深的伤口里涌出来。 来自《简明英汉词典》
71 grilled grilled     
adj. 烤的, 炙过的, 有格子的 动词grill的过去式和过去分词形式
参考例句:
  • He was grilled for two hours before the police let him go. 他被严厉盘查了两个小时后,警察才放他走。
  • He was grilled until he confessed. 他被严加拷问,直到他承认为止。
72 arabesque JNsyk     
n.阿拉伯式花饰;adj.阿拉伯式图案的
参考例句:
  • I like carpets with arabesque patterns.我喜欢带有阿拉伯式花饰的地毯。
  • The Arabesque solution is the answer to a designer's desire for uniqueness.阿拉伯风为设计师渴望独一无二给出了答案。
73 disorders 6e49dcafe3638183c823d3aa5b12b010     
n.混乱( disorder的名词复数 );凌乱;骚乱;(身心、机能)失调
参考例句:
  • Reports of anorexia and other eating disorders are on the increase. 据报告,厌食症和其他饮食方面的功能紊乱发生率正在不断增长。 来自《简明英汉词典》
  • The announcement led to violent civil disorders. 这项宣布引起剧烈的骚乱。 来自《简明英汉词典》
74 sprouting c8222ee91acc6d4059c7ab09c0d8d74e     
v.发芽( sprout的现在分词 );抽芽;出现;(使)涌现出
参考例句:
  • new leaves sprouting from the trees 树上长出的新叶
  • They were putting fresh earth around sprouting potato stalks. 他们在往绽出新芽的土豆秧周围培新土。 来自名作英译部分
75 hoax pcAxs     
v.欺骗,哄骗,愚弄;n.愚弄人,恶作剧
参考例句:
  • They were the victims of a cruel hoax.他们是一个残忍恶作剧的受害者。
  • They hoax him out of his money.他们骗去他的钱。


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